recently, i kind of use to being alone. prefer staying home and slack around in my bedroom. listening to brother's noise. neighbour chit chatting. human footsteps. noises tat dunno come from where. com's song. room clock tick tock tick tock.
as it tick and tock, i noe time is passing. my room is in de mess. but i just dont bother to pack it. no idea why. mayb it just shows my life right nw.
but to my surprise. all de mess was
paperbills. i've so much things to do in life. why i seems to stuck like this.
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my family isnt doing well this few days. my uncle wife also another kind. why cant she just think about my grandparents. hais.
can i just fall and cry like a
baby nw? i cant..
i think OCTOBER for me really isnt doing very good. work, love, family, etc.. why i just cant be carefree?
suddenly i just feel like being a
leaf. or mayb
wind. at least ppl keeps wanting me to appear. they nid me.
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i think im spouting nonsense and blogging randomly. coz im just so SUDDEN. sudden feel of this and that.
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there's a hand infront of me right nw. but i just turn away from it. im really seeing de difficulties already. de difficulties of being someone tat u dont prefer.
isnt you.
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after so long. im still in love with this song
楊丞琳-可愛 Click for the MV
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my head nw is twirling with alot of songs. luckily all de songs tat twirl around i still have those in my com.
离开了
他不爱我
我会好好过
知道
叶子
好想你
怪胎
第一次
无赖
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i've already tried my best.
我已经尽了最大努力
but we are still the same.
我和你还是站在原地