FINALLY! for being MIA for so long, i bother to blog AGAIN. C: feel like switching to live-journal thou.
Bf is away for his NS taiwan trip for 26days olady! haha is really like finally? i dunno. starring at this screen reflecting of how i spent these days being alone and with family 1 word, "Fast". in a wink of eye today is Saturday already. i still rmb last week i just ask my dad to get me that famous chee cheong fun for next weekend and today is de weekend and of coz my nicest dad did get me chee cheong fun even thou he need to go to work. C:
P.S he is only sweet at times.and i cant believe i will go on shopping alone on thursday :O its like after like more den 3 yrs i go on shopping alone? or shud i say i nv did it b4? -_______- its always either with friends, Bf, or family. SO! ima grown up. LOL? -.-
i feel so much fresher now in my room as i have pack all my clothes in the cupboard, on my chair, on my bed or shud i say is all around my room. LOL :x gave away 4 shorts and throw away alot alot of unwanted Ts and dresses. i just realise i got like afew jeans skirt and shorts that i cant wear bcoz of de size is too BIG, which i just bought like last yr? maybe i shud really pig out and put on fast weight? O_O who is gonna sponsor me for buffets?
i am missing that slippers right now :C but i just bought a sandals yst. shall ask Bf get it for me :x he must be now happy shopping at taiwan and he is back TONIGHT, MIDNIGHT. dad did mention about fetching him, but half half ARGH. like wat Bf have told me, dont put too much hope so when he disagree im not that unhappy about it. after all he is my dad ya? i noe he loves this family and i also noe actually he loves me the most. just that i am a big girl now thats why he expects me to be independent. I KNOW LA DAD.
something to share :Parents' WishTo our dear child......
On the day when you see us old, weak and weary,
Have patience and try to understand us...
If we get dirty when eating,
If we cannot dress up on our own,
Please bear with us and remember the times we spent
feeding and dressing you up.
If, when we speak to you,
we repeat the same things over and over again,
Do not interrupt us, listen to us.
When you were small,
we had to read to you
a thousand and one times the same story
until you went to sleep...
When we do not want to have a shower,
neither shame nor scold us.
Remember when we had to chase you
with your thousand excuses
to get you to the shower...
When you see our ignorance on new technologies,
help us navigate our way
through those worldwide webs..
We taught you how to do so many things,
to eat the right foods, to dress appropriately,
to fight for your rights...
When at some moments we lose the memory or
the thread of our conversation, let us
have the necessary time to remember,
and if we cannot, do not become nervous...
As the most important thing is not our conversation
but surely to be with you and
have you listening to us...
If ever we do not want to eat, do not force us.
We know well when to and when not to.
When our tired legs give way
and do not allow us to walk without a cane,
lend us your hand,
the same way we did
when you first tried your faltering steps..
And when someday we say to you
that we do not want to live anymore,
that we want to die, do not get angry,
someday you will understand...
Try to understand that our age is not lived.
But survived...
Someday you will realise that,
despite our mistakes,
we always wanted the best thing for you
and we tried to prepare the way for you...
You must not feel sad, angry or ashamed
for seeing us near you. Instead, try to understand us
and help us like we did when you were young...
Help us to walk,
Help us to end our way with love and dignity.
We will pay you by a smile and
by the immense love
we always had for you in our heart..
We love you Child.
Dad
P.S he is my Dad and also my Mom :D