WEE! after so many sinful days. lucky my weight still maintain.. PHEW!! last two days have been working den BF came to fetch me home. =D
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Kanoi bought this for me from japan disney land. he is my work place de supervisor.

tat doreamon picture biscuit is dam nice! is those chicken corn snack when i use to eat during primary sch. and i couldnt find it anymore!! who noes any place tat sells it?


went town yst after work with BF. was at mrt doing stupid stuns. so as wat he say. 1 yr ago de me dam sweet. nw is totally DIFF!! LOL =X coz i nv snap him den he say this. =.=


SO! i snap him!! and he give me a CHEY look =.=
we r at soup spoon! drag him there again =.= muz i pay den he go. KUKU de lei him T_T if not he keep complaining about not full n contented =.=


hehe FOOD! tat lychee jap sweet is BF got for me 1. its gummy. and im getting abit scare of it already. coz BF got me de peach n grape b4..


this cushion cat is BF suddenly pop up my hse and SHOCK me with. and so just nice tat i bath out with a unglam look. LOL and he say this cat looks like me. short leg n hand =.=
and a packet of sinful famour amos cookies


BF got me a longchamp handbag for Valentine's Day present. and Agnes B was from dad =D

i got BF a Manhattan portage sling bag for V's day.. we always advanced everything. LOL


OK!! talk about this pooh cow! i dam angry.. previously i always off to PS de toy machine to catch him. i ALWAYS waste more den $4-6 on him. for 2 weeks roughly. yst BF kept wanting to exchange and try again when i already gave up hope on them. coz alot of been catch off. SO! try again lor. and $1 JUST ONE DOLLAR! we catch him. and is like, de catch come down, catch, den hold on to eat to de dropping point. we dont catch it by chance of dropping or knocking or shaking!

i was like, WTF? " de machine got eyes issit? see us liao den rmb, plus its earning already so give this cow to us issit!? " LOL anyway BF say is de gravity n grabbing problem. LOL dunno la. anyway im happy already!!

and for de Shin Chan dino biscuits i find it DAM cute so bought it. its $5.50. suddenly feel pain for it. LOL


BF got me this HP pouch as i wan 1 again. coz previously de eeyore is CURSE! make me drop my fone and got 1 big scratch n dented! HUMPF!!
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today is gona be FAMILY day! weee tata!
as yst i already tell myself to diet! but once i woke up, auto walk to kitchen, took love letters, chips, tart move to room and start munching. and those cookies half gone already. *hais shake head*

Hoping i could stay in de dreams with u. it's just so wonderful and beautiful.
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catch inkheart yst night with BF. its not as nice as wat i expected. too simple it think. can fall asleep if u r tired b4 de show. hahas.

after show went to have supper at indian store. had masala thosai and kosong.. den BF send me home and he home sweet home le.
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i didnt pay a visit to BF's place for quite a while. guess has been around 5 months since i step into his place. not even Chinese New Year. guess his family is too strict for me. compare to my family. well.. i think i just nid more time.

and tml im starting bak to work. pay haven take yet. SO! wee another income.. haha!! im gonna save some up. anyway i still having holiday mood. T_T yet got to force myself to work tml n friday. FOR DE SAKE OF MONEY~~ =B
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still wonder shud i go fetch BF.. hmm

爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围
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do u noe wat is de scariest and most terrible moments of life?
that is death and depart.

i guess i still cant take in death de depart.

be brave . .

24 JAN was Cousin Randy 21st Birthday. Happy BirdDay Cousin!
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25 JAN
CNY EVE

woke up to pack somemore of de hse.. slack around till 4PM for dinner and den off to Marina for Chinese New Year Deco.. this yr not good at all. plus drizzling. ah pissed of.

as usual~ our family.. started eating all de way till de end xD.. and i made a sentence for ourselves. " i've ate my dinner, we've eaten butter corn, we're eating putu piring and we going to eat roti plata later."
!! i have used eat, ate, eating and eaten! LOL! ok im mad..

SO! as wat i have stated.. we had dinner at 4, we reach there at 5! head for corn, putu piring, chin chow, popiah, hotdogs and vadeh! LOL!!!

as for de weather we skipped de thomson walk and roti plata. so i suggested to go for show as its still early. SO headed to balestier for Love Matters with cousins and dad.

Show was good. luff from start to end. but ending isnt good. so yup can watch la..
and BF! i wore super simple la! so have ur heart load being put down by my LIES? =X LOL~~


as usual cousins crap. acting tourist for no entry sign =.=


The entry. this yr i think its kinda bad la. de timing is only 6pm den start.


randy trying to test out de camera settings. and it turns out unglam la!


Cousins


dad and didi~


the Chong Destroyer! HAHA

all de fotos abv is from my cousin camera. coz my blog width too small. so i did edit it smaller. its pentax k100d model. even though its cheap. but its just good enuff and ran's skill =D
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25 JAN
CNY !!!!

HAPPY MOO YEAR EVERYONE!!

woke up at 6.30 as i nid to wash my hair n bath. prepare till 8 went up to granny place.


i got poor camera skills.

HONGBAOS!!! WAH HAHA~ as usual every yr.. off to aunty place both at TPY, loyang and den AIRPORT..
Got a Bangle and a butterfly ring from mini bits and aunty got DISCOUNT! 4 of us spent near a $100 there. Dad got it for me. WEE!!

actually this yr isnt as good as those previous yrs i've got. =(

BUT! HONGBAOS seems to INCREASED! LOL!!!

got home and NAP!

LAST YEAR



THIS YR




and something im super super heart ache n sad about. I DROP MY FONE ON DE ROAD!!! and it got dented si beh JIA LAT! i got so heartache.. T_T
!!

SO 5 plus went up to see whether everyone is gone so we can have our dinner. and WEE! after dinner our family gamble in my hse!

i've won i lil =D den off to have roti plata at plata hse. hehe and saw LILIAN! so coincidental la right! coz we r BFF okies! =D ate roti platas for $31!!! WOO SINFUL~


the notti boi keep luffing at me + playing till he forget about he is urgent and he just PEE out in de plata store =.=


THE MILO AND DE DINOSAUR ! as for ur info, he is drinking milo dino. LOL
and de shirt he is wearing is printed with full of monsters and dino. suits him =3
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random~ my cousin's elephant. i think its SUPER DUPER cute tat i snatch from brother when i saw it 1st. but end up! its still belongs to my cousin. xD

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After 1 yr le. time just pass so fast. memories of blogs and photobucket and my own memories of coz. reminds me of so so so much things. and de past yr i really do think de tears i have teared can used up for bathing, drinking and washing for a yr.

i noe it shud be more of a happy posting den a unhappy ones. but i still wanna say it out. coz i really feels, no shud be still feeling hurt about it.

im really getting super tired of everything. and BF, as wat i said in those sms. and ur words in those sms r very hurting. u have been hurting me with big and small things. how long more u wanna hurt me?

whenever i said this things. u always shout at me telling me just noe hw to put things and fault onto u. watever things u do isnt right. but have u really go think about it.

as time goes by.. being closer n closer to u. i get to see and noe u better. u r no longer de Boy i use to noe. no more longer. not a single bit. i sense abit of backing off from me to u.

No matters wat happens tml or next. just take good care of urself.

time just really past so fast. tml is CNY already!!

hse oso nearly totally packed. reunion oso eaten le. BF joined us this yr =D
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some outdated photos.


BF having wanton MEE on new yr at 4AM plus =D


Soup Spoon



Outing with my family on excursion bus.
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and nw my hse is full of new yr goodies. and i can see their horns on them. DEVIL! makes me fat!! well.. HACK~


i just love to DI SIAO him when i misses my FAT BF!


hmm, i really find him 100x cuter den my BF. and definitely better. HUMPF..

after CNY den blog le. BYES~
facial yst and just put on de mask BF bought for me. im so REFRESH!!

Just had a quarrel with him. i nid someone to cry to and talk to. Guess here is still de best spot for me right nw.
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this morning, i done something tat is totally rong. i doubt him. i shudnt have done it.. i couldnt put de past away. i always carry it where ever i go. as time goes by, it becomes a burden to me and him.

he shouted at me. i cried. i cant be loud. i wanted to. but i just couldnt do it.

im at fault. we got better soon . .
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mins ago, i wanted to have a talk with him. things dont goes well. i didnt noe all my words and talking become a burden to him.

he told me he is so dam piss off, no patience and so on bcoz of this morning and nw got to face me.

i got so devastated when i heard him saying this. i tot i talked to u, cry to u. u can pad me down.
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A yr ago u told me u love me, willing to look after me, promise me wont let me tear again and again. heal my up from my previous broken relationship. but nw things totally changed. ..




i doesnt noe how to be happy anymore. .

SRY for lack of updating.. was just so busy with my own schedule.. bf, friends, family and CNY!!

have u guys bought all ur CNY clothes and goodies? im all rdy! HEHE.. im so so rdy for new yr. and i do actually having new yr mood already! HAHA!!
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YST was nice! finally got my LONG CRAVE soup spoon for dinner. finally BF agree to have tat with me. =D theres foto will update tml morning as nw kinda late already, plus abit lazy taking my usb cable out.

and TODAY! my da yi ma de THIRD day! so WEE no worries during CNY coz YI MA is gone! can eat n drink like crazy!


YAYA today family outing with BF too! we went to visit factory. as usual, yearly routine! but this yr SUCKS! everything isnt organize properly. guess BF 1st impression wasnt there already! HAHAS.. fotos as usual tml!
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im sneezing badly nw again! ever since afternoon! ROARS..

and nw im still waiting for BF to be home to DOTA! so blog a lil..
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anyway do u guys have BFF? as in best friend forever? its actually abit hard to maintain a good and understanding friend isnt it?

and valentine day is on de way soon oso! busy and tough la! GRRs.. xD

ok off to do something else already. TATA

Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all. A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe.
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no1 will remembers...

Im back to where i used to be.
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Dont come telling me how much u love me. Dont come hugging me telling me how much u miss me. Dont run to me and please me give u 1 more chance and promise me whatever tat u have promise.

im superly regret giving u de chance at de moment of time till nw. definitely i wont be hurting so much for nw.

kneeing down crying asking myself why. banging asking myself why. cutting up myself. drunk myself. laugh myself. sacrifice myself. till nw i got no ans.
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dont come telling me hw good i am tat u dont deserve it.

we dont meant to be tgt...

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