Wednesday, February 11, 2009
im trying so hard to adapt to this family again. why time and time again u guys kept stabbing me. why in this world ppl just love to stab each other no matter how close r they. friends do, lovers do, enemies do and even family members.
talking about money issue. there's sure be quarrels and even breakup. including Family. few days ago i quarrel with dad about money. last week, last month, last yr and even yst.
alright put money issue aside. talking about quarrels. is it really in such world there is ppl loves to quarrel and hits ppl? i think there do? tats my dad again. imagine u coming home happily with some toys on hand which u caught tat day? and he say " why u bring these rubbish bak again, tat time just throw so many away and nw u bring bak again, make till ur whole Fucking Room so messy " is this meant for our own good? wats rong with GIRL's room filled with toys? and 1 more thing. its only those small lil ones. wat is de fuck rong?
and why muz i always be de understanding one to this family? is indeed im force to be grown up. bcoz ever since im born out i listen to u, these adults complaining to me about this no good and tat no good. and i got to force myself to understand all de situation. i put myself into u adults shoe but did u all put it in mine? when im just reach my 20s u expect me this n tat wat about others? u didnt even wanna hear my complains and u just turn me down with a word FUCK?
when ever im in a bad mood u tell everyone around me tat, "aiya tats her fucking character, fuck care her". is ur mouth only full of fuck? when ur wife isnt around. im just like a substitute to u. den i force myself to turn down all meetings just to meet u. whenever i got my money, pay or haf extra income i think for this family. and u just shout at me saying im dragging this family? u even tell me tat u wanna take room rental fee from me infront of everyone? when i am de 1 who accompany u thru this 20 yrs route. u urself think is dam hard to watch me and feed me up. but have u think about me too dad?
talking about money issue. there's sure be quarrels and even breakup. including Family. few days ago i quarrel with dad about money. last week, last month, last yr and even yst.
alright put money issue aside. talking about quarrels. is it really in such world there is ppl loves to quarrel and hits ppl? i think there do? tats my dad again. imagine u coming home happily with some toys on hand which u caught tat day? and he say " why u bring these rubbish bak again, tat time just throw so many away and nw u bring bak again, make till ur whole Fucking Room so messy " is this meant for our own good? wats rong with GIRL's room filled with toys? and 1 more thing. its only those small lil ones. wat is de fuck rong?
and why muz i always be de understanding one to this family? is indeed im force to be grown up. bcoz ever since im born out i listen to u, these adults complaining to me about this no good and tat no good. and i got to force myself to understand all de situation. i put myself into u adults shoe but did u all put it in mine? when im just reach my 20s u expect me this n tat wat about others? u didnt even wanna hear my complains and u just turn me down with a word FUCK?
when ever im in a bad mood u tell everyone around me tat, "aiya tats her fucking character, fuck care her". is ur mouth only full of fuck? when ur wife isnt around. im just like a substitute to u. den i force myself to turn down all meetings just to meet u. whenever i got my money, pay or haf extra income i think for this family. and u just shout at me saying im dragging this family? u even tell me tat u wanna take room rental fee from me infront of everyone? when i am de 1 who accompany u thru this 20 yrs route. u urself think is dam hard to watch me and feed me up. but have u think about me too dad?
