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Daisypath Anniversary Years Ticker

Sunday, March 29, 2009

想想我们这一路走过来
冲突多过了愉快
愉快多过对爱坦白

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Saturday, March 28, 2009

recently BF have been treating me super weirdly. no idea wat happen. extremely good. dunno issit done something bad behind my back! or mayb he is right. timing problem xD! coz he have been picking up car lessons. and is kinda early in de morning. he will start smsing me saying how much he misses me and my stupid face kept appearing in his mind make him cant concentrate driving de car!! >=[[
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recently have been working. sakae sushi on Thursday dam shiok is de word. =) on de same day we say JJ lin and Jun Yang shopping at funan it mall. was too sudden so didnt get any photos or signature.

let me recall how much we ate at de buffet.. i shud name all on plates
- 4 gyoza
- 3 soba
- 2 fried maki
- 2 tuna
- 3 salmon
- 2 salmon mayo
- 1 baby oct
- 1 fried salmon skin
- 1 salmon mayo tofu skin
- 1 cold salmon
- 1 tako yaki
- 2 chawan
- 2 normal sushi
- 1 prawn

so is roughly 28 sushi rice. LOL !!

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BF with Soba

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finding things to order even since we r dam full already..

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kichigai ! *dumb*

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his fav habit! dunno is somehow like pressing de hair or adjusting de hair or dunno wat. i only noe is dam gay

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MOCHI!! asking for more. but cant ):

we was luffing through out after meal. no idea wat we luff at already. but i noe is dam happy tat day. LOL

anyway we still ate dinner for de day =X
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i do have some outdated genting fotos in BF hp. which is we on de roller coaster ride. (:
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BF SMILE PLS!!
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SMILE BIGGER LA! SHOW TEETH!!
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(: thats better..

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BF's art of photo capturing. who noes what is tat?

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sudden snap..
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Last saturday at vivo. BF eating look dam unglam..
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BOYFRIEND!!! I love You (:

亲爱的你是否跟我一样清醒
闭上眼睛玩一种数绵羊的游戏
一二三四五
羊变成星星
变成一个个你
好想说一句我爱你
我想你啊......
就在这个夜里

在相遇之前孤单如影随形
爱情的记忆很远心空空的
因为你季节慢慢苏醒
连寒冬都变美丽
在相遇之后笑看季节更替
爱情的印记很深心满满的
给自己一段长长回忆
不顾一切去爱你

在我们相遇之后
就已决定爱你

在眼神相遇瞬间
我爱上你

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Sunday, March 22, 2009

have u guys ever felt that u r de only 1 living all by urself only, even though there is ppl around u? im so into this kind of world right now.

ppl can only listen and give advice to me. in the end, the 1 facing and feeling its only me. well, to be frank. no 1 could just let me lean on right now. not even my BF. they have their own problems to settle to care about. who bothers to put an extra space just for u?

sometimes i just got to be selfish to myself i guess. that will certainly be better off for me. when i got to think of them each time when me myself already got hurt seriously.

typically i think this isnt a very good month for me thou. de greatest fall to me isnt that i didnt strike a 4D or being back stabbed by a fren. is family isnt caring for u anymore. or shud i say, they totally thinks that u r not there at all. when some1 u r facing with for 20 yrs+ and right nw he is totally ignoring u. its worse den BF hanging up my fone calls? have been 2 weeks.

i noe i isnt this kind of giving up easily girl. but i just doesnt noe hw to face it right nw? picking back a conversation is hard. speaking out of heart towards a cold blooded human its even harder.

friends asked me to speak out to him even if he dont bothers to listen or give a dam, at least i done my part. ya right. speaking of this.. who nv think of it b4? its whether i can or cant do it. the situation its like this right nw. just a lil 3room flat. living 4 kind of ppl. totally diff thinking ppl. i couldnt specify out clearly. but those who noes me well. u all shud noe.

alright its clearly tat i have been left out. so is 3vs1. i count my brother out so is 2 adults vs 1 lady. they have been being so close to each other or can say extremely lovely as b4 infront of me? or am i being just too sensitive? just few footsteps away they r happily dining their dinner in de living room and im living myself in a small room divided by a door only.

true speaking, i couldnt share as much as to my BF coz his family is so into him. he doesnt really noes how is it feel. he can only hear me cry, whine and so on. he wants me to speak it out to him. me myself noes it clearly tat i shouldnt do that. for days it mayb not a burden. but for weeks things started changing. i noe some where out there, there sure be a something/someone for me to lean on.

time to time i even wanted to give up my relationship to let my BF feels better. he always ask me why i always say such stuff to him spoiling his mood so on and etc..
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i try saying it out. things to me is like this. sometimes being a human or lady.. i cannot be too much. i can read ur mind. i can read ur body language and can even tells it clearly whether u wanna hear it or dont.

in my shoe, i feel like speaking to a person. i still nid to see their mood and "right time" in other to let my feeling out. its dam difficult for me. who does not prefer a ear only? i mean i just wanna see ur serious-ness in hearing me out.

once i speaks de rong time to my boy. we end up quarreling. being a lady. i think its abit too much for me to carry on this way. but he doesnt seems to understand my view. being bothering a person too long and too much. its not good at all. i wanted to keep everything to myself. but i cant do it. coz im not those dont bother kind.

u noe.. being love and loving some1. its just so so diff. and so hard..

compromising in this love? i guess not. .

mayb i shud start to stand up on my own soon.

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Sunday, March 15, 2009

O_O! i have been cold war with my dad/family for 3 days. i guess this is de 1st time we have been cold war for sucha long time. ~_~
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BF n I strike 4D!! we strike a small amount. which is our genting hotel room number. i when to iBet it. and luckily i buy it. if not 1 cent oso BO ah! and BF reward me by topping up my farecard. >.< and 1 packet of WangWang. LOL!!

this few days "Aunty" came to visit me. and i have been eating nonstop. when i say non stop means, once i open my eye! brush my teeth. i start to eat till i slp during de night =.= and i definitely gona gain weight after this period plus genting trip. im gaining weight already! de 1st day i weigh myself in genting was 46.5, i bet nw i shud be shooting near 49 already! and BF was so high about it =.=..
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right nw im having a super sux feeling. words couldnt describe. i guess only those girls who have experience it noe hw i feel right nw. day by day ur BF is getting nearer to enlistment date. luckily my BF havent receive his army letter yet.

i just nid him too much. de hug n warm only HE able to give me. (:

suddenly my mind flash past something.
" that time i was cooking mee for BF n me for lunch and bf was playing with my hammy. he kept taking my hammy to disturb me. kept using it to tickle my leg. and i kept scolding him and he was luffing like mad. "

so sweet when i think of it. but at de moment i was dam mad la! i was cooking lei. and u kept poking me with my hammy. and he even place it above my pot and ask me to cook it! LOL DAM FUNNY.

and i really miss de time he sings to me.

nw ask him sing machiam ask him to die. ask him sing properly, dunno come out wat stun. sing dunno wat shyt and make fun of me =.=. and yst when i hug him. he say i "CHU PATTERN" can u imagine u r hugging ur bf. and he say u CHU PATTERN! means doing stun on him =.= but end up he turns and hug me back. LOL so ok la. forgive him (:
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even though time n time days are really disaster. we r just so near to give up. nearly everyday we r quarreling. but i really see tat wat love is when im with u. continue to show me de love we have build and still building.

BF!!! YOU'RE THE BEST! *thumb up*

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Wednesday, March 11, 2009

can i have a life instructions booklet on my 21st birthday as present?
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比想象中更痛 你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重

what if 1 day. you said something out from ur mouth that wasnt meant to say. or done something u wasnt meant to do. and that very min u loses some1 truely important to you, was even part of ur life?

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

humans tend to think alot when they r down. but have u tried to think of the good points at the moment?

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
是美的

i use to cry to a moment of time i start to smile. coz when u really fall in love with someone. even if de moment they made u angry and sad. de sweetness and love from them will still in ur mind. and love is stronger den everything. he often makes me sad, hurt and angry. after the period of time. i will start to miss him. miss the time he kisses me, hugging me loving me. bcoz love is blind.

心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

we both are still very young. u and i noes it clearly that it is kinda hard to last till the end. coz mindset changes. but u often said to me b4. who cares about the future. this very moment u only wants to be with me.

你眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你
深深的

i love you my Dear.
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totally have no link with the song. just trying to say out some feelings of it. using songs to bring out feeling.

and my eyes is super swallon right nw.

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some outdated fotos 1st den about genting.

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my manicured nails. long nails really sux i shud say.

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work mates

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grandpa birthday =D

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2nd March BBQ =D not much fotos captured during chalet
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Alright! im back from genting and i super miss de place right nw! the weather de games. but 1 thing i dun miss is de FOOD. every where is expensive as usual. all de food u see is either not worth or over price.

3 scenario, 1st time went with family to de prata store. just prata itself we ate nearly 100+RM with only 7 kosong and few curries. 2nd, went with 1 bunch of frens. had kenny rogers, rong orders all de way. till de end BILL oso rong. they less charge 1 meal from us.

3rd, which is our 1st day of genting. BF tempt kenny rogers again. so we went to try it again. we ordered half chicken, extra muffin and 2 float. end up it came we only 1/4 chicken. so we ask them to change. and de food was bad. just not so good as previous 1 and to SG definitely. reluctant face walking to de counter and pay. happy face came out of de store. u noe why! coz they BILL rongly again! they only charged us as quarter meal and two floats. my muffin was free. my another half chicken and 1 side is oso free! =.=

8/3/09 - 1st day

woke up at 5am to prepare myself and check all my stuff. dad fetch me to golden mile at 6am. meet up with bf there and we queue to get our bus number. we waited for roughly 15mins den bus came. we got de 1st sit right behide de driver. was 50% happy 50% worry. LOL.. 1st to go 1st to die too xD..

alright we set of around 7am to checkpoint.

in the meantime, FOTOS!!

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we was DAM hungry coz we dont dare to take breakfast. worry will stomach ache and wanna poot poot.

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Driver sit

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MALAYSIA!!

and around 10 we got to de so call coffee shop to have our breakfast. once we got down, we chiong to buy food instead of toilet. LOL we had ramley burger - 6RM chicken nuggets, fried chicken thigh, wedges - RM11.50 and my fav yogurt - 2.20RM =D half finish den we go toilet. SO FUNNY LA. so we set off around 10.40AM to genting. and u noe wat. around 12plus our bus breakdown =.= i was dam SUPER PISS. + i hate de fcuking driver. i just dislike him la. he nv do anything bad anyway =.= ya so. we got to wait for other passes by bus to fetch us IF they have enuff sits. so we waited for awhile and a bus came. i didnt wait for anything i just chiong up my bus and pull my luggage of and pass it to BF already. luckily it have 5 extra sits. and so we got it. =D was quite bad actually. haha.

but the driver didnt say muz queue wat. just like 1st come 1st serve lor. plus we sit right infront. so~ LOL

and so bcoz of this we reach genting at 2.45PM. went to take our check in number and nid to wait for roughly 1 hr plus. so we go for lunch 1st. we got into marry brown. we ordered only 1 main bcoz we isnt tat hungry yet. and de meal is call "lucky plate" we dunno is consider lucky or unlucky. the chicken isnt wat we expect? and de coleslaw is dam PUKE? and de chicken is so dam dry. but at least we noe its a real chicken coz there's still HAIR on it. =.=

after tat we head to money changer coz i didnt want to change it in sg bcoz of de low rates. end up.. its still low =.=

and BF say its nearly our turn already so we faster walk back there and see de queue. its like still have 100 plus den our turn la =.= its 3.30PM by den. so we went back to shop. head back there at 4PM and left like 40 plus turn so we waited outside and take pictures.

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de haunted house entrance, with a real human disguise sitting up on de entrance way.

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WE LOVE DE WEATHER LA!!

and 1 more thing i love about genting. there have LOTS n LOTS of CUTE BABYS!!!!

so! we got into our hotel room around 4 plus to 5. we rest awhile, changed den out to shop already. 1st stop! F.O.S we spent 140RM there. WOO total of 5 shirts. den we walk around and went to arcade.

played some funfair kind of games and won a Genting souvenir cup and some points. and found this "feeding ball to clown" machine. its easy to play and easy to win. genting arcade everyone is playing for de sake of those tickets to exchange prices. lots and lots of prices. big medium small bears, cup, towels, waterbottle and so on.

in de end we won 574 points on de 2nd day and exchange a mug which BF wanted long ago for 500 points. de rest of de points its only enuff to exchange for a rubber =.=

very fast 1st night gone. we slept at 2 am plus and b4 tat we drank liang teh which can find in SG too. =D its cheap there anyway.
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8/3/09 - 2nd Day

we woke up at 8am plus for breakfast. had KFC for breakfast. and de nasilemak chilli was UNFORGETTABLE~ den head of to outdoor theme park.

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i dunno why BF wanna pose so stiff.

anyway i regretted to get into theme park den off down to KL. coz we wasted 120RM just on catching bears. coz previously BF won 3 bear there included de my lovebi. was out of luck i guess. well. at least BF got me off some of my phobia. ROLLER COASTER!!!

i scream hell lots. and even my face turn green twice. and i miss de ride right nw =.=

it got misty later on so, coaster stop. so we got into boat riding

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actually hor~ i wanna play water bumper boat de lei.. BUT we didnt get to play bcoz.. weight limit 75kg =x SO no nid to say liao hor.. =X

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forced BF to sit merry go round with me =D

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he was shy actually. coz its abit gay la. but he still pose for me =D sweet lil him.

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guess where r we?

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BLAHS!!!

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WE R ON!!! FLYER!!!

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mini flyer =x

it got so misty till our hair are all wet!
so we get out of de place for lunch 1st den get back later till de mist r gone.

AND BCOZ OF THOSE BEARS. we over our budget!

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our room lobby =D we are staying at 18 story.

we got so bored so we went to!!!

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TADAH~~

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cable car!!

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i ask BF to show me his "very full" face. this is wat he gave.

and so he ask me to pose my ugliest pic.

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xD

end up. we went back to de theme park for a few dragon coaster rides den we head for dinner le. coz other rides r full of ppl already.

and dragon coast was fun. ppl shout when it dont have to shout. just bcoz we will go into de mall and out of de mall. attention seek la. and so funny tat is was shout pass de KFC restaurant. just imagine u r biting on a chicken and ppl suddenly SCREAM past u. LOL

we had simple dinner for de night =D
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hotel room

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stupid head
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10/3/09 - back to sg

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lobby scenery.
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ByeBye Genting
i miss u

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