Sunday, July 19, 2009
我们是两颗会痛的石头 - 萧敬腾 new song. the meaning is nice.
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there is more photos in his phone. yst forget to send to me den upload. shall do it later (:
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Friday
went to work. lucky with friend motivation i manage to keep working till de end. i really hate de environment there right nw. after work, as usual return home to slack around. den headed off early to fetch BF from pasir ris.
he slim down again. T_T looking at him, i can really see he is going thru so pain hardships.
anyway, i reached there early. and this time i left hse an hr earlier. i manage to reach b4 him. this den call fetching ma! >=(( b4 tat i always left earlier oso late. HA! this time caught it le. plus BF bus happens to reach later. ^.^V *twist*
ok den after that off to KFC for dinner. even thou he is so dam slim nw. but i still worries his intake. coz i scare he grow fat and got confine! hais* stress..
den during the night, i dun wanna catch midnight movie. so we went off to meet his friends at Chinatown pub. drank a lil play a lil ate a lil. den cab home. chat alot with BF. but bcoz of police kept patrolling around and its already 3AM so we headed home.
Saturday
We met up around 12PM for lunch cum breakfast at bugis. Pastamania.. den off to get what i wanted. then bought rochor beancurd n egg tart home to eat. while gng home, BF tempt mango sago. so we ate it at a small dessert stall.
he is the 1 use to complain that this mango sago sour sour de. yet he is tempting it. -___- sometimes i dun understand guys oso! LOL
reached home, slack around. spent some loving time tgt den we played Department 42 - Mystery Case files.
BF:" baby, u issit downloaded this file at 2007 den now come hao lian to me say u noe how to play den ownself high?"
BF, u kuku ok! u lousy say lousy!
while having beancurd n egg tart! we was arguing about this game. actually was having fun la. but we always argue! LOL.. ok den super duper rush after that. coz we slack too much. den haven prepare to go out.
ok, den we off to clark quay with parents for food fair. it was a SO-SO la. not really scam. food was alright. just that isnt full. so we went up to have normal meals. den we separate ways with parent. coz clark quay really sux? im so sick of there.
the CHAP-LESS laksa. its so dam -____-ll its just laksa without sauce la. yet we knew it and still go buy. LOL
in between it i had a serious tiff with BF. now both of us.... even thou we are quarreling. but both are us still so happy. even thou its angry. coz we are still beside each other arguing. and i really sees it. coz i always like to hit off BF hands while we are arguing. but yet, we hold onto each other while quarreling. well, mayb u guys wont get what i mean here.
but just that time is so dam cram n precious for us right nw. i always think that i have endless conversation with BF. coz both of us really can talk alot. we can discuss all sorts, kind of things n rubbish. we understand both of us much but stubborn enuff to argue it off luh..
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we didnt go anywhere. just head off home to spent time tgt again. i just love to see BF pawning in DOTA. and my skills muz have drop! coz in the past only BF play with me. nw!! i can only AI.
look at his serious-ness, but he still will ans me de la. so whatever! LOL
and i was SUAN-ing his item after mins of playing. actually the item its ok la! but i just love to disturb him. LOL
and he was owning la! double killing and so on and even get into GODLIKE? anyway he is using my Garena character! coz he self claim that using my character its very smooth. as in, he get to win easily and always its a full game.
BUT AFTER THAT!
MUAH HAHAHA! he got killed by a SA. bcoz of? BF is too greedy! HP so lil still dun wan go back heal.
* believe me, he sure will say he got gang up after reading my post * -____-ll
POKE UR FATS!! )): no fat. u still dare to luff. HUMPF!
see the 2 tone
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seriously la dear! u shud noe im making fun! yet u smile at de camera. _l_ u ah!!
BF, why u look so charming huh? loves*
*RANDOM
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seriously speaking. whether its childish or not. i really ok with his army life right nw. even thou i noe he nid to slim down alot, sweat alot. sleepless night. tough life.. soggy food. being torture and so on la. but which guy no nid to go thru right now? and im oso happy enuff that he got into a good Company. welfare was ok. only strict that no food is allow and no weight gain. but i think its ok. its healthy.
his bunk mate, even thou i dunno why i started to dislike it already. but BF able to stay neutral with them den there is nth to worry about le. and sometimes i really think that me as a GF really care n worry too much about him. when he is already 20. why i care so much? LOL i even got named by his bunk mate as 24HR GF. sounds bad to me. but BF say is good.
i just like to be there for him no matter what. now, there some changes in our life and even thinking. gives mix feeling time to time. so the only way to maintain it right now its our love for both of us.
its really challenge for the both of us. during the start till now. challenges nv end b4. it is really tough. being in relationship really isnt easy. compromising really dam important.
BF, i hope the both of us can keep the promises that we have made to each other. trust n promises is really very important for the both of us right now.
Sunday
i noe, time passes so dam fast. BF nagging about booking in early today. it is so dam torturing for me actually. i rather not send him to Pasir Ris. u think la! u got to walk away 1st lei. i where got so much courage each time. .... but i just have to. very unbearable. but in a wink. he is beside me again. i just will look forward each time. even right now oso. hurts.. but so what! he is still beside me! cherish every moment rather the waste de time thinking of bad things. ((:
off to prepare and find BF le! CYA
