Saturday, February 28, 2009
suddenly just wanna blog about my BF.
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alot ppl very shock tat he's a yr younger den me. alot of ppl oso say tat we wont last. thinking, family, topic and friends are like diff kind of world.
is indeed he is very diff from all of my other BF.
coz he is de only 1 who promised me something and will try his very best to change. which me myself knew it very well tat guys promises dont fulfill. he didnt make it come true. but he bothers to sparkle it. not like other guys once said and next moment forgets it.
time and time i think tat he is like a burden to me. after so many yrs, i still got to teach him how to treats n love ur own gf. i always feel tat im a guinea pig to him. watever i taught him, wants it. i exchange with tears and ache. sometimes i only get it for a few mins and i still willing to do so.
im sry BF but i feel like saying out. time to time he gave me diff kind of surprises. besides presents. he done things making me super heartache. till i can just cry it out without tears. past me i would just flare without asking qns. and he will just let me scold till he flare den he will mumble back to me afew sentence. he noes he is at fault. which guy will just sit there let u nag n scold at? even they r at fault they would just keep quiet right?
and foolish me always treat him as if he isnt a guy. i always scold him. i always say how foolish is he, how stupid is he. and believe me. he didnt scold nor talkback to me. unless im over do it. i always have this kind of bad habit. scold ppl without giving face.
he have nv hurt me with his hands b4. coz im very small size compare to him. a lil strength will hurt me. he often treat me with care. if he hurt me a lil when he wanna avoid me from danger. i squirt a lil he will str8 pads me. he's just so sweet tat i dunno hw to express out. i can only cry. and im tearing a lil right nw.
and so, we manage to walk till nw. its isnt easy. there's plenty of chances for both of us to leave each other n nv turn bak. but we didnt..
and to wat i noe.. which guy will msg u telling u. dont give up. hold on to me. thx for all de sacrifices u have done. among all i noe. non of them will do it. but he did. not even i've done this to him. without fail fetching me off work. even when he is studying. he will look for those classes tat can avoid to fetch me off work. whenever he got his pocket money, he sure bring it all out for me. get me things tat i have wanted it long ago. bring me for food. good food those kind. make sure im fine and full.
and i still suspect his love for me. ya they always say is only starting will so sweet la and so on.
ever since de start he has nv fail to fetch me off work till nw. he gave me valid reasons if he cant fetch me. even when he is dead tired or exams.
touches me de most is tat he will cry with me. when im in pain and sad. he didnt show it on his face. but i noe he is dead pain. the way he hug me, pads me. look at me. i noes everything.
and he is de only guy tat looks at me with love. his eyes always tell me im at ease. i will be safe. it will be alright and GF i love u.
im crying kinda bad nw. reflecting back to those road we've walked. im just so bad. forgive me BF.
Bf, i hope u will forgive me for those past memories and words i've done n said. u do noe how much i love u. u do noe how much i wants to be with u. thou times i said we wouldnt last. but u noe i want u so much. theres much more path to walkon. are u willing to hold on to me till whenever u can?
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虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福
Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你 沉入梦境
一张眼 一清醒
第一个想到又是你
Sa la he And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天 就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
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alot ppl very shock tat he's a yr younger den me. alot of ppl oso say tat we wont last. thinking, family, topic and friends are like diff kind of world.
is indeed he is very diff from all of my other BF.
coz he is de only 1 who promised me something and will try his very best to change. which me myself knew it very well tat guys promises dont fulfill. he didnt make it come true. but he bothers to sparkle it. not like other guys once said and next moment forgets it.
time and time i think tat he is like a burden to me. after so many yrs, i still got to teach him how to treats n love ur own gf. i always feel tat im a guinea pig to him. watever i taught him, wants it. i exchange with tears and ache. sometimes i only get it for a few mins and i still willing to do so.
im sry BF but i feel like saying out. time to time he gave me diff kind of surprises. besides presents. he done things making me super heartache. till i can just cry it out without tears. past me i would just flare without asking qns. and he will just let me scold till he flare den he will mumble back to me afew sentence. he noes he is at fault. which guy will just sit there let u nag n scold at? even they r at fault they would just keep quiet right?
and foolish me always treat him as if he isnt a guy. i always scold him. i always say how foolish is he, how stupid is he. and believe me. he didnt scold nor talkback to me. unless im over do it. i always have this kind of bad habit. scold ppl without giving face.
he have nv hurt me with his hands b4. coz im very small size compare to him. a lil strength will hurt me. he often treat me with care. if he hurt me a lil when he wanna avoid me from danger. i squirt a lil he will str8 pads me. he's just so sweet tat i dunno hw to express out. i can only cry. and im tearing a lil right nw.
and so, we manage to walk till nw. its isnt easy. there's plenty of chances for both of us to leave each other n nv turn bak. but we didnt..
and to wat i noe.. which guy will msg u telling u. dont give up. hold on to me. thx for all de sacrifices u have done. among all i noe. non of them will do it. but he did. not even i've done this to him. without fail fetching me off work. even when he is studying. he will look for those classes tat can avoid to fetch me off work. whenever he got his pocket money, he sure bring it all out for me. get me things tat i have wanted it long ago. bring me for food. good food those kind. make sure im fine and full.
and i still suspect his love for me. ya they always say is only starting will so sweet la and so on.
ever since de start he has nv fail to fetch me off work till nw. he gave me valid reasons if he cant fetch me. even when he is dead tired or exams.
touches me de most is tat he will cry with me. when im in pain and sad. he didnt show it on his face. but i noe he is dead pain. the way he hug me, pads me. look at me. i noes everything.
and he is de only guy tat looks at me with love. his eyes always tell me im at ease. i will be safe. it will be alright and GF i love u.
im crying kinda bad nw. reflecting back to those road we've walked. im just so bad. forgive me BF.
Bf, i hope u will forgive me for those past memories and words i've done n said. u do noe how much i love u. u do noe how much i wants to be with u. thou times i said we wouldnt last. but u noe i want u so much. theres much more path to walkon. are u willing to hold on to me till whenever u can?
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虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你
让一切都变成不平凡
好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵住放不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气
就是幸福
Ti amo Te Quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你 沉入梦境
一张眼 一清醒
第一个想到又是你
Sa la he And I Love You
我每天都要爱上你
少一天 就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎
