Saturday, April 25, 2009
months after months. my boy ought to be a man soon. and it falls on his birthday. which = he couldnt help me celebrate my big day.
couldnt really take it actually. its like only less den 1 month and a half for us to prepare. having him by my side nearly everyday 12hr and so. how could i possibly be use to it. there is so so much things i always do with him. and right now i got to learn to be alone. and i have this habit of eating only with him. if he isnt by my side. i wont bothers to eat something fulling and so on. loves him walking around town, shop n me and so. even thou its 2 weeks confinement only. if i cant take care of myself right now or even hold on de tears. im gonna make him worry during tat day. so i shall be a strong girl.
normally ppl do have 3 months or so notice. its really too sudden.. my BF ought to be a Real Man soon. (:
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went out and walk de whole day. had soup spoon for lunch and fish soup for dinner. dun understand why my weight just couldnt decrease. hate it man. so so so stuck at 47 and so..
BF bought me a pair of CnK shoes for me to work. as my shoe always hurt me, a hairband and some earrings. and i really wants him to be by my side during 21st birthday.
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i relay on u so much, so much till i can just cry for 3 days when u r not in SG. how can i be alone when u r away having tough times for 2 weeks. but im still happy enuff bcoz u r not in de late 2009 intake. BMT will be longer. *Prays* i hope those shit wont make u look worse instead it can make u grow stronger.
i will do and fulfill those promises i have made to u b4. and i hope u too.
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40 days more to go. i dun wan..
couldnt really take it actually. its like only less den 1 month and a half for us to prepare. having him by my side nearly everyday 12hr and so. how could i possibly be use to it. there is so so much things i always do with him. and right now i got to learn to be alone. and i have this habit of eating only with him. if he isnt by my side. i wont bothers to eat something fulling and so on. loves him walking around town, shop n me and so. even thou its 2 weeks confinement only. if i cant take care of myself right now or even hold on de tears. im gonna make him worry during tat day. so i shall be a strong girl.
normally ppl do have 3 months or so notice. its really too sudden.. my BF ought to be a Real Man soon. (:
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went out and walk de whole day. had soup spoon for lunch and fish soup for dinner. dun understand why my weight just couldnt decrease. hate it man. so so so stuck at 47 and so..
BF bought me a pair of CnK shoes for me to work. as my shoe always hurt me, a hairband and some earrings. and i really wants him to be by my side during 21st birthday.
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i relay on u so much, so much till i can just cry for 3 days when u r not in SG. how can i be alone when u r away having tough times for 2 weeks. but im still happy enuff bcoz u r not in de late 2009 intake. BMT will be longer. *Prays* i hope those shit wont make u look worse instead it can make u grow stronger.
i will do and fulfill those promises i have made to u b4. and i hope u too.
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40 days more to go. i dun wan..
