Monday, April 27, 2009
i just didnt realize tat i have been verbally counting wrongly. its 39 days already. why i just kept thinking tat its a tough thing for me to pass thru when it is easily been done by any1?
i dun believe in betraying. i and i wont do tat to him. he is de only guy tat i have seen changes in myself. great changes.. i wont specify out. noe de most is still myself. no1 else. but im just worries when he is away. who is gonna share all my fears and happiness.. who am i gona call when im having terrible menses cramp in de middle of de night.. who will listen to my nonsense and rubbish everyday.
why only 2 weeks i look so terrible man..
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tank song is addictive.
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P.S Be strong!
i dun believe in betraying. i and i wont do tat to him. he is de only guy tat i have seen changes in myself. great changes.. i wont specify out. noe de most is still myself. no1 else. but im just worries when he is away. who is gonna share all my fears and happiness.. who am i gona call when im having terrible menses cramp in de middle of de night.. who will listen to my nonsense and rubbish everyday.
why only 2 weeks i look so terrible man..
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tank song is addictive.
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P.S Be strong!
Saturday, April 25, 2009
months after months. my boy ought to be a man soon. and it falls on his birthday. which = he couldnt help me celebrate my big day.
couldnt really take it actually. its like only less den 1 month and a half for us to prepare. having him by my side nearly everyday 12hr and so. how could i possibly be use to it. there is so so much things i always do with him. and right now i got to learn to be alone. and i have this habit of eating only with him. if he isnt by my side. i wont bothers to eat something fulling and so on. loves him walking around town, shop n me and so. even thou its 2 weeks confinement only. if i cant take care of myself right now or even hold on de tears. im gonna make him worry during tat day. so i shall be a strong girl.
normally ppl do have 3 months or so notice. its really too sudden.. my BF ought to be a Real Man soon. (:
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went out and walk de whole day. had soup spoon for lunch and fish soup for dinner. dun understand why my weight just couldnt decrease. hate it man. so so so stuck at 47 and so..
BF bought me a pair of CnK shoes for me to work. as my shoe always hurt me, a hairband and some earrings. and i really wants him to be by my side during 21st birthday.
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i relay on u so much, so much till i can just cry for 3 days when u r not in SG. how can i be alone when u r away having tough times for 2 weeks. but im still happy enuff bcoz u r not in de late 2009 intake. BMT will be longer. *Prays* i hope those shit wont make u look worse instead it can make u grow stronger.
i will do and fulfill those promises i have made to u b4. and i hope u too.
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40 days more to go. i dun wan..
couldnt really take it actually. its like only less den 1 month and a half for us to prepare. having him by my side nearly everyday 12hr and so. how could i possibly be use to it. there is so so much things i always do with him. and right now i got to learn to be alone. and i have this habit of eating only with him. if he isnt by my side. i wont bothers to eat something fulling and so on. loves him walking around town, shop n me and so. even thou its 2 weeks confinement only. if i cant take care of myself right now or even hold on de tears. im gonna make him worry during tat day. so i shall be a strong girl.
normally ppl do have 3 months or so notice. its really too sudden.. my BF ought to be a Real Man soon. (:
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went out and walk de whole day. had soup spoon for lunch and fish soup for dinner. dun understand why my weight just couldnt decrease. hate it man. so so so stuck at 47 and so..
BF bought me a pair of CnK shoes for me to work. as my shoe always hurt me, a hairband and some earrings. and i really wants him to be by my side during 21st birthday.
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i relay on u so much, so much till i can just cry for 3 days when u r not in SG. how can i be alone when u r away having tough times for 2 weeks. but im still happy enuff bcoz u r not in de late 2009 intake. BMT will be longer. *Prays* i hope those shit wont make u look worse instead it can make u grow stronger.
i will do and fulfill those promises i have made to u b4. and i hope u too.
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40 days more to go. i dun wan..
Sunday, April 19, 2009
A lil imperfection.
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Tell us about the first time you met and your first impression of him/her:
- Just a very normal Xiao Di friend i know online. Until i got to meet him, thinking that he is very open. but was dam cute thou. the deepest impression, i called him while he is on de way home. he offers to come over to my place to accompany as im deep down. when its an hour journey to my place when its already 9PM+
What’s a weird habit or quirk that s/he has?
- i think its nth bad about or so. just that i find him plucking out his own leg hair can be eerie at times.
What makes him/her happy?
- My smile and Games. he will nv fail to smile at this 2 moments.
What makes him/her sad?
- he dont get sad easily as he is a optimistic kind of person. unless things really start to get worse.
What makes him/her angry?
- Provoking from me.
What excites him/her?
- food and enjoyment
Tell us something funny about him/her
- he can still goes to bed and slp soundly even thou tml de sky is gonna fall.
What’s s/he like at home?
- can say he love his home alot alot. he love slacking around the house. have a fulling meal and just lay on de bed and slack. listening to his fav music. play his fav game. listening to his family voices in de living room. mom's dote. grandpa laughter and singing. sisters disturbing. most important his fan turning noises.
Describe his/her room
- a very simple 1. a normal double single bed with lots of pillows like mine. appears to be abit girly bcoz of my toys. beside his bed was those DIY cards i have made for him. a big table with computer and some notes on. some lil plushy beside his com due to his sis and me. and many lil drawers..
What’s his/her best friend like?
- a simple guy with simple mind.
Do you know who s/he hates the most?
- things that fastrutes him. including me at times.
Have you met his/her exes?
- nope
Do his/her parents like you?
- neutral i think.
What’s the first thing she/he would do or say if she/he fell down and scraped their knee:
- he will keep asking me am i alright. coz he is not a tense person.
What would s/he do in an emergency situation with other people involved?
- he will be dam lost.
Which shop would s/he spend the most time at in a shopping mall?
- game shop. he wont look at clothes and shoe for too long.
What would s/he have for a typical breakfast?
- bread.
Where would s/he want to go for dinner?
- he is very tempting to got korea BBQ with me soon.
What kind of movie would s/he choose at the cinema?
- fighting kind. with guns and kung fu such.
Describe his/her taste in music:
- he loves classic love songs. those can make u slp kind? he enjoy so much. his face tells me all that.
If s/he wasnt going out with you, who would s/he be going out with?
- family
What item in his/her wardrobe would you like to burn:
- i nv really explore his wardrobe actually. hahas. i wont do tat. he will noe what to do with them.
What is s/he good at?
- games, sweet talking to his love 1 and sleeping.
What is s/he totally horrible at?
- handling sudden situation.
What’s something about him/her that is annoying/infuriating?
- his yelling at me.
What’s something that you two fundamentally disagree on?
- hmm..
What’s something that you two agree whole-heartedly on?
- this relationship isnt a easy 1. and its worth grinding on.
Is s/he possessive?
- nope. its me more.
Why would s/he succeed in life?
- cause he do the very best for everything. and i will support him all the way.
What is the coolest gift that s/he has ever given you?
- love, care, dote.
What does s/he avoid at all costs?
- making me angry. but he tends to always make me angry in the end. LOL
What does s/he spend the most money on?
- me
Describe his/her typical sunday:
- his family day
Why would s/he be dangerous?
- he wont be.
What’s something about him/her that would surprise all of his/her friends?
- his sacrifices for me.
What do you love most about him/her?
- everything. even when he is angry with me, he will still care for me. his gentleness.
The biggest lesson you have learnt from loving your soulmate:
- cannot be too possessive, dont doubt the 1 you love.
*He is de 1st guy i am willing to do everything for. i cant say he is de 1 i loved the most, coz im still loving him. but he is de 1 that i am willing to sacrifice for more and continue loving him.
Everyone takes time to grow and learn things. who dont do rong things. humans arent perfect. Love is everything. everything of him.*
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alone fighting in the dark.
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bad morning. running abit of fever right now. doesnt wanna alert him. cough didnt gets better. and i really hate it more den anything. nose get so dry and hurts so much when i sneeze or gets wet.
cousin got my thermometer away. too weak to walk around. asmatha didnt gets better too. i only got 4 hrs of slp. i have been treating badly to myself..
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Tell us about the first time you met and your first impression of him/her:
- Just a very normal Xiao Di friend i know online. Until i got to meet him, thinking that he is very open. but was dam cute thou. the deepest impression, i called him while he is on de way home. he offers to come over to my place to accompany as im deep down. when its an hour journey to my place when its already 9PM+
What’s a weird habit or quirk that s/he has?
- i think its nth bad about or so. just that i find him plucking out his own leg hair can be eerie at times.
What makes him/her happy?
- My smile and Games. he will nv fail to smile at this 2 moments.
What makes him/her sad?
- he dont get sad easily as he is a optimistic kind of person. unless things really start to get worse.
What makes him/her angry?
- Provoking from me.
What excites him/her?
- food and enjoyment
Tell us something funny about him/her
- he can still goes to bed and slp soundly even thou tml de sky is gonna fall.
What’s s/he like at home?
- can say he love his home alot alot. he love slacking around the house. have a fulling meal and just lay on de bed and slack. listening to his fav music. play his fav game. listening to his family voices in de living room. mom's dote. grandpa laughter and singing. sisters disturbing. most important his fan turning noises.
Describe his/her room
- a very simple 1. a normal double single bed with lots of pillows like mine. appears to be abit girly bcoz of my toys. beside his bed was those DIY cards i have made for him. a big table with computer and some notes on. some lil plushy beside his com due to his sis and me. and many lil drawers..
What’s his/her best friend like?
- a simple guy with simple mind.
Do you know who s/he hates the most?
- things that fastrutes him. including me at times.
Have you met his/her exes?
- nope
Do his/her parents like you?
- neutral i think.
What’s the first thing she/he would do or say if she/he fell down and scraped their knee:
- he will keep asking me am i alright. coz he is not a tense person.
What would s/he do in an emergency situation with other people involved?
- he will be dam lost.
Which shop would s/he spend the most time at in a shopping mall?
- game shop. he wont look at clothes and shoe for too long.
What would s/he have for a typical breakfast?
- bread.
Where would s/he want to go for dinner?
- he is very tempting to got korea BBQ with me soon.
What kind of movie would s/he choose at the cinema?
- fighting kind. with guns and kung fu such.
Describe his/her taste in music:
- he loves classic love songs. those can make u slp kind? he enjoy so much. his face tells me all that.
If s/he wasnt going out with you, who would s/he be going out with?
- family
What item in his/her wardrobe would you like to burn:
- i nv really explore his wardrobe actually. hahas. i wont do tat. he will noe what to do with them.
What is s/he good at?
- games, sweet talking to his love 1 and sleeping.
What is s/he totally horrible at?
- handling sudden situation.
What’s something about him/her that is annoying/infuriating?
- his yelling at me.
What’s something that you two fundamentally disagree on?
- hmm..
What’s something that you two agree whole-heartedly on?
- this relationship isnt a easy 1. and its worth grinding on.
Is s/he possessive?
- nope. its me more.
Why would s/he succeed in life?
- cause he do the very best for everything. and i will support him all the way.
What is the coolest gift that s/he has ever given you?
- love, care, dote.
What does s/he avoid at all costs?
- making me angry. but he tends to always make me angry in the end. LOL
What does s/he spend the most money on?
- me
Describe his/her typical sunday:
- his family day
Why would s/he be dangerous?
- he wont be.
What’s something about him/her that would surprise all of his/her friends?
- his sacrifices for me.
What do you love most about him/her?
- everything. even when he is angry with me, he will still care for me. his gentleness.
The biggest lesson you have learnt from loving your soulmate:
- cannot be too possessive, dont doubt the 1 you love.
*He is de 1st guy i am willing to do everything for. i cant say he is de 1 i loved the most, coz im still loving him. but he is de 1 that i am willing to sacrifice for more and continue loving him.
Everyone takes time to grow and learn things. who dont do rong things. humans arent perfect. Love is everything. everything of him.*
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alone fighting in the dark.
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bad morning. running abit of fever right now. doesnt wanna alert him. cough didnt gets better. and i really hate it more den anything. nose get so dry and hurts so much when i sneeze or gets wet.
cousin got my thermometer away. too weak to walk around. asmatha didnt gets better too. i only got 4 hrs of slp. i have been treating badly to myself..
im staying at this very spot right now. its 4AM plus and i couldnt get to slp. isnt bcoz of cant slp. but it is bcoz of over heartache.
i just wanna stay on here..
unbreakable?
i just wanna stay on here..
unbreakable?
Friday, April 17, 2009
sick for de 2nd day. bad bad bad ):
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Love is patient and is kind,
Love does not envy,
Love is not proud.
Love is not rude.
Love is not self-seeking
Love is not easily angered.
Love keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
Love always protects.
Love always trusts.
Love always hopes.
True Love never fails.
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I love my BF
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Love is patient and is kind,
Love does not envy,
Love is not proud.
Love is not rude.
Love is not self-seeking
Love is not easily angered.
Love keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
Love always protects.
Love always trusts.
Love always hopes.
True Love never fails.
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I love my BF
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
不要对我再说爱
我坦白 一直忘不了原来
不要对我再说爱
我害怕 我们再受到伤害
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I really feels that time passes by so quickly. week after week. day after day. and im with BF for 16 months already. its short for others, long for some. but i definitely treasure every moment with him. 一路走来不容易啊。 up and down. fall and hurt. lots and lots..
and i have been working at this particular bias japan company for 1 yr plus too. ((: and i will still hold on till i really can find a pay higher den them. initially i oso wanna be a full time there. but i totally drop of this idea already! even thou i noe the pay its gona be high. but im gona head off to another environment soon or say asap?
and soon! im gona be 21st! super despo for dad to get me a iTouch or a new desktop. as BF kept saying and reminding. i just couldn't stop myself for turning 21 soon! as i can really see my sense of clothing changing. or have changed!
镜子里的我很不像我
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Recently having a lot of stones dropping on my head. angel and devil each beside my ear telling me what to do, what to head too. that often brings me to tears suddenly.
装出冷静的样子, 不哭泣
but i just cried out to BF yst on de way home. BF was supposed to drop off at newton mrt. but he insisted to bring me home.
BF will always asked me to hold on. BF this song is for You..
i will always remember your voice that sings me "Guardian Angel" wiping off my tears.
So many nights,
I'd sit by my window,
Waiting for someone to sing me his song.
So many dreams,
I kept deep inside me,
Alone in the dark,
but now you've come along.
And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days and fill my nights with song.
Rollin' at sea,
Adrift on the waters
Could it be finally,
I'm turning for home.
Finally a chance to say Hey, I Love You
Never again to be all alone.
Cause you light up my life,
Cause you, you light up my life
You give me hope to carry on
It can't be wrong,
When it feels so right
Cause you,
you light up my life
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我坦白 一直忘不了原来
不要对我再说爱
我害怕 我们再受到伤害
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I really feels that time passes by so quickly. week after week. day after day. and im with BF for 16 months already. its short for others, long for some. but i definitely treasure every moment with him. 一路走来不容易啊。 up and down. fall and hurt. lots and lots..
and i have been working at this particular bias japan company for 1 yr plus too. ((: and i will still hold on till i really can find a pay higher den them. initially i oso wanna be a full time there. but i totally drop of this idea already! even thou i noe the pay its gona be high. but im gona head off to another environment soon or say asap?
and soon! im gona be 21st! super despo for dad to get me a iTouch or a new desktop. as BF kept saying and reminding. i just couldn't stop myself for turning 21 soon! as i can really see my sense of clothing changing. or have changed!
镜子里的我很不像我
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Recently having a lot of stones dropping on my head. angel and devil each beside my ear telling me what to do, what to head too. that often brings me to tears suddenly.
装出冷静的样子, 不哭泣
but i just cried out to BF yst on de way home. BF was supposed to drop off at newton mrt. but he insisted to bring me home.
BF will always asked me to hold on. BF this song is for You..
i will always remember your voice that sings me "Guardian Angel" wiping off my tears.
So many nights,
I'd sit by my window,
Waiting for someone to sing me his song.
So many dreams,
I kept deep inside me,
Alone in the dark,
but now you've come along.
And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days and fill my nights with song.
Rollin' at sea,
Adrift on the waters
Could it be finally,
I'm turning for home.
Finally a chance to say Hey, I Love You
Never again to be all alone.
Cause you light up my life,
Cause you, you light up my life
You give me hope to carry on
It can't be wrong,
When it feels so right
Cause you,
you light up my life
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Sunday, April 12, 2009
came across a stranger's blog. happen to see what the person blogs.
" Girls - Worry about what others may think of them .
Cares more about their love ones rather then themself .
Likes to envy other girls .
Gossips more then guys .
More or less more vain then guys .
Always try to get what they want .
Kinder heart .
Always too shy to say or do things infront of guys .
Nags alot .
Guys - Girls .
Money .
Sex ."
well, we are more den what u guys think i bet so. or trying to say tat.. are we complicating? and guys are much more simple as it? hahas xD
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"Arguments are always the cause of break ups?
Arguments are also always the cause of couples getting closer?
Well , if the one gives way to the other maybe it will lead to the 2nd line .
If no one wants to give way then the 1st line will most proberly happen ."
=)
" Girls - Worry about what others may think of them .
Cares more about their love ones rather then themself .
Likes to envy other girls .
Gossips more then guys .
More or less more vain then guys .
Always try to get what they want .
Kinder heart .
Always too shy to say or do things infront of guys .
Nags alot .
Guys - Girls .
Money .
Sex ."
well, we are more den what u guys think i bet so. or trying to say tat.. are we complicating? and guys are much more simple as it? hahas xD
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"Arguments are always the cause of break ups?
Arguments are also always the cause of couples getting closer?
Well , if the one gives way to the other maybe it will lead to the 2nd line .
If no one wants to give way then the 1st line will most proberly happen ."
=)
哇！好久没blog了哦！今天又一个人看家了。家人都出去了。还下这雨，早餐吃得好饱。不敢趟下。哈哈！
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when vivo sometime ago with BF
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Yst went vivo with family too and BF! =)
DIDI!!
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I and BF simply love the ambiance at esplande.
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BF.. I love You.
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when vivo sometime ago with BF
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Yst went vivo with family too and BF! =)
DIDI!!
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I and BF simply love the ambiance at esplande.
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BF.. I love You.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
http://killer-prince.blogspot.com/
i miss u so much
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I can't remember when you weren't there
When I didn't care for anyone but you
I swear we've been through everything there is
Can't imagine anything we've missed
Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do
Through the years, you've never let me down
You turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
I've never been afraid, I've loved the life we've made
And I'm so glad I've stayed, right here with you
Through the years
I can't remember what I used to do
Who I trusted, who I listened to before
I swear you taught me everything I know
Can't imagine needing someone so
But through the years it seems to me
I need you more and more
Through the years, through all the good and bad
I knew how much we had, I've always been so glad
To be with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years
Through the years, when everything went wrong
Together we were strong, I know that I belong
Right here with you ... Through the years
I never had a doubt, we'd always work things out
I've learned what love's about, by loving you
Through the years
Through the years, you've never let me down
You've turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years
i miss u so much
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I can't remember when you weren't there
When I didn't care for anyone but you
I swear we've been through everything there is
Can't imagine anything we've missed
Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do
Through the years, you've never let me down
You turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
I've never been afraid, I've loved the life we've made
And I'm so glad I've stayed, right here with you
Through the years
I can't remember what I used to do
Who I trusted, who I listened to before
I swear you taught me everything I know
Can't imagine needing someone so
But through the years it seems to me
I need you more and more
Through the years, through all the good and bad
I knew how much we had, I've always been so glad
To be with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years
Through the years, when everything went wrong
Together we were strong, I know that I belong
Right here with you ... Through the years
I never had a doubt, we'd always work things out
I've learned what love's about, by loving you
Through the years
Through the years, you've never let me down
You've turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years
只是经过了两天，我的心情没好过。
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今天去拜了主仙。下了场好大的雨。等了好久雨才停。爸爸停车停的好远哦。好才不用走。爸走去驾了过来。吃了好多哦。抱死了，真讨厌。
晚餐又是吃肉。腻死了。。 不过我又吃了很多。大概是“大夷妈”要来了吧。唯口变的好大。
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说说爱情，真让我很疲劳。这也不是，那也不是。想哭也不可以。不哭却又闷在心理好难受哦！想想我和他走过的路，有喜怒哀乐。但事情重没好过。可怪谁呢？月老吗？还是我自己没把女朋友本分做好？我都知道爱情不如你所愿。我只希望可以得到真爱。快乐是永远短站的。
有时我对自己说，佩珊啊，你不可以事事都要完美。是不会实现的。但有时，人都会贪心。尤其是对你心爱的人。你重会要他对你像天使般的呵护。唱你喜欢听得歌，办小丑哄你开心。但我们冲没想过。我们也得对他们象天使。男人差不多都是一个样。你对他们太好，我们就当作设么事情都是ok的。
或者说天踏了都没关系，肚子还是得舔抱呀。我们呀，做事情给他们都是应该的。他们呀做事给我们是值不值得的。我们的伟大是必要的。我们哄他，是占时的快乐。也术到晚上吧。他们对我们的好，是永远，好难得的甜蜜。
为何我重要接受你说的活呢？重开始到现在，你还不懂谁才是真正爱你的人吗？你失去过，但她回来了。你又想在失去吗？
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i have never ever give you up before as what i've ever told u over and over again. i hold u up when u r down. i cheer u up when u r moody. i looks at you when u wanna vent ur anger. i wait for u when u r busy. i stand by u when u wanna be alone. i look after u when u r sick. i cook for u when u r hungry. i wipe ur sweat when u starts to sweat. i always nv fail to guide u when u r lost. i stay over night with u just to wait for ur results. i accompanied u even thou im very tired after work during de night. i brush ur hair, i wipe ur tears. dig ur ears. i even forgive you when u have done something seriously wrong. im already more den a gf, mom, granny to u. what more you want me to do, to just to love me more?
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今天去拜了主仙。下了场好大的雨。等了好久雨才停。爸爸停车停的好远哦。好才不用走。爸走去驾了过来。吃了好多哦。抱死了，真讨厌。
晚餐又是吃肉。腻死了。。 不过我又吃了很多。大概是“大夷妈”要来了吧。唯口变的好大。
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说说爱情，真让我很疲劳。这也不是，那也不是。想哭也不可以。不哭却又闷在心理好难受哦！想想我和他走过的路，有喜怒哀乐。但事情重没好过。可怪谁呢？月老吗？还是我自己没把女朋友本分做好？我都知道爱情不如你所愿。我只希望可以得到真爱。快乐是永远短站的。
有时我对自己说，佩珊啊，你不可以事事都要完美。是不会实现的。但有时，人都会贪心。尤其是对你心爱的人。你重会要他对你像天使般的呵护。唱你喜欢听得歌，办小丑哄你开心。但我们冲没想过。我们也得对他们象天使。男人差不多都是一个样。你对他们太好，我们就当作设么事情都是ok的。
或者说天踏了都没关系，肚子还是得舔抱呀。我们呀，做事情给他们都是应该的。他们呀做事给我们是值不值得的。我们的伟大是必要的。我们哄他，是占时的快乐。也术到晚上吧。他们对我们的好，是永远，好难得的甜蜜。
为何我重要接受你说的活呢？重开始到现在，你还不懂谁才是真正爱你的人吗？你失去过，但她回来了。你又想在失去吗？
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i have never ever give you up before as what i've ever told u over and over again. i hold u up when u r down. i cheer u up when u r moody. i looks at you when u wanna vent ur anger. i wait for u when u r busy. i stand by u when u wanna be alone. i look after u when u r sick. i cook for u when u r hungry. i wipe ur sweat when u starts to sweat. i always nv fail to guide u when u r lost. i stay over night with u just to wait for ur results. i accompanied u even thou im very tired after work during de night. i brush ur hair, i wipe ur tears. dig ur ears. i even forgive you when u have done something seriously wrong. im already more den a gf, mom, granny to u. what more you want me to do, to just to love me more?
Saturday, April 4, 2009
its "Qing Ming Jie". time to pray to our ancestors. which is mine is tml at 11AM. its seems like we just done it recently. 1 blink its a yr already.
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watched "Departure" an award winning Japanese flim. its dam nice. i rate it at 8.5/10 its abit draggy thou. but it is really very nice. worth de watch and worth de price (:
and i just learned to play L4D at riders lan. was dam HIGH. and im tempting it again and again. guess i got wait for a lil while more time to have this temptation. (:
recently work was dam screwed up. too tired to explain about it. but certainly i will try to hang on. thou de ppl there and work loads sux.
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have been kinda rocky with BF 1 "past" day. but everything got fine later on. things will get better ya BF ((:
and my problems with family is solved too. thx to grandpa i think (:
just really hope to get smoother each day. neutral ba (:
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watched "Departure" an award winning Japanese flim. its dam nice. i rate it at 8.5/10 its abit draggy thou. but it is really very nice. worth de watch and worth de price (:
and i just learned to play L4D at riders lan. was dam HIGH. and im tempting it again and again. guess i got wait for a lil while more time to have this temptation. (:
recently work was dam screwed up. too tired to explain about it. but certainly i will try to hang on. thou de ppl there and work loads sux.
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have been kinda rocky with BF 1 "past" day. but everything got fine later on. things will get better ya BF ((:
and my problems with family is solved too. thx to grandpa i think (:
just really hope to get smoother each day. neutral ba (:
Thursday, April 2, 2009
this song is just so into my mind right now.
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If you don\'t know me by now
You will never, never, never know me
All the things that we\'ve been through
You should understand me
Like I understand you
Now girl I know the difference
Between right and wrong
I ain\'t gonna do nothin\'
To bring out our happy home
Oh, don\'t get so excited
When I come home a little late at night
Cause we only act like children
When we argue, fuss and fight
If you don\'t know me by now
if you don\'t know me
You will never, never, never know me
No you won\'t
If you don\'t know me by now
You will never, never, never know me
We all got our own funny moods
I\'ve got mine
Woman you got yours too
Now just trust in me
Like I trust in you
As long as we\'ve been together
That should be so easy to do
Just get yourself together
Or we might as well say good-bye
What good is a love affair
When you can\'t see eye-to-eye oh.....
If you don\'t know me by now
if you don\'t know me
You will never, never, never know me
no you won\'t
If you don\'t know me by now
if you don\'t know me
You~ will never, never, never know me
If you don\'t know me by now
You will never, never, never know me
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its isnt easy to maintain a relationship even thou both of u are deeply in love.
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If you don\'t know me by now
You will never, never, never know me
All the things that we\'ve been through
You should understand me
Like I understand you
Now girl I know the difference
Between right and wrong
I ain\'t gonna do nothin\'
To bring out our happy home
Oh, don\'t get so excited
When I come home a little late at night
Cause we only act like children
When we argue, fuss and fight
If you don\'t know me by now
if you don\'t know me
You will never, never, never know me
No you won\'t
If you don\'t know me by now
You will never, never, never know me
We all got our own funny moods
I\'ve got mine
Woman you got yours too
Now just trust in me
Like I trust in you
As long as we\'ve been together
That should be so easy to do
Just get yourself together
Or we might as well say good-bye
What good is a love affair
When you can\'t see eye-to-eye oh.....
If you don\'t know me by now
if you don\'t know me
You will never, never, never know me
no you won\'t
If you don\'t know me by now
if you don\'t know me
You~ will never, never, never know me
If you don\'t know me by now
You will never, never, never know me
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its isnt easy to maintain a relationship even thou both of u are deeply in love.
