You noe, i was twirling around Buddha Tooth Relic on sunday with dad. leading him up to de top where there is a very big wheel for us to turn.
as i walk, memories recalled of me and you. each round was just full of ur name and ur name. wishing u and blessing u to be good for ur army. every corner of SG there is our small lil footsteps everywhere. every part we have walked b4 even got into malaysia too. how can i not think about u when im outside or at home when ur foot prints remind me of everything? de good n happy times. de laughter we shared n gave. the jokes u offered me and crack my day. i often think tat using army to provoke u, to worry you its the only thing for u to be even much more better to me. im really stupid n bad enuff to treat u tat way. im sry BF.
even when i look at feifei, reminds me of u bringing me to AMK to get them a cage which dont cost cheap. holding onto de cage to Woodlands to get me those babies. helping me looking after them when i got freak out by them, tired of them.
looking up on my monitor, those lil eeyores n softtoys tat u have bought for me. turning around, eeyores everywhere which u have got for me. de big lovebi tat u caught for me during ur holiday trip. eeyore tat u surprise me for no reasons at all. flowers which are dried right now when u got for me during valentine's. vodka tat we have been drunk tgt, those emptied bottles. the hand wax tat we do tgt during our honeymoon holiday trip at genting. the image of u is full and filled in my room and environment.
i always think tat u leaving for army confinement 2 weeks its like 2 months without seeing u or so. its rather stupid. its ironic to say i am dam independent and strong without u. even off to public toilet, i oso wants you to be beside me. each time u offered to get food for me. i chose not to. even thou i wan to relay on u totally, everything. i noe how much u love me, loving me. i always took for granted and ask u for more. without hesitating without thinking, u listened to me change for me. makes urself to be perfect for me. and time to time i still wants u to get much more den perfect. how can i not love u.
ever since the start i knew i have not chosen the rong guy. even thou time being with u its only 1 yr plus. but i noe ur nature is kind. ur heart is pure. and loving u makes no rong.
Ty Boy..
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I find this quite true to me (:
4’s are sensible and traditional. They like order and routine. They only act when they fully understand what they are expected to do. They like getting their hands dirty and working hard. They are attracted to the outdoors and feel an affinity with nature. They are prepared to wait and can be stubborn and persistent. They should learn to be more flexible and to be nice to themselves.