Saturday, June 13, 2009
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ppl around me. family. friends. knows me or do not know me. often telling me not to hold on to this relationship too tightly. or some even ask me not to put in hope. all kind of "not suppose to say" things all came out from their mouth. just bcoz he is a yr younger den me.
i dunno whether is it proven that guys are 2 yr younger den their actual age. and girl are much more matured. i dont think so. and doesnt means matured guy is trustworthy? i dare to say during back time. this guy is already 25. he done something really bad to me b4 when we r tgt for a yr plus. so nothing proves that older guys are much more matured?
its depend on their thinking, giving, understanding and such. yes i do have a pampered BF.
He is the only son of his family. and im sad to say that his dad is no longer by his side. that is why his family cherish him a lot. they give him the best of everything. that is why he is very pampered and arrogant at times. but which guy dont? even girls too. he is childish yes im strongly agrees. he is stubborn. i guess most of human are stubborn. during the start of the relationship is very hectic for me. i got to handle family things, job and even him.
but the problem is. he listens. even thou he dun really learn it right away. but he learns! he will ask me what have he done wrong and he will quiet himself down to think about it. so wat he is younger den me? he even work for me during weekend. he rather not going out with his friends, his family. just to work on sunday to pay off my bills. cmon at that time he is only 19. what more can i expect?
nowadays, youngster.. do u all often see them staying home helping out hse chores every weekend without complain? hold his mom hands, kiss his mom. going home for dinner often.
he is not mom's boy. but he will give up his love 1 for his family when there is a need. he did b4. and i understand it thou. and i can tell u. younger guys tends to be sweeter den older 1.
even thou i only get it during the start of relation. im contented thou. he will pack breakfast leaving it at my doorstep each morning b4 he goes to sch.
now? he will wake up early as b4 just to come over to my place for breakfast. he nv fails to reject my needs. what surprise me the most is tat he will rmb whatever i have told him b4 and such. besides people. he tends to forget their name n looks easily. hahas.
he have such nice nature i believe its from his family also. most importantly is that he wont hurt me. he will nv nv nv ever be rough on me. not even pinning towards de wall nor shout loudly at me outside. on fone is another case la.
he really matured a lot a lot. even if he is not in army. i always lose my confident against myself and bringing him anger. and make me loses trust on him. but for these days. he nv fail to build up those trust and time to time he will ensure me with love, actions n words.
i guess i wont say much already. those who often reads my blog. i would like to apologize. he isnt that bad as what i have blogged b4. those are angered words. he is a great guy.
P.S. JunWen You Are The Best.
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its another 6 days for me to hold him again. but around 2 days i got to hang on again. i guess thats my life right now for de next following 2 yrs n counting.
my cousins got me an ear piece. =D its a great 1. and works great on my new mp3. but BF a birthday present also. and a seiko watch. HAHAS!
i started to miss my BF again. not in the mood to blog le. cha nah..
ppl around me. family. friends. knows me or do not know me. often telling me not to hold on to this relationship too tightly. or some even ask me not to put in hope. all kind of "not suppose to say" things all came out from their mouth. just bcoz he is a yr younger den me.
i dunno whether is it proven that guys are 2 yr younger den their actual age. and girl are much more matured. i dont think so. and doesnt means matured guy is trustworthy? i dare to say during back time. this guy is already 25. he done something really bad to me b4 when we r tgt for a yr plus. so nothing proves that older guys are much more matured?
its depend on their thinking, giving, understanding and such. yes i do have a pampered BF.
He is the only son of his family. and im sad to say that his dad is no longer by his side. that is why his family cherish him a lot. they give him the best of everything. that is why he is very pampered and arrogant at times. but which guy dont? even girls too. he is childish yes im strongly agrees. he is stubborn. i guess most of human are stubborn. during the start of the relationship is very hectic for me. i got to handle family things, job and even him.
but the problem is. he listens. even thou he dun really learn it right away. but he learns! he will ask me what have he done wrong and he will quiet himself down to think about it. so wat he is younger den me? he even work for me during weekend. he rather not going out with his friends, his family. just to work on sunday to pay off my bills. cmon at that time he is only 19. what more can i expect?
nowadays, youngster.. do u all often see them staying home helping out hse chores every weekend without complain? hold his mom hands, kiss his mom. going home for dinner often.
he is not mom's boy. but he will give up his love 1 for his family when there is a need. he did b4. and i understand it thou. and i can tell u. younger guys tends to be sweeter den older 1.
even thou i only get it during the start of relation. im contented thou. he will pack breakfast leaving it at my doorstep each morning b4 he goes to sch.
now? he will wake up early as b4 just to come over to my place for breakfast. he nv fails to reject my needs. what surprise me the most is tat he will rmb whatever i have told him b4 and such. besides people. he tends to forget their name n looks easily. hahas.
he have such nice nature i believe its from his family also. most importantly is that he wont hurt me. he will nv nv nv ever be rough on me. not even pinning towards de wall nor shout loudly at me outside. on fone is another case la.
he really matured a lot a lot. even if he is not in army. i always lose my confident against myself and bringing him anger. and make me loses trust on him. but for these days. he nv fail to build up those trust and time to time he will ensure me with love, actions n words.
i guess i wont say much already. those who often reads my blog. i would like to apologize. he isnt that bad as what i have blogged b4. those are angered words. he is a great guy.
P.S. JunWen You Are The Best.
__
its another 6 days for me to hold him again. but around 2 days i got to hang on again. i guess thats my life right now for de next following 2 yrs n counting.
my cousins got me an ear piece. =D its a great 1. and works great on my new mp3. but BF a birthday present also. and a seiko watch. HAHAS!
i started to miss my BF again. not in the mood to blog le. cha nah..
