Friday, July 31, 2009
i simply just spent the whole day on bed today, cause using laptop downloading things. so no nid to get up at all. my napping is just all an hr an hr. it wont last more den an hr. my phone didnt ring at all besides cousin sms today. my fren got a secret call from her BF of de same COY as BF. but he still haven call me nor sms me. im getting abit worry right now.
and as cousin told me the time and fren's BF time is slight different. BF, call me asap please. i noe u like to rush things over and call me at 1 shot. can u at least please let me ease down abit 1st as u noe im a paranoid GF? seriously im so dam missing u right now den usual.
i read back my whole msn history about U, BF. i smiled and teared.. looking at those foolish words and qns i used on u. and yet u r still able to love me so much so much. hold onto me whenever i wanted to give up. and yet i always say i wanna to end off this relationship without any reasons.
i kept repeating Guardian Angel that u have sang to me. listening to the sweet voice of urs. i simply love the ending part. u speaks it so softly that it soften down my heart whenever i feel down.
BF, i dont love you because i need you. I need you because I love you. and i really love u so deeply..
and as cousin told me the time and fren's BF time is slight different. BF, call me asap please. i noe u like to rush things over and call me at 1 shot. can u at least please let me ease down abit 1st as u noe im a paranoid GF? seriously im so dam missing u right now den usual.
i read back my whole msn history about U, BF. i smiled and teared.. looking at those foolish words and qns i used on u. and yet u r still able to love me so much so much. hold onto me whenever i wanted to give up. and yet i always say i wanna to end off this relationship without any reasons.
i kept repeating Guardian Angel that u have sang to me. listening to the sweet voice of urs. i simply love the ending part. u speaks it so softly that it soften down my heart whenever i feel down.
BF, i dont love you because i need you. I need you because I love you. and i really love u so deeply..
Monday, July 27, 2009
The 1st Day
normally at this time, i have already received more den 3 sms from BF per day while he is in camp. another hr time i get to call and hear his voice. but now.. i cant do it. he is out in the field having his camping for 5 days and 4 nights. friends all said was tough and tiring. BF n i noes it clearly that its gonna be tough. but we just dont really wanna face it.
i always tot that 2 weeks confinement was tough. didnt noe that fieldcamp is here already. b4 that BF had 7 days of MC which made him miss most of the important activities. so these following weeks. i really nid to be dam understanding and compromise with him. sorry for being self centered time to time.
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some time ago taken by BF. he just love me looking like this. he can even put it on his ON/OFF fone display picture. -____-
anyway im looking like this whole time since yst night. i am missing u deep deep much..
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During his MC days. we baked cookie on his 1st day of MC. here's the picture.
he looks super unglam here -___-
i just walked away for a few mins to get drinks. he purposely roll 1 of the cookie into that big! SEE THAT? he kept giggling behind my back. i noe something isnt right already. he was laughing dam crazy when i look super mad. LOL.. he is so cute..
we left with quite a small lump of cookie dough and a whole empty pan. so i decided to make a heart shape n carve in some words. but i failed to. but he insisted on carving it. and he do it so nicely. but ended up.. i spoiled de heart -___- words didnt came out nicely also. SKILL-LESS la BF. :x
its all gone now. LOL! most of them is in my tummy.. *hit tummy*
BF n i did 1 each. but i dun rmb which is mine or his. but he kept insisting that de 1 with chocolate chips on is mine. coz he say like ORGI *blackmark* looks ugly so is mine -___-
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and previously BF goldfish was sick for very long. even afew of them died. bcoz of de filter and causes them to have bacteria that spread very fast.
last time i ever bought 3 mini baby ranchus to join his sch of fishes. but 2 didnt make it. only 1 make it. BF n i love it super much. we even name it BABY after me. recently BF's sis notice tat BABY was bleeding on de fin and tail. so BF place it into ICU.. nw it has recover.. swimming freely n blurry liao. HEHE
BF is mad cute.. and with his grandpa in the background falling asleep. HAHAS!!
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previously 2 weeks ago. we went to HK cafe to have dinner. BF really look so different when he isnt smiling. but he matured so much. i mean his outer :X he is still a baby boy to me :x * ok i noe it sound er xin * LOL!!
SMILE PLEASE BF!!
TY TY.. *im missing him so much again*
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recent saturday. we went to ION shopping. basement4 is really my heaven! and i saw that tako yaki stall which my work place director bought for us to try. i feel so lucky! the queue was like OMFG? dam long!! and it is kinda ex. 6 ball for $4.80, but is definitely worth is more den that takoball 3 for $2.30.
and we somehow got con by a stall. not really con la. its just that it looks super nice? but ended up its not really nice. i dun wan say which stall! LOL okok hint. * it is made of flour and looks like a fish * easy hint la!
and basement is all selling Jap food n bite. so yup! HEAVENLY. and i saw this Steam Bao thingy.. 1 for $4? dam ex i noe! but im so tempted by it. Wednesday night im meeting lilian to go again. i will try it!
and Provence open a very big stall there. they sell petite bread like petite crossont and wassant. it is oso a jap bread shop. i often eat it after work. coz clark quay have it. saying about this.
Clark Quay The Central open a new bread shop name Barcook Bakery.. it is right next to Club Marc.. i tell u the bread right. is really DAM DAM nice! i cant explain the feeling. i ate it 2nd time only. and 2nd time when i went to buy it. it is finished. but they r baking. so i nid to wait for 30mins for it. BF i n waited for just 2 of it..
this website have the review. go take a look..
Barcook Bakery
is a really must try! Raisin and Cream for just only $1.30! certainly worth the wait, queue.
my work place was being review by him too..
Santouka
click and take alook ba.
OK! back to ION, the shopping is big. some say boring some say fun. but BF n i think it is nice. coz they have all kind of things there. new shop new concept.. any shop u wan to see or u name its there. and many shop its still not open yet. we went on saturday. so is so dam PACK.. every restaurant is full of queues and ppl. long queue i mean. and i mean oso ALL restaurant.
and this ThreeSixty Market really really kill BF n i. the groceries inside. is really OMFG! we really can go broke in there. even ppl around us mumble about it oso. really got ALL kind of chips, biscuits, drinks, food, frozen, non frozen, live, chocolate, cheese cake, sushi, sashimi and ETC!
and we saw this!!
can u guess wat is it? dam cute right! its mini pepper..
these are the big ones with plenty of colour.. amazing..
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as i think back right now. i rather i have those days quarreling with you. at least you are there. ... right beside me. i am trying my best to hide it very well. i dun wanna befriend with emo. no point.. its 8.30PM right now. i guess BF soon off to bed. i mean off to sleep in the woods. at least this time i didnt ill-treat myself. i ate and sleep well. but i scare is during the night and the dark.
i cried so much on yst on his last call for this week. i request him whenever he is going to sleep. please look at the sky and tell me good night. BF n i have a believe. we share the same sky. whenever we misses each other. we look at the sky. and 1 more thing. God answer prayers. cause he answer to me twice b4. so, please do share your troubles with him. even thou i aint a christian. but i do believe.
whenever u think that this is the hardest. think of de past n future. there are more to come. just like right now. world is ending? without him can die? he is still right beside me even thou we cant see nor hear each other. its hard for me, no shud say its dam hard for me during the night. coz im too use to his good night msges n so on. im trying so hard to be strong. bcoz i noe he will be disappointed if i cry. but to a certain point, i teared. i have his song recording. his video recording. he record guardian angel for me. BF ur voice always melts me. ur video made me laugh non-stop. really, it is not torturing for me not to see u. but it is torturing for me not to hear ur voice. bcoz i noe u r not good there. not good... its really bad for me, just bcoz i love you over way much. my room is so filled with You every where.. how can i not miss you. really nth can resembles u. we have done too much things together..
Can you hear me,
When i call your name?
P.S Hold onto me forever... I love You Jun Wen
it is only the 1st day...
normally at this time, i have already received more den 3 sms from BF per day while he is in camp. another hr time i get to call and hear his voice. but now.. i cant do it. he is out in the field having his camping for 5 days and 4 nights. friends all said was tough and tiring. BF n i noes it clearly that its gonna be tough. but we just dont really wanna face it.
i always tot that 2 weeks confinement was tough. didnt noe that fieldcamp is here already. b4 that BF had 7 days of MC which made him miss most of the important activities. so these following weeks. i really nid to be dam understanding and compromise with him. sorry for being self centered time to time.
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some time ago taken by BF. he just love me looking like this. he can even put it on his ON/OFF fone display picture. -____-
anyway im looking like this whole time since yst night. i am missing u deep deep much..
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During his MC days. we baked cookie on his 1st day of MC. here's the picture.
he looks super unglam here -___-
i just walked away for a few mins to get drinks. he purposely roll 1 of the cookie into that big! SEE THAT? he kept giggling behind my back. i noe something isnt right already. he was laughing dam crazy when i look super mad. LOL.. he is so cute..
we left with quite a small lump of cookie dough and a whole empty pan. so i decided to make a heart shape n carve in some words. but i failed to. but he insisted on carving it. and he do it so nicely. but ended up.. i spoiled de heart -___- words didnt came out nicely also. SKILL-LESS la BF. :x
its all gone now. LOL! most of them is in my tummy.. *hit tummy*
BF n i did 1 each. but i dun rmb which is mine or his. but he kept insisting that de 1 with chocolate chips on is mine. coz he say like ORGI *blackmark* looks ugly so is mine -___-
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and previously BF goldfish was sick for very long. even afew of them died. bcoz of de filter and causes them to have bacteria that spread very fast.
last time i ever bought 3 mini baby ranchus to join his sch of fishes. but 2 didnt make it. only 1 make it. BF n i love it super much. we even name it BABY after me. recently BF's sis notice tat BABY was bleeding on de fin and tail. so BF place it into ICU.. nw it has recover.. swimming freely n blurry liao. HEHE
BF is mad cute.. and with his grandpa in the background falling asleep. HAHAS!!
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previously 2 weeks ago. we went to HK cafe to have dinner. BF really look so different when he isnt smiling. but he matured so much. i mean his outer :X he is still a baby boy to me :x * ok i noe it sound er xin * LOL!!
SMILE PLEASE BF!!
TY TY.. *im missing him so much again*
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recent saturday. we went to ION shopping. basement4 is really my heaven! and i saw that tako yaki stall which my work place director bought for us to try. i feel so lucky! the queue was like OMFG? dam long!! and it is kinda ex. 6 ball for $4.80, but is definitely worth is more den that takoball 3 for $2.30.
and we somehow got con by a stall. not really con la. its just that it looks super nice? but ended up its not really nice. i dun wan say which stall! LOL okok hint. * it is made of flour and looks like a fish * easy hint la!
and basement is all selling Jap food n bite. so yup! HEAVENLY. and i saw this Steam Bao thingy.. 1 for $4? dam ex i noe! but im so tempted by it. Wednesday night im meeting lilian to go again. i will try it!
and Provence open a very big stall there. they sell petite bread like petite crossont and wassant. it is oso a jap bread shop. i often eat it after work. coz clark quay have it. saying about this.
Clark Quay The Central open a new bread shop name Barcook Bakery.. it is right next to Club Marc.. i tell u the bread right. is really DAM DAM nice! i cant explain the feeling. i ate it 2nd time only. and 2nd time when i went to buy it. it is finished. but they r baking. so i nid to wait for 30mins for it. BF i n waited for just 2 of it..
this website have the review. go take a look..
Barcook Bakery
is a really must try! Raisin and Cream for just only $1.30! certainly worth the wait, queue.
my work place was being review by him too..
Santouka
click and take alook ba.
OK! back to ION, the shopping is big. some say boring some say fun. but BF n i think it is nice. coz they have all kind of things there. new shop new concept.. any shop u wan to see or u name its there. and many shop its still not open yet. we went on saturday. so is so dam PACK.. every restaurant is full of queues and ppl. long queue i mean. and i mean oso ALL restaurant.
and this ThreeSixty Market really really kill BF n i. the groceries inside. is really OMFG! we really can go broke in there. even ppl around us mumble about it oso. really got ALL kind of chips, biscuits, drinks, food, frozen, non frozen, live, chocolate, cheese cake, sushi, sashimi and ETC!
and we saw this!!
can u guess wat is it? dam cute right! its mini pepper..
these are the big ones with plenty of colour.. amazing..
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as i think back right now. i rather i have those days quarreling with you. at least you are there. ... right beside me. i am trying my best to hide it very well. i dun wanna befriend with emo. no point.. its 8.30PM right now. i guess BF soon off to bed. i mean off to sleep in the woods. at least this time i didnt ill-treat myself. i ate and sleep well. but i scare is during the night and the dark.
i cried so much on yst on his last call for this week. i request him whenever he is going to sleep. please look at the sky and tell me good night. BF n i have a believe. we share the same sky. whenever we misses each other. we look at the sky. and 1 more thing. God answer prayers. cause he answer to me twice b4. so, please do share your troubles with him. even thou i aint a christian. but i do believe.
whenever u think that this is the hardest. think of de past n future. there are more to come. just like right now. world is ending? without him can die? he is still right beside me even thou we cant see nor hear each other. its hard for me, no shud say its dam hard for me during the night. coz im too use to his good night msges n so on. im trying so hard to be strong. bcoz i noe he will be disappointed if i cry. but to a certain point, i teared. i have his song recording. his video recording. he record guardian angel for me. BF ur voice always melts me. ur video made me laugh non-stop. really, it is not torturing for me not to see u. but it is torturing for me not to hear ur voice. bcoz i noe u r not good there. not good... its really bad for me, just bcoz i love you over way much. my room is so filled with You every where.. how can i not miss you. really nth can resembles u. we have done too much things together..
Can you hear me,
When i call your name?
P.S Hold onto me forever... I love You Jun Wen
it is only the 1st day...
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
BF having MC for 7 days just bcoz of slight fever due to caught in the rain. SO! he was suppose to book out this saturday bcoz of his live range and marksmanship training on tuesday - friday pack schedule. so got to book out early saturday when his training will be to late friday night.. was down on sunday night hearing this news actually. but out of sudden he called me telling me he has MC for 7 days. ~_~
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Monday
woke up headed str8 to BF hse. bought him chicken wings n chinese sausages. coz he nid to be home for phone calls in case army check up on him. and he nid to report his temperature taking 4 different timing on de day itself for this 7 days. SO! i decided to bake cookies at his hse. last time we bake b4. but didnt noe nid to convert de temperature thing and so. so end up become brownies instead of cookies.
so we tried again this time. and it came out nicely baked (: and nw only 2nd day half of it already gone! LOL.. i kept munching it non stop and nw i got myself cut on de tongue. *and i just realise BF computer got no spelling mistake corrector. i believe by the end of this post. sure alot of spelling mistakes* :D
well, thats basically how we spent the day itself. nth much done. alot of slacking. due to my work schedule isnt pack at all. so i got myself plenty of time to stay beside him. as he is going OC next week. i am so emo each time i think of it. its difficult to spent time without him already. at least im able to hear him during that 2 weeks confinement. but this time its like totally no sign of him for 5 days? and he told me this OC thing gonna last twice till he finishes his BMT. well.. i guess i just nid to cherish this week..
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Tuesday
went out of hse later. coz buying long john for slim pig BF. after that we went for a lil jog and now we r bak home slacking. im blogging and haven bath yet! he is lying on bed playing on his psp. tml im working and thursday too. so only able to spent lesser time tgt. well, yst night BF told me im gonna miss him more den he do next week! u think lei? LOL!! he so dam want face everytime
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i got dam lots of photos to upload. shall do it later at night when i got home. i go pompom 1st le.. :D
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Monday
woke up headed str8 to BF hse. bought him chicken wings n chinese sausages. coz he nid to be home for phone calls in case army check up on him. and he nid to report his temperature taking 4 different timing on de day itself for this 7 days. SO! i decided to bake cookies at his hse. last time we bake b4. but didnt noe nid to convert de temperature thing and so. so end up become brownies instead of cookies.
so we tried again this time. and it came out nicely baked (: and nw only 2nd day half of it already gone! LOL.. i kept munching it non stop and nw i got myself cut on de tongue. *and i just realise BF computer got no spelling mistake corrector. i believe by the end of this post. sure alot of spelling mistakes* :D
well, thats basically how we spent the day itself. nth much done. alot of slacking. due to my work schedule isnt pack at all. so i got myself plenty of time to stay beside him. as he is going OC next week. i am so emo each time i think of it. its difficult to spent time without him already. at least im able to hear him during that 2 weeks confinement. but this time its like totally no sign of him for 5 days? and he told me this OC thing gonna last twice till he finishes his BMT. well.. i guess i just nid to cherish this week..
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Tuesday
went out of hse later. coz buying long john for slim pig BF. after that we went for a lil jog and now we r bak home slacking. im blogging and haven bath yet! he is lying on bed playing on his psp. tml im working and thursday too. so only able to spent lesser time tgt. well, yst night BF told me im gonna miss him more den he do next week! u think lei? LOL!! he so dam want face everytime
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i got dam lots of photos to upload. shall do it later at night when i got home. i go pompom 1st le.. :D
Sunday, July 19, 2009
我们是两颗会痛的石头 - 萧敬腾 new song. the meaning is nice.
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there is more photos in his phone. yst forget to send to me den upload. shall do it later (:
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Friday
went to work. lucky with friend motivation i manage to keep working till de end. i really hate de environment there right nw. after work, as usual return home to slack around. den headed off early to fetch BF from pasir ris.
he slim down again. T_T looking at him, i can really see he is going thru so pain hardships.
anyway, i reached there early. and this time i left hse an hr earlier. i manage to reach b4 him. this den call fetching ma! >=(( b4 tat i always left earlier oso late. HA! this time caught it le. plus BF bus happens to reach later. ^.^V *twist*
ok den after that off to KFC for dinner. even thou he is so dam slim nw. but i still worries his intake. coz i scare he grow fat and got confine! hais* stress..
den during the night, i dun wanna catch midnight movie. so we went off to meet his friends at Chinatown pub. drank a lil play a lil ate a lil. den cab home. chat alot with BF. but bcoz of police kept patrolling around and its already 3AM so we headed home.
Saturday
We met up around 12PM for lunch cum breakfast at bugis. Pastamania.. den off to get what i wanted. then bought rochor beancurd n egg tart home to eat. while gng home, BF tempt mango sago. so we ate it at a small dessert stall.
he is the 1 use to complain that this mango sago sour sour de. yet he is tempting it. -___- sometimes i dun understand guys oso! LOL
reached home, slack around. spent some loving time tgt den we played Department 42 - Mystery Case files.
BF:" baby, u issit downloaded this file at 2007 den now come hao lian to me say u noe how to play den ownself high?"
BF, u kuku ok! u lousy say lousy!
while having beancurd n egg tart! we was arguing about this game. actually was having fun la. but we always argue! LOL.. ok den super duper rush after that. coz we slack too much. den haven prepare to go out.
ok, den we off to clark quay with parents for food fair. it was a SO-SO la. not really scam. food was alright. just that isnt full. so we went up to have normal meals. den we separate ways with parent. coz clark quay really sux? im so sick of there.
the CHAP-LESS laksa. its so dam -____-ll its just laksa without sauce la. yet we knew it and still go buy. LOL
in between it i had a serious tiff with BF. now both of us.... even thou we are quarreling. but both are us still so happy. even thou its angry. coz we are still beside each other arguing. and i really sees it. coz i always like to hit off BF hands while we are arguing. but yet, we hold onto each other while quarreling. well, mayb u guys wont get what i mean here.
but just that time is so dam cram n precious for us right nw. i always think that i have endless conversation with BF. coz both of us really can talk alot. we can discuss all sorts, kind of things n rubbish. we understand both of us much but stubborn enuff to argue it off luh..
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we didnt go anywhere. just head off home to spent time tgt again. i just love to see BF pawning in DOTA. and my skills muz have drop! coz in the past only BF play with me. nw!! i can only AI.
look at his serious-ness, but he still will ans me de la. so whatever! LOL
and i was SUAN-ing his item after mins of playing. actually the item its ok la! but i just love to disturb him. LOL
and he was owning la! double killing and so on and even get into GODLIKE? anyway he is using my Garena character! coz he self claim that using my character its very smooth. as in, he get to win easily and always its a full game.
BUT AFTER THAT!
MUAH HAHAHA! he got killed by a SA. bcoz of? BF is too greedy! HP so lil still dun wan go back heal.
* believe me, he sure will say he got gang up after reading my post * -____-ll
POKE UR FATS!! )): no fat. u still dare to luff. HUMPF!
see the 2 tone
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seriously la dear! u shud noe im making fun! yet u smile at de camera. _l_ u ah!!
BF, why u look so charming huh? loves*
*RANDOM
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seriously speaking. whether its childish or not. i really ok with his army life right nw. even thou i noe he nid to slim down alot, sweat alot. sleepless night. tough life.. soggy food. being torture and so on la. but which guy no nid to go thru right now? and im oso happy enuff that he got into a good Company. welfare was ok. only strict that no food is allow and no weight gain. but i think its ok. its healthy.
his bunk mate, even thou i dunno why i started to dislike it already. but BF able to stay neutral with them den there is nth to worry about le. and sometimes i really think that me as a GF really care n worry too much about him. when he is already 20. why i care so much? LOL i even got named by his bunk mate as 24HR GF. sounds bad to me. but BF say is good.
i just like to be there for him no matter what. now, there some changes in our life and even thinking. gives mix feeling time to time. so the only way to maintain it right now its our love for both of us.
its really challenge for the both of us. during the start till now. challenges nv end b4. it is really tough. being in relationship really isnt easy. compromising really dam important.
BF, i hope the both of us can keep the promises that we have made to each other. trust n promises is really very important for the both of us right now.
Sunday
i noe, time passes so dam fast. BF nagging about booking in early today. it is so dam torturing for me actually. i rather not send him to Pasir Ris. u think la! u got to walk away 1st lei. i where got so much courage each time. .... but i just have to. very unbearable. but in a wink. he is beside me again. i just will look forward each time. even right now oso. hurts.. but so what! he is still beside me! cherish every moment rather the waste de time thinking of bad things. ((:
off to prepare and find BF le! CYA
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
12/7 - Sunday
i woke up early coz dad brought back delicious egg tart and wife biscuits. ate afew of them den off to BF's house. had my temptation over at his place pasar malam and his hse yong tau fu is superb. esp de shishamo. den off back his hse to slack around the place.
both of us knew deeply how much we meant to each other. BF that day i am totally burst off. i didnt knew we could get into such emotional at the moment. it didnt bring me into a good ending during the day as u going to book in soon. that is why at this moment right now. im still feeling kinda down. i really hope im able to cheer u up next time. i didnt want you to see me so down. neither do i wanna see u that way.
5.30PM left his place off to PR. send him off den i headed home.
13/7 - Monday
i went to SPIT for interview. trying not to me pessimistic. i will try to have faith de (: nth much. just slacking around the hse doing housework.
14/7 - Tuesday
yst BF's fone call, i didnt really get into deep chat with him as im very tired and sleepy. him too. outfield training lasted him the whole day. but im happy that he say he had fun. but guess he is getting a lil lazy thats why he is feeling dam tired. be strong BF! u can de.
and today he told me they are learning how to pitch a tent and so on. its another tiring day. i guess i got to cheer myself up tonight in order to cheer him up :D! and soon im going off for gathering for work place. coz all the girls are going. and i miss them so much that i nid to go :)
after work was ok. work mate are fun today. so some motivation to make my working time pass faster. i am getting a lil more not so lazy. i didnt take bus back home. instead i took train back to boonkeng and walked home.
same goes for yst. SPIT no str8 bus home nid transfer. so i alight at tpy and walked home. and from clark quay to home i only nid 30mins. but bus i nid more den 45mins. and im able to save! but i just spent it on honey cake n bubble tea xD.
i really nid to tone down my thigh muscles. they look way too shaggy la!
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BF! its 3+PM right now. another 2 hrs for u to end ur training activities for today. jiayous dong ma! hope u will get a great dinner tonight even thou tekong food sux for u. no matter how diff they cook. LOL just hope its something better den just vegetable rice and no soggy food :D
P.S I Love You
i woke up early coz dad brought back delicious egg tart and wife biscuits. ate afew of them den off to BF's house. had my temptation over at his place pasar malam and his hse yong tau fu is superb. esp de shishamo. den off back his hse to slack around the place.
both of us knew deeply how much we meant to each other. BF that day i am totally burst off. i didnt knew we could get into such emotional at the moment. it didnt bring me into a good ending during the day as u going to book in soon. that is why at this moment right now. im still feeling kinda down. i really hope im able to cheer u up next time. i didnt want you to see me so down. neither do i wanna see u that way.
5.30PM left his place off to PR. send him off den i headed home.
13/7 - Monday
i went to SPIT for interview. trying not to me pessimistic. i will try to have faith de (: nth much. just slacking around the hse doing housework.
14/7 - Tuesday
yst BF's fone call, i didnt really get into deep chat with him as im very tired and sleepy. him too. outfield training lasted him the whole day. but im happy that he say he had fun. but guess he is getting a lil lazy thats why he is feeling dam tired. be strong BF! u can de.
and today he told me they are learning how to pitch a tent and so on. its another tiring day. i guess i got to cheer myself up tonight in order to cheer him up :D! and soon im going off for gathering for work place. coz all the girls are going. and i miss them so much that i nid to go :)
after work was ok. work mate are fun today. so some motivation to make my working time pass faster. i am getting a lil more not so lazy. i didnt take bus back home. instead i took train back to boonkeng and walked home.
same goes for yst. SPIT no str8 bus home nid transfer. so i alight at tpy and walked home. and from clark quay to home i only nid 30mins. but bus i nid more den 45mins. and im able to save! but i just spent it on honey cake n bubble tea xD.
i really nid to tone down my thigh muscles. they look way too shaggy la!
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BF! its 3+PM right now. another 2 hrs for u to end ur training activities for today. jiayous dong ma! hope u will get a great dinner tonight even thou tekong food sux for u. no matter how diff they cook. LOL just hope its something better den just vegetable rice and no soggy food :D
P.S I Love You
Sunday, July 12, 2009
In my life You're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You
After 2 weeks, my body is getting better. :D
and BF got slimmer after each book out. heart pain. i dislike him being SLIM! HUMPF but no choice T_T
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i can only be this way when only he is besides me. and he seldom bring out his phone to take pictures of me. he told me bcoz im beside him already why nid to snap down? so yst when he do this. im really so so happy.
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- friday morning as usual went to work. den off home to rest awhile and prepare myself to fetch BF back from tekong. and im always late even if i left my hse early! BF always give me the wrong timing. and bcoz of this i always leave hse earlier 15-30mins. but still will late! stupid!!
ok den mood was abit mix up bcoz on the way there i saw some horrify scene that i have nv see b4 in my life. but BF manage to cool myself down with a cup of milo and fishball! den took cab back to his hse wait for him to change and shoo of to orchard for midnight movie. and diet pig BF dam allergic to horror movie. i cant catch the haunting! coz end up watch transformer2 for de 2nd time! _l_ and both of us nearly fall asleep in the movie. but something spice up in between! =X [ think watever u can guys ] LOL! ok den, OH YA! b4 the movie i go get my temptation which is starbucks frap. i chose rong =.= which is espresso. tat kuku night itself i only slept from 4AM to 8AM! _l_ and its not full 4 hrs. its separated in between. *shake head* and my eye is so dam wide open! worse is im not tired at all -____-ll
- Early morning saturday got scream by BF for not sleeping! shyt him! but he mean good for me la. so we met each other at town so i can redeem my yami yogurt b4 it get expires. and PS having japanese fair. so i had my dorayaki and BF got his muah chee -____-
BF:" eh baby, help me tell de person i wan the peanut muah chee"
ME:" dear -___- that is ice cream de, ice cream where got PEANUT, those peanut kind is taiwan looking kind la pls?"
BF:" got lor pls! faster tell her "
ME:" DEAR! u wan hor u tell her urself, downstairs [basement] oso have lor pls. just nw u oso nv say, den here de u wan to eat. bias lei u. which flavor u wan "
BF:" DONT WANT LIAO! got scolded liao. 不要吃了！HUMPF >=[[ "
i plainly dont understand why on earth got such living person and yet i still love him so much. ._.
ok den we continue walking around and saw a square watermelon and some expensive apples with sample. aunty me sure go take and try. nth special for de apple lei. market fuji even taste better den tat -___- den walk pass a MUAH CHEE which he wanted. and he got a box for himself -____-. and i saw something which i LONG AGO wanted to try de sample of it =X which is the 18.90 for a loaf of bread. WILL U TRY DE SAMPLE!? of coz will right. last time TAKA always have this stall infront of cold storage. but no ppl. so i dun dare to take de sample. but this time i went to get a piece of it. and its dam GREAT.
BF:" WA, baby dam nice lei. can apply peanut butter on it dam shiok. wan anot? "
* whenever BF end a qns with a "wan anot" means he will buy for me *
ME:" [sianed face] its nearly $20 a loaf dear? "
BF:" huh? wat thing " [ giving me a look like just nw he never bring up anything subject b4 -___- ]
WHATEVER LA DIET PIG! ._. im a nice GF tat i nv PURSUED de qns.
i actually wanted a buy a yogurt sweet. but bcoz of the queue i quit buying. and BF kept saying i panariod =.= anyhow use this word on me when its so dam diff meaning! SHYT HIM. i just paranoid about his army RT thingy. and he kept saying im tat no matter how i act! _l_
anyway a mild conflict in between while deciding on food. coz we both arent that hungry. and our temptation is so dam diff. and our temptation is something which both of us dislike about it. so ended up in foodcourt. healthy meal thou. *feels better* xD coz im worry about him. but i oso told him to hack, he did actually. coz he will be booking out this coming Saturday instead on friday bcoz of de RT for his MC. so fat or not no diff.
anyway MAC have a new burger name cinnamon melts. i tot it at 1st was randy told me de cinnabon in KL. but MAC tat 1 more like sugar melt =.= SO DAM SWEET. i ate half and i put it away le. evening time we spent time at home. den night time off to raffles for dinner. and its sucks big time. i hate it. i rather settle at xing wang! HUMPF. *paranoid looks*
during night time. BF to request to stay up over midnight just to talk to me and listen to me. its really hard to find some1 who u can spur all ur heart out to chat. he is the 1st one i met. i wont feel words restricted during heart to heart talk even thou he is my BF. i can just dig my nose or scratch my ass and smells in front of him. anything everything he will just accept it.
i just simply find it so comfortable talking to him, being with him, laying on him. he totally have all the sense of security right now compare to the past. he matured in some ways. but not everything yet thou [esp de gaming part] =X . he is still my man.
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BF taught me to sing this song whenever im stress or cant find a ans to myself. i swear to god just nw when im listening to this song. im laughing like hell and jumping around. BF im so indulge to u.
“Imagine me and you, I do
Happy Together: The Very Best of The Turtles
Happy Together: The Very Best of The Turtles
I think about you day & night, it’s only right
To think about the *guy* you love and hold *him* tight
So happy together
If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you say you belong to me, and ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be, so very fine
So happy together
I can’t see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you’re with me, baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
Me and you, and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it had to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together
I can’t see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you’re with me, baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
Me and you, and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it had to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together
Me and you, and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it had to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together
So happy together
How is the weather
So happy together
We’re happy together
So happy together
We’re happy together
So happy together
So happy together…”
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You
After 2 weeks, my body is getting better. :D
and BF got slimmer after each book out. heart pain. i dislike him being SLIM! HUMPF but no choice T_T
__
i can only be this way when only he is besides me. and he seldom bring out his phone to take pictures of me. he told me bcoz im beside him already why nid to snap down? so yst when he do this. im really so so happy.
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- friday morning as usual went to work. den off home to rest awhile and prepare myself to fetch BF back from tekong. and im always late even if i left my hse early! BF always give me the wrong timing. and bcoz of this i always leave hse earlier 15-30mins. but still will late! stupid!!
ok den mood was abit mix up bcoz on the way there i saw some horrify scene that i have nv see b4 in my life. but BF manage to cool myself down with a cup of milo and fishball! den took cab back to his hse wait for him to change and shoo of to orchard for midnight movie. and diet pig BF dam allergic to horror movie. i cant catch the haunting! coz end up watch transformer2 for de 2nd time! _l_ and both of us nearly fall asleep in the movie. but something spice up in between! =X [ think watever u can guys ] LOL! ok den, OH YA! b4 the movie i go get my temptation which is starbucks frap. i chose rong =.= which is espresso. tat kuku night itself i only slept from 4AM to 8AM! _l_ and its not full 4 hrs. its separated in between. *shake head* and my eye is so dam wide open! worse is im not tired at all -____-ll
- Early morning saturday got scream by BF for not sleeping! shyt him! but he mean good for me la. so we met each other at town so i can redeem my yami yogurt b4 it get expires. and PS having japanese fair. so i had my dorayaki and BF got his muah chee -____-
BF:" eh baby, help me tell de person i wan the peanut muah chee"
ME:" dear -___- that is ice cream de, ice cream where got PEANUT, those peanut kind is taiwan looking kind la pls?"
BF:" got lor pls! faster tell her "
ME:" DEAR! u wan hor u tell her urself, downstairs [basement] oso have lor pls. just nw u oso nv say, den here de u wan to eat. bias lei u. which flavor u wan "
BF:" DONT WANT LIAO! got scolded liao. 不要吃了！HUMPF >=[[ "
i plainly dont understand why on earth got such living person and yet i still love him so much. ._.
ok den we continue walking around and saw a square watermelon and some expensive apples with sample. aunty me sure go take and try. nth special for de apple lei. market fuji even taste better den tat -___- den walk pass a MUAH CHEE which he wanted. and he got a box for himself -____-. and i saw something which i LONG AGO wanted to try de sample of it =X which is the 18.90 for a loaf of bread. WILL U TRY DE SAMPLE!? of coz will right. last time TAKA always have this stall infront of cold storage. but no ppl. so i dun dare to take de sample. but this time i went to get a piece of it. and its dam GREAT.
BF:" WA, baby dam nice lei. can apply peanut butter on it dam shiok. wan anot? "
* whenever BF end a qns with a "wan anot" means he will buy for me *
ME:" [sianed face] its nearly $20 a loaf dear? "
BF:" huh? wat thing " [ giving me a look like just nw he never bring up anything subject b4 -___- ]
WHATEVER LA DIET PIG! ._. im a nice GF tat i nv PURSUED de qns.
i actually wanted a buy a yogurt sweet. but bcoz of the queue i quit buying. and BF kept saying i panariod =.= anyhow use this word on me when its so dam diff meaning! SHYT HIM. i just paranoid about his army RT thingy. and he kept saying im tat no matter how i act! _l_
anyway a mild conflict in between while deciding on food. coz we both arent that hungry. and our temptation is so dam diff. and our temptation is something which both of us dislike about it. so ended up in foodcourt. healthy meal thou. *feels better* xD coz im worry about him. but i oso told him to hack, he did actually. coz he will be booking out this coming Saturday instead on friday bcoz of de RT for his MC. so fat or not no diff.
anyway MAC have a new burger name cinnamon melts. i tot it at 1st was randy told me de cinnabon in KL. but MAC tat 1 more like sugar melt =.= SO DAM SWEET. i ate half and i put it away le. evening time we spent time at home. den night time off to raffles for dinner. and its sucks big time. i hate it. i rather settle at xing wang! HUMPF. *paranoid looks*
during night time. BF to request to stay up over midnight just to talk to me and listen to me. its really hard to find some1 who u can spur all ur heart out to chat. he is the 1st one i met. i wont feel words restricted during heart to heart talk even thou he is my BF. i can just dig my nose or scratch my ass and smells in front of him. anything everything he will just accept it.
i just simply find it so comfortable talking to him, being with him, laying on him. he totally have all the sense of security right now compare to the past. he matured in some ways. but not everything yet thou [esp de gaming part] =X . he is still my man.
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BF taught me to sing this song whenever im stress or cant find a ans to myself. i swear to god just nw when im listening to this song. im laughing like hell and jumping around. BF im so indulge to u.
“Imagine me and you, I do
Happy Together: The Very Best of The Turtles
Happy Together: The Very Best of The Turtles
I think about you day & night, it’s only right
To think about the *guy* you love and hold *him* tight
So happy together
If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you say you belong to me, and ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be, so very fine
So happy together
I can’t see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you’re with me, baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
Me and you, and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it had to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together
I can’t see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you’re with me, baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
Me and you, and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it had to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together
Me and you, and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it had to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together
So happy together
How is the weather
So happy together
We’re happy together
So happy together
We’re happy together
So happy together
So happy together…”
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
frankly speaking. i dislike blogging right now. coz whenever i blog. i feel emo. yet i got to keep it all to myself.
this few days, emo became my friend. this friend of mine came back from holidays. i bet this friend is going back to holiday again soon.
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sometimes i feel so rejected. my feelings mix. i do not noe who am i at times. im so dam fickle minded n childish. i said words often to hurt BF. i really dunno wat to do anymore sometimes. its not about handling the on off routine. its character. personality.
i wish that BF can really treat me more like a real baby like he calls me usually. i dislike to be in a man role at times.
u guys shud really download or find this show "A road to remember" and watch. its dam nice.
[EDITED]
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Girls refuse to communicate properly *Quoted from a blogger*
1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the football before helping around the house.
3. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!
4. A Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer quickly to No 9 for the meaning of nothing.)
5. That’s Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
6. Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you’re welcome. (I want to add a clause here - This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot’, which is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say ‘you’re welcome’ - that will bring on No. 7).
7. Whatever: Is a woman’s way of saying, “F— YOU!”
8. Don’t worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking ‘What’s wrong?’ For the woman’s response refer to No. 4.
9. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in “Fine”.
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It’s all about character.
Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions;they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character;
It becomes your destiny.
this few days, emo became my friend. this friend of mine came back from holidays. i bet this friend is going back to holiday again soon.
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sometimes i feel so rejected. my feelings mix. i do not noe who am i at times. im so dam fickle minded n childish. i said words often to hurt BF. i really dunno wat to do anymore sometimes. its not about handling the on off routine. its character. personality.
i wish that BF can really treat me more like a real baby like he calls me usually. i dislike to be in a man role at times.
u guys shud really download or find this show "A road to remember" and watch. its dam nice.
[EDITED]
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Girls refuse to communicate properly *Quoted from a blogger*
1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the football before helping around the house.
3. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!
4. A Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer quickly to No 9 for the meaning of nothing.)
5. That’s Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
6. Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you’re welcome. (I want to add a clause here - This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot’, which is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say ‘you’re welcome’ - that will bring on No. 7).
7. Whatever: Is a woman’s way of saying, “F— YOU!”
8. Don’t worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking ‘What’s wrong?’ For the woman’s response refer to No. 4.
9. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in “Fine”.
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It’s all about character.
Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions;they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character;
It becomes your destiny.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Boy, emotional worms crawling all over me. i have so much to tell u, talk to you. but i dunno why i feel so blank right nw. holding up my hand. i couldnt text it out. i really need you badly. i have still a full day to go to see u.
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this song just simply reminds me of u. boy, i miss u
It's just you and me
And there's no one around
Feel like I'm hanging by a thread
it's a long way down
I've been trying to breathe
But I'm fighting for air
I'm at an all time low
With no place to go
But you're always there
When everything falls apart
And it seems like the world
Is crashing at my feet
You like me the best
When I'm a mess
When I'm my own worst enemy
You make me feel
beautiful (beautiful)
When I have nothing left to prove
And I can't imagine
How I'd make it through
there's no me without you
No me without you, no no
You hear what I say
When I don't say a word
You are my rising sun
you're the place I run
You know how it hurts
When everything falls apart
When everything falls apart
And it seems like the world
Is crashing at my feet
[ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/vbOc ]
You like me the best
When I'm a mess
When I'm my own worst enemy
You make me feel
beautiful (beautiful)
When I have nothing left to prove
And I can't imagine
How I'd make it through
there's no me without you
No me without you
There's no me without you
No me without you
And when you say 'baby,
it's gonna get better'
I believe you
And I wish that
somehow I could see me
The way you do
With my imperfections
You think I'm perfect
When it's not easy
You make it worth it
When everything falls apart
And it seems like the world
Is crashing at my feet
You like me the best
When I'm a mess
When I'm my own worst enemy
You make me feel
beautiful (beautiful)
When I have nothing left to prove
And I can't imagine
How I'd make it through
there's no me without you
No me without you, no no
No me without you (no me without you)
No me without you, no no (no
me without you), no
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this song just simply reminds me of u. boy, i miss u
It's just you and me
And there's no one around
Feel like I'm hanging by a thread
it's a long way down
I've been trying to breathe
But I'm fighting for air
I'm at an all time low
With no place to go
But you're always there
When everything falls apart
And it seems like the world
Is crashing at my feet
You like me the best
When I'm a mess
When I'm my own worst enemy
You make me feel
beautiful (beautiful)
When I have nothing left to prove
And I can't imagine
How I'd make it through
there's no me without you
No me without you, no no
You hear what I say
When I don't say a word
You are my rising sun
you're the place I run
You know how it hurts
When everything falls apart
When everything falls apart
And it seems like the world
Is crashing at my feet
[ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/vbOc ]
You like me the best
When I'm a mess
When I'm my own worst enemy
You make me feel
beautiful (beautiful)
When I have nothing left to prove
And I can't imagine
How I'd make it through
there's no me without you
No me without you
There's no me without you
No me without you
And when you say 'baby,
it's gonna get better'
I believe you
And I wish that
somehow I could see me
The way you do
With my imperfections
You think I'm perfect
When it's not easy
You make it worth it
When everything falls apart
And it seems like the world
Is crashing at my feet
You like me the best
When I'm a mess
When I'm my own worst enemy
You make me feel
beautiful (beautiful)
When I have nothing left to prove
And I can't imagine
How I'd make it through
there's no me without you
No me without you, no no
No me without you (no me without you)
No me without you, no no (no
me without you), no
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
last week im still able to cope thru the weeks. but i failed to this time. i had fever yst. doctor gave me 3 days mc. was suppose to go back to work on friday. but manager insisted me to go back next week. due to the h1n1 flu. so they are worry. well i guess im gonna rot at home this few days till friday if BF able to book out.
Yst night, after so long. BF n I had a huge quarrel again. useless me cry out again. i just dunno why im so sensitive towards him. no matter where is he. im so dam fuck up. why cant i just place past into my rubbish bin? BF is changing so much bcoz of me yet i doubt him. i broke his heart terribly. but he didnt kept his cool till the end. he yelled at me. ): for the past 2 night. im terribly down. 1st is bcoz of fever. 2nd is bcoz i couldnt get to work. 3rd quarrels. i really dislike quarreling with him. it is terrible. time is so dam limited. and yet we waste de time on quarreling. stupid me. im so so blaming myself.
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On Sunday 28/6
accompanied BF to get his things den headed home for home cook dinner.
during bus trip.
den while we are at home. i went to toilet. came back and notice what BF did to himself.
HE IS SO DAM CUTE CAN! thats dam random! and i swear i seldom see him doing tat b4! he will nv make fun of my things. somemore this time he make fun of my hair accessories! and he claim that this is "Pensy Earring" which is from Maplestory one of de earring ass. *Laugh*
since he like it that way. i change it. and he didnt reject me taking picture of it!
HOW CAN I NOT LOVE HIM? LOL!!!
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so monday i randomly thinking of hoping by to his place better den we meet each other in the MRT green line. so i rush myself and able to catch him in time. and have breakfast at his place. he said he so wanna hugged me but bcoz he is in his uniform. so unable to. this is 1 of de problem for me n him during his booking in and out. we cant touch 1 n other -.- STUPID RULES!!! den he always keep me a reluctant look. den i always make him to hug me but he cant! LOL =X
I DELETED THE PHOTOS BECAUSE ITS NOT ALLOW TO SHOW WHEN HE IS WEARING UNIFORM =.=
this is so dam kuku
HE IS SMART OK! so dam smart isn't he? but he always look so dam unwilling when he is taking photos with his uniform. bcoz its either is booking in or booking out and 2 days after tat nid to go bak. LOL!!
and i noe i look dam ugly in those pictures. bcoz my face dunno slim till like wat shyt! i will try gaining back my weight :)
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P.S Barby, You're One In a Million
Yst night, after so long. BF n I had a huge quarrel again. useless me cry out again. i just dunno why im so sensitive towards him. no matter where is he. im so dam fuck up. why cant i just place past into my rubbish bin? BF is changing so much bcoz of me yet i doubt him. i broke his heart terribly. but he didnt kept his cool till the end. he yelled at me. ): for the past 2 night. im terribly down. 1st is bcoz of fever. 2nd is bcoz i couldnt get to work. 3rd quarrels. i really dislike quarreling with him. it is terrible. time is so dam limited. and yet we waste de time on quarreling. stupid me. im so so blaming myself.
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On Sunday 28/6
accompanied BF to get his things den headed home for home cook dinner.
during bus trip.
den while we are at home. i went to toilet. came back and notice what BF did to himself.
HE IS SO DAM CUTE CAN! thats dam random! and i swear i seldom see him doing tat b4! he will nv make fun of my things. somemore this time he make fun of my hair accessories! and he claim that this is "Pensy Earring" which is from Maplestory one of de earring ass. *Laugh*
since he like it that way. i change it. and he didnt reject me taking picture of it!
HOW CAN I NOT LOVE HIM? LOL!!!
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so monday i randomly thinking of hoping by to his place better den we meet each other in the MRT green line. so i rush myself and able to catch him in time. and have breakfast at his place. he said he so wanna hugged me but bcoz he is in his uniform. so unable to. this is 1 of de problem for me n him during his booking in and out. we cant touch 1 n other -.- STUPID RULES!!! den he always keep me a reluctant look. den i always make him to hug me but he cant! LOL =X
I DELETED THE PHOTOS BECAUSE ITS NOT ALLOW TO SHOW WHEN HE IS WEARING UNIFORM =.=
this is so dam kuku
HE IS SMART OK! so dam smart isn't he? but he always look so dam unwilling when he is taking photos with his uniform. bcoz its either is booking in or booking out and 2 days after tat nid to go bak. LOL!!
and i noe i look dam ugly in those pictures. bcoz my face dunno slim till like wat shyt! i will try gaining back my weight :)
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P.S Barby, You're One In a Million
