PS i love you nv fail to make me cry like water tap.
i ever told some1 tat how i wish de person i loved, dead. so i dont have to worry about him anymore. at least it force you to let time heal de pain.
im totally rong. it's just a selfish thinking. it's just i couldnt bear to see him hugging another girl. thinking of her late at night while he's on bed.
yes im wrong. she told me this str8. when im still doubting till just a moment ago. i realized. she was right, at least im still able to talk to him. noe wat he is doing and how have he been. isnt this de real love?
talked to dad yst. asked him wat is real compromising . he told me. i guess i haven figure it out yet. or shud say. im still young to compromise? or shud say too young to say love?
and i do guess true love couples always make each other looks like shit sometimes? scream out of each other head. slamming doors infront of 1 another. slamming fones. end up turning back to look at each other, running towards each other and hug tightly. love is just so strong.
it sparkles you at de start. makes your heart beat jump fast fast fast.
BF. its really amazing tat we able to make it till here. you shud noe wat i mean. less den 2 weeks its our 1 yr anniversary. may sounds short some of those ppl out there.
but i believe in de hardships we walked thru tgt. its actually hard to last for such long dont u think so dear?
I love you.
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woke up early today to do hse chores. finished within an hr. left with clothes to wash.
waiting for BF to be awake so he can come over to accompany me for badminton.
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东来东往-连哭都是我的错
分手到底是不是你要的结果
给不了我太多还不准我难过
不知道是为了什么
还要把你无力的爱
记得那么多
怎么放手
也许上天安排你
我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手
流着泪不准你走
说我贱我也无话可说
连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错
连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体已经太执着
爱你是我错
连结束也是我的错
也许上天安排你我擦身而过
我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果
你留下泛黄的承诺
要我抱着你的双手
流着泪不准你走
说我贱我也无话可说
连哭都是我的错
在你面前还要我怎么做
我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过
沉默是我的错
连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体已经太执着
爱你是我错
连结束也是我的错
连哭都是我的错
空房间独自等待着日落
爱没有进入身体已经太执着
爱你是我错
连结束也是我的错