Wednesday, July 1, 2009
last week im still able to cope thru the weeks. but i failed to this time. i had fever yst. doctor gave me 3 days mc. was suppose to go back to work on friday. but manager insisted me to go back next week. due to the h1n1 flu. so they are worry. well i guess im gonna rot at home this few days till friday if BF able to book out.
Yst night, after so long. BF n I had a huge quarrel again. useless me cry out again. i just dunno why im so sensitive towards him. no matter where is he. im so dam fuck up. why cant i just place past into my rubbish bin? BF is changing so much bcoz of me yet i doubt him. i broke his heart terribly. but he didnt kept his cool till the end. he yelled at me. ): for the past 2 night. im terribly down. 1st is bcoz of fever. 2nd is bcoz i couldnt get to work. 3rd quarrels. i really dislike quarreling with him. it is terrible. time is so dam limited. and yet we waste de time on quarreling. stupid me. im so so blaming myself.
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On Sunday 28/6
accompanied BF to get his things den headed home for home cook dinner.
during bus trip.
den while we are at home. i went to toilet. came back and notice what BF did to himself.
HE IS SO DAM CUTE CAN! thats dam random! and i swear i seldom see him doing tat b4! he will nv make fun of my things. somemore this time he make fun of my hair accessories! and he claim that this is "Pensy Earring" which is from Maplestory one of de earring ass. *Laugh*
since he like it that way. i change it. and he didnt reject me taking picture of it!
HOW CAN I NOT LOVE HIM? LOL!!!
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so monday i randomly thinking of hoping by to his place better den we meet each other in the MRT green line. so i rush myself and able to catch him in time. and have breakfast at his place. he said he so wanna hugged me but bcoz he is in his uniform. so unable to. this is 1 of de problem for me n him during his booking in and out. we cant touch 1 n other -.- STUPID RULES!!! den he always keep me a reluctant look. den i always make him to hug me but he cant! LOL =X
I DELETED THE PHOTOS BECAUSE ITS NOT ALLOW TO SHOW WHEN HE IS WEARING UNIFORM =.=
this is so dam kuku
HE IS SMART OK! so dam smart isn't he? but he always look so dam unwilling when he is taking photos with his uniform. bcoz its either is booking in or booking out and 2 days after tat nid to go bak. LOL!!
and i noe i look dam ugly in those pictures. bcoz my face dunno slim till like wat shyt! i will try gaining back my weight :)
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P.S Barby, You're One In a Million
Yst night, after so long. BF n I had a huge quarrel again. useless me cry out again. i just dunno why im so sensitive towards him. no matter where is he. im so dam fuck up. why cant i just place past into my rubbish bin? BF is changing so much bcoz of me yet i doubt him. i broke his heart terribly. but he didnt kept his cool till the end. he yelled at me. ): for the past 2 night. im terribly down. 1st is bcoz of fever. 2nd is bcoz i couldnt get to work. 3rd quarrels. i really dislike quarreling with him. it is terrible. time is so dam limited. and yet we waste de time on quarreling. stupid me. im so so blaming myself.
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On Sunday 28/6
accompanied BF to get his things den headed home for home cook dinner.
during bus trip.
den while we are at home. i went to toilet. came back and notice what BF did to himself.
HE IS SO DAM CUTE CAN! thats dam random! and i swear i seldom see him doing tat b4! he will nv make fun of my things. somemore this time he make fun of my hair accessories! and he claim that this is "Pensy Earring" which is from Maplestory one of de earring ass. *Laugh*
since he like it that way. i change it. and he didnt reject me taking picture of it!
HOW CAN I NOT LOVE HIM? LOL!!!
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so monday i randomly thinking of hoping by to his place better den we meet each other in the MRT green line. so i rush myself and able to catch him in time. and have breakfast at his place. he said he so wanna hugged me but bcoz he is in his uniform. so unable to. this is 1 of de problem for me n him during his booking in and out. we cant touch 1 n other -.- STUPID RULES!!! den he always keep me a reluctant look. den i always make him to hug me but he cant! LOL =X
I DELETED THE PHOTOS BECAUSE ITS NOT ALLOW TO SHOW WHEN HE IS WEARING UNIFORM =.=
this is so dam kuku
HE IS SMART OK! so dam smart isn't he? but he always look so dam unwilling when he is taking photos with his uniform. bcoz its either is booking in or booking out and 2 days after tat nid to go bak. LOL!!
and i noe i look dam ugly in those pictures. bcoz my face dunno slim till like wat shyt! i will try gaining back my weight :)
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P.S Barby, You're One In a Million
