Friday, July 31, 2009
i simply just spent the whole day on bed today, cause using laptop downloading things. so no nid to get up at all. my napping is just all an hr an hr. it wont last more den an hr. my phone didnt ring at all besides cousin sms today. my fren got a secret call from her BF of de same COY as BF. but he still haven call me nor sms me. im getting abit worry right now.
and as cousin told me the time and fren's BF time is slight different. BF, call me asap please. i noe u like to rush things over and call me at 1 shot. can u at least please let me ease down abit 1st as u noe im a paranoid GF? seriously im so dam missing u right now den usual.
i read back my whole msn history about U, BF. i smiled and teared.. looking at those foolish words and qns i used on u. and yet u r still able to love me so much so much. hold onto me whenever i wanted to give up. and yet i always say i wanna to end off this relationship without any reasons.
i kept repeating Guardian Angel that u have sang to me. listening to the sweet voice of urs. i simply love the ending part. u speaks it so softly that it soften down my heart whenever i feel down.
BF, i dont love you because i need you. I need you because I love you. and i really love u so deeply..
and as cousin told me the time and fren's BF time is slight different. BF, call me asap please. i noe u like to rush things over and call me at 1 shot. can u at least please let me ease down abit 1st as u noe im a paranoid GF? seriously im so dam missing u right now den usual.
i read back my whole msn history about U, BF. i smiled and teared.. looking at those foolish words and qns i used on u. and yet u r still able to love me so much so much. hold onto me whenever i wanted to give up. and yet i always say i wanna to end off this relationship without any reasons.
i kept repeating Guardian Angel that u have sang to me. listening to the sweet voice of urs. i simply love the ending part. u speaks it so softly that it soften down my heart whenever i feel down.
BF, i dont love you because i need you. I need you because I love you. and i really love u so deeply..
