Monday, July 27, 2009
The 1st Day
normally at this time, i have already received more den 3 sms from BF per day while he is in camp. another hr time i get to call and hear his voice. but now.. i cant do it. he is out in the field having his camping for 5 days and 4 nights. friends all said was tough and tiring. BF n i noes it clearly that its gonna be tough. but we just dont really wanna face it.
i always tot that 2 weeks confinement was tough. didnt noe that fieldcamp is here already. b4 that BF had 7 days of MC which made him miss most of the important activities. so these following weeks. i really nid to be dam understanding and compromise with him. sorry for being self centered time to time.
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some time ago taken by BF. he just love me looking like this. he can even put it on his ON/OFF fone display picture. -____-
anyway im looking like this whole time since yst night. i am missing u deep deep much..
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During his MC days. we baked cookie on his 1st day of MC. here's the picture.
he looks super unglam here -___-
i just walked away for a few mins to get drinks. he purposely roll 1 of the cookie into that big! SEE THAT? he kept giggling behind my back. i noe something isnt right already. he was laughing dam crazy when i look super mad. LOL.. he is so cute..
we left with quite a small lump of cookie dough and a whole empty pan. so i decided to make a heart shape n carve in some words. but i failed to. but he insisted on carving it. and he do it so nicely. but ended up.. i spoiled de heart -___- words didnt came out nicely also. SKILL-LESS la BF. :x
its all gone now. LOL! most of them is in my tummy.. *hit tummy*
BF n i did 1 each. but i dun rmb which is mine or his. but he kept insisting that de 1 with chocolate chips on is mine. coz he say like ORGI *blackmark* looks ugly so is mine -___-
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and previously BF goldfish was sick for very long. even afew of them died. bcoz of de filter and causes them to have bacteria that spread very fast.
last time i ever bought 3 mini baby ranchus to join his sch of fishes. but 2 didnt make it. only 1 make it. BF n i love it super much. we even name it BABY after me. recently BF's sis notice tat BABY was bleeding on de fin and tail. so BF place it into ICU.. nw it has recover.. swimming freely n blurry liao. HEHE
BF is mad cute.. and with his grandpa in the background falling asleep. HAHAS!!
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previously 2 weeks ago. we went to HK cafe to have dinner. BF really look so different when he isnt smiling. but he matured so much. i mean his outer :X he is still a baby boy to me :x * ok i noe it sound er xin * LOL!!
SMILE PLEASE BF!!
TY TY.. *im missing him so much again*
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recent saturday. we went to ION shopping. basement4 is really my heaven! and i saw that tako yaki stall which my work place director bought for us to try. i feel so lucky! the queue was like OMFG? dam long!! and it is kinda ex. 6 ball for $4.80, but is definitely worth is more den that takoball 3 for $2.30.
and we somehow got con by a stall. not really con la. its just that it looks super nice? but ended up its not really nice. i dun wan say which stall! LOL okok hint. * it is made of flour and looks like a fish * easy hint la!
and basement is all selling Jap food n bite. so yup! HEAVENLY. and i saw this Steam Bao thingy.. 1 for $4? dam ex i noe! but im so tempted by it. Wednesday night im meeting lilian to go again. i will try it!
and Provence open a very big stall there. they sell petite bread like petite crossont and wassant. it is oso a jap bread shop. i often eat it after work. coz clark quay have it. saying about this.
Clark Quay The Central open a new bread shop name Barcook Bakery.. it is right next to Club Marc.. i tell u the bread right. is really DAM DAM nice! i cant explain the feeling. i ate it 2nd time only. and 2nd time when i went to buy it. it is finished. but they r baking. so i nid to wait for 30mins for it. BF i n waited for just 2 of it..
this website have the review. go take a look..
Barcook Bakery
is a really must try! Raisin and Cream for just only $1.30! certainly worth the wait, queue.
my work place was being review by him too..
Santouka
click and take alook ba.
OK! back to ION, the shopping is big. some say boring some say fun. but BF n i think it is nice. coz they have all kind of things there. new shop new concept.. any shop u wan to see or u name its there. and many shop its still not open yet. we went on saturday. so is so dam PACK.. every restaurant is full of queues and ppl. long queue i mean. and i mean oso ALL restaurant.
and this ThreeSixty Market really really kill BF n i. the groceries inside. is really OMFG! we really can go broke in there. even ppl around us mumble about it oso. really got ALL kind of chips, biscuits, drinks, food, frozen, non frozen, live, chocolate, cheese cake, sushi, sashimi and ETC!
and we saw this!!
can u guess wat is it? dam cute right! its mini pepper..
these are the big ones with plenty of colour.. amazing..
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as i think back right now. i rather i have those days quarreling with you. at least you are there. ... right beside me. i am trying my best to hide it very well. i dun wanna befriend with emo. no point.. its 8.30PM right now. i guess BF soon off to bed. i mean off to sleep in the woods. at least this time i didnt ill-treat myself. i ate and sleep well. but i scare is during the night and the dark.
i cried so much on yst on his last call for this week. i request him whenever he is going to sleep. please look at the sky and tell me good night. BF n i have a believe. we share the same sky. whenever we misses each other. we look at the sky. and 1 more thing. God answer prayers. cause he answer to me twice b4. so, please do share your troubles with him. even thou i aint a christian. but i do believe.
whenever u think that this is the hardest. think of de past n future. there are more to come. just like right now. world is ending? without him can die? he is still right beside me even thou we cant see nor hear each other. its hard for me, no shud say its dam hard for me during the night. coz im too use to his good night msges n so on. im trying so hard to be strong. bcoz i noe he will be disappointed if i cry. but to a certain point, i teared. i have his song recording. his video recording. he record guardian angel for me. BF ur voice always melts me. ur video made me laugh non-stop. really, it is not torturing for me not to see u. but it is torturing for me not to hear ur voice. bcoz i noe u r not good there. not good... its really bad for me, just bcoz i love you over way much. my room is so filled with You every where.. how can i not miss you. really nth can resembles u. we have done too much things together..
Can you hear me,
When i call your name?
P.S Hold onto me forever... I love You Jun Wen
it is only the 1st day...
normally at this time, i have already received more den 3 sms from BF per day while he is in camp. another hr time i get to call and hear his voice. but now.. i cant do it. he is out in the field having his camping for 5 days and 4 nights. friends all said was tough and tiring. BF n i noes it clearly that its gonna be tough. but we just dont really wanna face it.
i always tot that 2 weeks confinement was tough. didnt noe that fieldcamp is here already. b4 that BF had 7 days of MC which made him miss most of the important activities. so these following weeks. i really nid to be dam understanding and compromise with him. sorry for being self centered time to time.
__
some time ago taken by BF. he just love me looking like this. he can even put it on his ON/OFF fone display picture. -____-
anyway im looking like this whole time since yst night. i am missing u deep deep much..
__
During his MC days. we baked cookie on his 1st day of MC. here's the picture.
he looks super unglam here -___-
i just walked away for a few mins to get drinks. he purposely roll 1 of the cookie into that big! SEE THAT? he kept giggling behind my back. i noe something isnt right already. he was laughing dam crazy when i look super mad. LOL.. he is so cute..
we left with quite a small lump of cookie dough and a whole empty pan. so i decided to make a heart shape n carve in some words. but i failed to. but he insisted on carving it. and he do it so nicely. but ended up.. i spoiled de heart -___- words didnt came out nicely also. SKILL-LESS la BF. :x
its all gone now. LOL! most of them is in my tummy.. *hit tummy*
BF n i did 1 each. but i dun rmb which is mine or his. but he kept insisting that de 1 with chocolate chips on is mine. coz he say like ORGI *blackmark* looks ugly so is mine -___-
__
and previously BF goldfish was sick for very long. even afew of them died. bcoz of de filter and causes them to have bacteria that spread very fast.
last time i ever bought 3 mini baby ranchus to join his sch of fishes. but 2 didnt make it. only 1 make it. BF n i love it super much. we even name it BABY after me. recently BF's sis notice tat BABY was bleeding on de fin and tail. so BF place it into ICU.. nw it has recover.. swimming freely n blurry liao. HEHE
BF is mad cute.. and with his grandpa in the background falling asleep. HAHAS!!
__
previously 2 weeks ago. we went to HK cafe to have dinner. BF really look so different when he isnt smiling. but he matured so much. i mean his outer :X he is still a baby boy to me :x * ok i noe it sound er xin * LOL!!
SMILE PLEASE BF!!
TY TY.. *im missing him so much again*
__
recent saturday. we went to ION shopping. basement4 is really my heaven! and i saw that tako yaki stall which my work place director bought for us to try. i feel so lucky! the queue was like OMFG? dam long!! and it is kinda ex. 6 ball for $4.80, but is definitely worth is more den that takoball 3 for $2.30.
and we somehow got con by a stall. not really con la. its just that it looks super nice? but ended up its not really nice. i dun wan say which stall! LOL okok hint. * it is made of flour and looks like a fish * easy hint la!
and basement is all selling Jap food n bite. so yup! HEAVENLY. and i saw this Steam Bao thingy.. 1 for $4? dam ex i noe! but im so tempted by it. Wednesday night im meeting lilian to go again. i will try it!
and Provence open a very big stall there. they sell petite bread like petite crossont and wassant. it is oso a jap bread shop. i often eat it after work. coz clark quay have it. saying about this.
Clark Quay The Central open a new bread shop name Barcook Bakery.. it is right next to Club Marc.. i tell u the bread right. is really DAM DAM nice! i cant explain the feeling. i ate it 2nd time only. and 2nd time when i went to buy it. it is finished. but they r baking. so i nid to wait for 30mins for it. BF i n waited for just 2 of it..
this website have the review. go take a look..
Barcook Bakery
is a really must try! Raisin and Cream for just only $1.30! certainly worth the wait, queue.
my work place was being review by him too..
Santouka
click and take alook ba.
OK! back to ION, the shopping is big. some say boring some say fun. but BF n i think it is nice. coz they have all kind of things there. new shop new concept.. any shop u wan to see or u name its there. and many shop its still not open yet. we went on saturday. so is so dam PACK.. every restaurant is full of queues and ppl. long queue i mean. and i mean oso ALL restaurant.
and this ThreeSixty Market really really kill BF n i. the groceries inside. is really OMFG! we really can go broke in there. even ppl around us mumble about it oso. really got ALL kind of chips, biscuits, drinks, food, frozen, non frozen, live, chocolate, cheese cake, sushi, sashimi and ETC!
and we saw this!!
can u guess wat is it? dam cute right! its mini pepper..
these are the big ones with plenty of colour.. amazing..
__
as i think back right now. i rather i have those days quarreling with you. at least you are there. ... right beside me. i am trying my best to hide it very well. i dun wanna befriend with emo. no point.. its 8.30PM right now. i guess BF soon off to bed. i mean off to sleep in the woods. at least this time i didnt ill-treat myself. i ate and sleep well. but i scare is during the night and the dark.
i cried so much on yst on his last call for this week. i request him whenever he is going to sleep. please look at the sky and tell me good night. BF n i have a believe. we share the same sky. whenever we misses each other. we look at the sky. and 1 more thing. God answer prayers. cause he answer to me twice b4. so, please do share your troubles with him. even thou i aint a christian. but i do believe.
whenever u think that this is the hardest. think of de past n future. there are more to come. just like right now. world is ending? without him can die? he is still right beside me even thou we cant see nor hear each other. its hard for me, no shud say its dam hard for me during the night. coz im too use to his good night msges n so on. im trying so hard to be strong. bcoz i noe he will be disappointed if i cry. but to a certain point, i teared. i have his song recording. his video recording. he record guardian angel for me. BF ur voice always melts me. ur video made me laugh non-stop. really, it is not torturing for me not to see u. but it is torturing for me not to hear ur voice. bcoz i noe u r not good there. not good... its really bad for me, just bcoz i love you over way much. my room is so filled with You every where.. how can i not miss you. really nth can resembles u. we have done too much things together..
Can you hear me,
When i call your name?
P.S Hold onto me forever... I love You Jun Wen
it is only the 1st day...
