Monday, August 31, 2009
Very fast, a day have passed. i only have the sight of you getting down the bus reaching towards me giving me a very warm n sweet smile calling me baby.
"when i see your smile, tears roll down my face" - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
we didnt cherish that 4 days well. we quarrel through out till your book in on Sunday, leading me right now deep deep missing u. is it because i am not grown up yet? why i always have this kind of unwanted feeling in me yet other girls is doing so well like u said?
doing things making myself busy isnt doing anything good. i dislike to listen to songs no matter what. be it a happy 1 or a sad 1. your image is all over my head.
"You never said, you never said, you never said that it would be this hard"
"Can you hear me when I call your name?
When I call your name" - Daughtry, Chris
time and time we sat down and talked. we shared. till today.. things have nv got better. but we are holding on strong. we left each other.. back facing back.. eventually we walked up towards each other face to face again. recalling back those days you left me alone.
"If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own,
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sing till it dies
If you leave me tonight." - Secondhand Serenade
i was so drunk that night. u left me all alone in the dark. you even angry over me the next day. i gave in..
u did, i gave.
u did, i gave.
u did, i gave.
u did, i gave.... when i did.. you show.. i have never walked out of you.. but u pushed me away with your words. "Bye" remembering the past. i felt so much loved by you. right now.. i dunno issit bcoz of army or bcoz like u said.. u really see the importance of me. but u didnt show..
"Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing." - Secondhand Serenade
i do not noe whether i am or not. like u said b4 i am a cry baby. i cry when im sad.. i cry when im pain.. i cry when im happy. but i will never ever cry if i walk away.. those tears i have shed for you.. right now.. enough to flood the city.. thinking back.. u always ought to give up.. i cry to you.. talking to you.. explaining to you.. loving you.. not giving up on you.. whenever i whine...
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"Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
Almost lovers always do" - One Fine Frenzy
i miss you so much even thou so much things happened b4. its my 1st time being with some1 younger than me.. there isnot much difference. but i am still a girl standing on my own without my mom. i got to learn things all by myself ever since i am 2.. i am still stupid to certain things.. right now... i dunno why am i feel so helpless.. i've got a huge feeling that i will cry out loud again once u call...
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Me: i dunno what to have for dinner. barby, give me some suggestion?
Him: if you have the effort to go downstairs alot things to buy and eat de ah. can buy small bites. fried chicken, soup.. alot alot de wor at ur market.
Me: today monday most of it close la. i trying to save some more on de weekdays so i can spent more on the weekends with u. maybe i shud just SLIM! =X
Him: Wa piang dear ah you where got fat dao sia! zzz nothing for you to slim liao la dear!
Me: Thigh la! so flabby!
Him: Dear that 1 baby fats lai de lei! i want that 1 luh!! dun you destroy it k! its ok de baby. i love the way you are right now.. dun slim k! muacks, pinch face*
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LOL!!! i remembering promising you that once u get to 90kg i will be 55kg. but i bargain with u and promise u instead of 55kg i get to 50kg 1st. but when u got to 96kg i am still 47kg x= and even drop to 44kg that time.. =X lucky i didnt fulfill my promised x= bcoz you are 84KG right now!! HUMPF!! u better fat back abit once after ur POP!!!
"when i see your smile, tears roll down my face" - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
we didnt cherish that 4 days well. we quarrel through out till your book in on Sunday, leading me right now deep deep missing u. is it because i am not grown up yet? why i always have this kind of unwanted feeling in me yet other girls is doing so well like u said?
doing things making myself busy isnt doing anything good. i dislike to listen to songs no matter what. be it a happy 1 or a sad 1. your image is all over my head.
"You never said, you never said, you never said that it would be this hard"
"Can you hear me when I call your name?
When I call your name" - Daughtry, Chris
time and time we sat down and talked. we shared. till today.. things have nv got better. but we are holding on strong. we left each other.. back facing back.. eventually we walked up towards each other face to face again. recalling back those days you left me alone.
"If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own,
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sing till it dies
If you leave me tonight." - Secondhand Serenade
i was so drunk that night. u left me all alone in the dark. you even angry over me the next day. i gave in..
u did, i gave.
u did, i gave.
u did, i gave.
u did, i gave.... when i did.. you show.. i have never walked out of you.. but u pushed me away with your words. "Bye" remembering the past. i felt so much loved by you. right now.. i dunno issit bcoz of army or bcoz like u said.. u really see the importance of me. but u didnt show..
"Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing." - Secondhand Serenade
i do not noe whether i am or not. like u said b4 i am a cry baby. i cry when im sad.. i cry when im pain.. i cry when im happy. but i will never ever cry if i walk away.. those tears i have shed for you.. right now.. enough to flood the city.. thinking back.. u always ought to give up.. i cry to you.. talking to you.. explaining to you.. loving you.. not giving up on you.. whenever i whine...
....
....
....
"Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
Almost lovers always do" - One Fine Frenzy
i miss you so much even thou so much things happened b4. its my 1st time being with some1 younger than me.. there is
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Me: i dunno what to have for dinner. barby, give me some suggestion?
Him: if you have the effort to go downstairs alot things to buy and eat de ah. can buy small bites. fried chicken, soup.. alot alot de wor at ur market.
Me: today monday most of it close la. i trying to save some more on de weekdays so i can spent more on the weekends with u. maybe i shud just SLIM! =X
Him: Wa piang dear ah you where got fat dao sia! zzz nothing for you to slim liao la dear!
Me: Thigh la! so flabby!
Him: Dear that 1 baby fats lai de lei! i want that 1 luh!! dun you destroy it k! its ok de baby. i love the way you are right now.. dun slim k! muacks, pinch face*
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LOL!!! i remembering promising you that once u get to 90kg i will be 55kg. but i bargain with u and promise u instead of 55kg i get to 50kg 1st. but when u got to 96kg i am still 47kg x= and even drop to 44kg that time.. =X lucky i didnt fulfill my promised x= bcoz you are 84KG right now!! HUMPF!! u better fat back abit once after ur POP!!!
Sunday, August 30, 2009
looking at the calender. it is coming nearer to POP. but if u count in days/hour is rather far. haven ease down due to yesterday and previously. weekend is getting disastrous den usual. no 1 noes how long can we hold on but who cares? atm i still with him. is near to 10AM right now. i rmb saying this yst at 10PM. 12 hrs gone. why is time passes so fast. i haven really cherish this 4 days well. terrible ): but all i can do is only cry? asthma isnt getting any better. pump finishing soon. every single night i nid to pump at least twice. weather problem even thou i like it to be these way (:
we have catched Final D4. well i think is super duper sucks. i so much wanting to watch the proposal. but Bf seems not really interested with it. keep hearing how good is it makes me drool -____-. my fren can even give it 10/10! mayb i shall watch it alone next weekdays since im resting for next week instead of working.
i shall make it short as i am going to prepare to meet Bf at tpy for lunch at KFC again ><
dinner at Hot tomato - PS.. the food was SO-SO. $30 for the both of us. Bf have sirloin and i have prawns. i like the mushroom soup more then the main. >< Bf got the bill. so i didnt whine that much thou. bcoz we have hard time deciding what for dinner. i always have temptation and craving over food. but when the food is in front of me. i got no more feeling to it anymore -____- *dun blame me*
Bf's cam night mode really not good. but bcoz there is still ppl behind us tats why i didnt want to use my phone. de flash is terrible for mine -___- anyway the focus was on the cap. (: BBs'
i got dam bored while trying to push my sh!t out and saw this poor piyo being stuck behind water pipe for months and finally brother is using it to play? -____-
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i really dunno what will happen to my blog tag later on bcoz of this. but well I DONT CARE?
LOL!!! LOL!!!! Bf wanna made me laugh yst so he put on my hairband and slotted it with my tie hair thingy while i am making hot those dim sum. so i acted that i didnt notice and sneak out with my HP and SNAP it suddenly. its blur but i am satisfied x=
i hope these photos never end.
i still loads to say but time is tight and i got to get rdy. SO!! GONE
we have catched Final D4. well i think is super duper sucks. i so much wanting to watch the proposal. but Bf seems not really interested with it. keep hearing how good is it makes me drool -____-. my fren can even give it 10/10! mayb i shall watch it alone next weekdays since im resting for next week instead of working.
i shall make it short as i am going to prepare to meet Bf at tpy for lunch at KFC again ><
dinner at Hot tomato - PS.. the food was SO-SO. $30 for the both of us. Bf have sirloin and i have prawns. i like the mushroom soup more then the main. >< Bf got the bill. so i didnt whine that much thou. bcoz we have hard time deciding what for dinner. i always have temptation and craving over food. but when the food is in front of me. i got no more feeling to it anymore -____- *dun blame me*
Bf's cam night mode really not good. but bcoz there is still ppl behind us tats why i didnt want to use my phone. de flash is terrible for mine -___- anyway the focus was on the cap. (: BBs'
i got dam bored while trying to push my sh!t out and saw this poor piyo being stuck behind water pipe for months and finally brother is using it to play? -____-
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i really dunno what will happen to my blog tag later on bcoz of this. but well I DONT CARE?
LOL!!! LOL!!!! Bf wanna made me laugh yst so he put on my hairband and slotted it with my tie hair thingy while i am making hot those dim sum. so i acted that i didnt notice and sneak out with my HP and SNAP it suddenly. its blur but i am satisfied x=
i hope these photos never end.
i still loads to say but time is tight and i got to get rdy. SO!! GONE
Friday, August 21, 2009
have been working for 4 days. today i off myself. shouldnt have off.. coz i worry i couldnt manage thru so many days. which actually i can (:
i rmb having this for dinner on wednesday
this week is totally a sinful week for me. breakfast is always milk and butter cookies. but! i still eat at work place. total 2 breakfast. pan fried butter salmon, fried rice, bubble tea, fried pork cutlet etc -____- and yet few hours later i ate ramen and pork cheeks/pork belly for lunch. luckily i like walking home from boon keng. instead of taking str8 bus home.
and work place tortoise finally come home! LOL! it gone missing on sunday but i found him near the door way yst. SO DAM FUNNY!
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as i was watching 花样男子 just now on ppstream. i misses boy so much. for the whole of yst.. my mind is friday instead of thursday. always coming to the near of book out, i misses BF so much.
i really prays for HT's BF is alright. coz the feeling really isnt good. cousin is asking extra ticket for me during POP. i cant wait to see BF throwing away his jockey cap tat day. HAHA! and he really slimmed so much. *heartaches* i am going to make him a surprise tml. ever since he got into army. i haven really make him any food besides the steam chicken. coz he is always craving for KFC. finally this time he ask for me decision. i am tempting niwa sushi! i love eating cheap.
and right nw is still drizzling. i cant go out to buy ingredients. >=((
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i suddenly dunno why so misses the time when u pad my head, twice. the feeling.. the way u looked at me. right now, i misses that pair of eye. u always gave me that feeling thru ur eye. i misses that feeling more then wanna hug you right now. u always say u wanna protect me. the way u grab hold tightly of my hand when walking thru the crowd. the way u walked quickly approaching the door just to open for me. the way u pull out the chair for me. the way u wanna hold onto my bag for me. the way u blow away de heat from food and feed it into my mouth.
thursday we quarrel terribly. once again, you hold onto me. those words u said to me. the way we both teared. i noe you are those type of guy who dont cry easily. not even tear. but yet, time and time u cry for me. tears for me. i have 358 saved msges from u. 1000+ msg in my inbox. all is the love u have send me during camp. u nv fail to cheer me up.
but i really wish to noe. why are u always making me cry! miss u oso cry, happy oso cry, angry oso cry, laugh oso can cry. rmb back those times when those third party appeared, how both of us forgive each other.. i feel so bliss right now. but.. how long can this last?
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OK i dun wan emo! BF! u promised to stock up my room with food this weekend! make sure u fulfill ur promises ok! i wan papaya milk, butter cookie, famous amos, honey star, sugar biscuit, chips, packet drinks.. opps =x issit abit too much? and stop shouting at me for finishing those cookies so fast! i cant live without them ok? =x
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BF having live range today. 9 hours more for him to contact me. finally the rain stopped! i nid to wash my clothes asap and rushed to ntuc b4 it starts raining again, i hope not.
P.S i love you
I will be waitting for you
看着天上的星星
我会想到你
i rmb having this for dinner on wednesday
this week is totally a sinful week for me. breakfast is always milk and butter cookies. but! i still eat at work place. total 2 breakfast. pan fried butter salmon, fried rice, bubble tea, fried pork cutlet etc -____- and yet few hours later i ate ramen and pork cheeks/pork belly for lunch. luckily i like walking home from boon keng. instead of taking str8 bus home.
and work place tortoise finally come home! LOL! it gone missing on sunday but i found him near the door way yst. SO DAM FUNNY!
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as i was watching 花样男子 just now on ppstream. i misses boy so much. for the whole of yst.. my mind is friday instead of thursday. always coming to the near of book out, i misses BF so much.
i really prays for HT's BF is alright. coz the feeling really isnt good. cousin is asking extra ticket for me during POP. i cant wait to see BF throwing away his jockey cap tat day. HAHA! and he really slimmed so much. *heartaches* i am going to make him a surprise tml. ever since he got into army. i haven really make him any food besides the steam chicken. coz he is always craving for KFC. finally this time he ask for me decision. i am tempting niwa sushi! i love eating cheap.
and right nw is still drizzling. i cant go out to buy ingredients. >=((
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i suddenly dunno why so misses the time when u pad my head, twice. the feeling.. the way u looked at me. right now, i misses that pair of eye. u always gave me that feeling thru ur eye. i misses that feeling more then wanna hug you right now. u always say u wanna protect me. the way u grab hold tightly of my hand when walking thru the crowd. the way u walked quickly approaching the door just to open for me. the way u pull out the chair for me. the way u wanna hold onto my bag for me. the way u blow away de heat from food and feed it into my mouth.
thursday we quarrel terribly. once again, you hold onto me. those words u said to me. the way we both teared. i noe you are those type of guy who dont cry easily. not even tear. but yet, time and time u cry for me. tears for me. i have 358 saved msges from u. 1000+ msg in my inbox. all is the love u have send me during camp. u nv fail to cheer me up.
but i really wish to noe. why are u always making me cry! miss u oso cry, happy oso cry, angry oso cry, laugh oso can cry. rmb back those times when those third party appeared, how both of us forgive each other.. i feel so bliss right now. but.. how long can this last?
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OK i dun wan emo! BF! u promised to stock up my room with food this weekend! make sure u fulfill ur promises ok! i wan papaya milk, butter cookie, famous amos, honey star, sugar biscuit, chips, packet drinks.. opps =x issit abit too much? and stop shouting at me for finishing those cookies so fast! i cant live without them ok? =x
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BF having live range today. 9 hours more for him to contact me. finally the rain stopped! i nid to wash my clothes asap and rushed to ntuc b4 it starts raining again, i hope not.
P.S i love you
I will be waitting for you
看着天上的星星
我会想到你
Monday, August 17, 2009
OK! got influence by HuiTing. so i got the urge to blog while waiting for BF's phone call.
Saturday
went to fetch him at 1PM+. as usual KFC for lunch. even if i forget to bring my coupon, how expensive is the set without coupon. he still insist to have it for lunch -___- for all book out we have been eating tat for lunch or dinner luhs -____-
ok den! went to get Mr Bean de green tea cake for BF. bcoz i was whining the whole week about how good de bean cake is. BF say its too sweet. but i think is tempting. LOL! ok den bus39 back to khatib! den off to Suntec coz BF wanna bring me to toy museum. wat i think that it is actually kinda waste of time luh. bcoz nth to see de lei. those cos players really dam cmi -____- either the wig nv wear properly or the looks really dunno like wat. [no offense] i dont really feel good in there as i too long no contact with crowds le. but ok la.
i am a fan of Gundam b4 ok!
i dunno who is he cos playing. S.W.A.T? LOL! i oso ask BF to wear his full amour here. prone down and stay still. he was like laughing like mad when i asked him to.
this Joker really joker -___- just right after i snap him. he jump right str8 infront of me. creeps me out. i was like WTF! lols. i mean his face is really right in front of me. scary -____-
BATMAN oso shopping the OK!?
lucifer! BF! faster book out le PEI WO DOTA!!
there are many pretty dolls being dressed up in different season and country. personally i like this 2. :D so pretty!
nw i kinda regret didnt buy it when BF keep asking me wan anot =((
this slim pig slimmed nearly 14KG within 3 months. PLEASE EAT SHYT LUH U! so slim nw. HUMPF!
after tat i am super hungry. oso cant decide wat to eat. so ended up in xin wang. i had my fav luncheon meat sandwich and BF have baked rice. ok at that moment i feel so bad. BF didnt ordered properly of what i wanted. which he miss away the EGG thingy and egg is my life! so made a big fuss out of it. ok i noe, i am being super demanding and unreasonable bcoz i throw black face thruout de whole meal when BF kept apologizing and didnt really touch his baked rice when is hot. ended up he having cold baked rice for dinner ): sorry hub. but really luh! de baked rice so peppery la. and sandwich without egg taste good oso bcoz its with u xD
SO! after that we headed home to slack till late night den off to Orchard for Where got ghost. 7/10 for it ba. i think is SUPER LAME! but is funny. i like the 3rd story. is super true for nearly every family. 2nd story is ok. but 1st story is so dam FUNNY! esp the "sugar-free" part.
after show is near 2AM le. had mac for supper and watch arsenal VS everton live. after that as BF as sprained his leg, we took cab home instead of walking home.
day ended around 4AM
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Sunday
woke up at 7.30AM bcoz dam reluctant BF booking in. dad fetch me to AMK station as he is going bird shop with brother. headed to BF house. his mom made us sashimi, sushi and banana milk for lunch. slack around BF house, den left early to pasir ris for KFC. BF actually have 2 weeks MC. but he requested for 3 days but he still booked in. coz is only leg problem. not fever. so, now is already end of monday. have no idea when BF booking out. but hope it is on friday. NO RT pls.
work is fine today. Kanoi is back to japan for a week. FREE! had pan fried butter salmon for breakfast :D and work place ramen for lunch. FAT!!
is 9.06PM already. BF haven call yet. guess he having a long RO today.
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P.S please be well. Prays*
feifei is really getting fatter each day xD
[BF's hammy has just passed away recently due to a lump on his neck. ): we suspect is cancer, RIP hammy]
RIP
browsing back my photobucket..
i look so fat last time. and BF look so slimmed. LOL!!
my fav IKEA toy!!
last time so fat (: nw so skinny ):
it has been 3 months. and now i am still missing my HAIR!!
*GONE!
Saturday
went to fetch him at 1PM+. as usual KFC for lunch. even if i forget to bring my coupon, how expensive is the set without coupon. he still insist to have it for lunch -___- for all book out we have been eating tat for lunch or dinner luhs -____-
ok den! went to get Mr Bean de green tea cake for BF. bcoz i was whining the whole week about how good de bean cake is. BF say its too sweet. but i think is tempting. LOL! ok den bus39 back to khatib! den off to Suntec coz BF wanna bring me to toy museum. wat i think that it is actually kinda waste of time luh. bcoz nth to see de lei. those cos players really dam cmi -____- either the wig nv wear properly or the looks really dunno like wat. [no offense] i dont really feel good in there as i too long no contact with crowds le. but ok la.
i am a fan of Gundam b4 ok!
i dunno who is he cos playing. S.W.A.T? LOL! i oso ask BF to wear his full amour here. prone down and stay still. he was like laughing like mad when i asked him to.
this Joker really joker -___- just right after i snap him. he jump right str8 infront of me. creeps me out. i was like WTF! lols. i mean his face is really right in front of me. scary -____-
BATMAN oso shopping the OK!?
lucifer! BF! faster book out le PEI WO DOTA!!
there are many pretty dolls being dressed up in different season and country. personally i like this 2. :D so pretty!
nw i kinda regret didnt buy it when BF keep asking me wan anot =((
this slim pig slimmed nearly 14KG within 3 months. PLEASE EAT SHYT LUH U! so slim nw. HUMPF!
after tat i am super hungry. oso cant decide wat to eat. so ended up in xin wang. i had my fav luncheon meat sandwich and BF have baked rice. ok at that moment i feel so bad. BF didnt ordered properly of what i wanted. which he miss away the EGG thingy and egg is my life! so made a big fuss out of it. ok i noe, i am being super demanding and unreasonable bcoz i throw black face thruout de whole meal when BF kept apologizing and didnt really touch his baked rice when is hot. ended up he having cold baked rice for dinner ): sorry hub. but really luh! de baked rice so peppery la. and sandwich without egg taste good oso bcoz its with u xD
SO! after that we headed home to slack till late night den off to Orchard for Where got ghost. 7/10 for it ba. i think is SUPER LAME! but is funny. i like the 3rd story. is super true for nearly every family. 2nd story is ok. but 1st story is so dam FUNNY! esp the "sugar-free" part.
after show is near 2AM le. had mac for supper and watch arsenal VS everton live. after that as BF as sprained his leg, we took cab home instead of walking home.
day ended around 4AM
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Sunday
woke up at 7.30AM bcoz dam reluctant BF booking in. dad fetch me to AMK station as he is going bird shop with brother. headed to BF house. his mom made us sashimi, sushi and banana milk for lunch. slack around BF house, den left early to pasir ris for KFC. BF actually have 2 weeks MC. but he requested for 3 days but he still booked in. coz is only leg problem. not fever. so, now is already end of monday. have no idea when BF booking out. but hope it is on friday. NO RT pls.
work is fine today. Kanoi is back to japan for a week. FREE! had pan fried butter salmon for breakfast :D and work place ramen for lunch. FAT!!
is 9.06PM already. BF haven call yet. guess he having a long RO today.
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P.S please be well. Prays*
feifei is really getting fatter each day xD
[BF's hammy has just passed away recently due to a lump on his neck. ): we suspect is cancer, RIP hammy]
RIP
browsing back my photobucket..
i look so fat last time. and BF look so slimmed. LOL!!
my fav IKEA toy!!
last time so fat (: nw so skinny ):
it has been 3 months. and now i am still missing my HAIR!!
*GONE!
Friday, August 14, 2009
* *Baby Baby*, 第一次见到你，我就知道你是 *让我心动的人*... 有了你，我才真真的*发现爱*, what is *L-O-V-E*..
跟你在一起时，希望 *冻结* 时间，*忘记* 一切的烦恼..
看不到你时， 我就有*无尽的思念*..
想对你说， 在这世界里，有个人一直想着你...那 *就是我*..
And finally, 我只想.. 只想.. *只对你说*..
Dear.. 我爱你!
没有人可以取代你在我心里的地位。
realize those words inside it? this msg is wrote by BF when we just started being together :D he knows i like JJ. so he made a love msg using JJ song's title.
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Sorry didnt update luhs! was busy with work. alright ever since Tuesday BF has booked in. i kept myself busy all day. movies, work, sleeping, slacking, eating and so on. and recently i have been a big eater. plus dad already throw away my weighing machine! so i dunno exactly how much i weigh now ): actually was suppose to fetch BF soon. but due to his MC last time. he nid to complete his 12KM marching. end up! nid RT lor. means tml noon den can book out le ):
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i shall post some out dated pictures.
Book out
i love his Book Outs (:
G.I Joe
Sakae Sushi - look at his poor hands. full of sand fly bitebite!
Chawan Loves Loves (:
BF comparing his BOTAK head with de bowl of ramen! LOL! still my work place taste better right! their ramen sucks -____-
National Day - also our Monthsary
BF got me this as present. and 200G of cookies. i finish it within 3 days -____- terrible me. is actually wanna get me flowers. but luckily he decided on the tableware set which i wanted it long ago. but he got CON by it. this set comes with a lid. but the sales person insisted that there is no lid. plus BF already paid for it already.
Feifei eating mantou
SEE! this notti BF with my buttercookie tin. inside is all my stuff. he started to take it all out and place those hair clips all over his spec and BOTAK head. imagine!! -____- i couldnt snap in time. if not he sure will be pleading me to delete it. LOL
SEE HIS FACE -____- so notti.
:D
DOTA again la -____-
IKEA - Kim Gary
i swear! we didnt planned our outfit that day! (: just so coincidental.
usually i go ikea, i like to bring the BIG mouse around where ever i go. and hug it during shopping around. but i didnt bring it around these time. so BF qns me. so he went to take one of it from the toy corner and pass it to me (:
but he got me a smaller version as it is new.
SO! as usual! bringing this mice around shopping in ikea. as we was nearing the counter. i ask BF shud i buy this mice and let it be Feifei's satisfying partner? BF agreed! LOL SO! we queue up. and BF started to say everyone buying big stuff. but we only buy 1 MICE! LOL so he feel kinda stupid, so he pass me the money and asked me to queue myself! bcoz i started to do stupid stunts!
MICEY: "Mummy, i dont wan to go to the custom T_T"
ME: "But, you soon to have a partner u noe? LIVING 1"
in ikea counter. there is this railing for u to rail heavy objects to the counter. or u can just hand carry it to this cashier. but i placed feifei's partner on the railway. frankly speaking. BF n i was luffing mad loud bcoz of this. LOL! and i swear i luff till tear..
and the cashier is laughing too :D BF paid for it and off we go over to giant le!
we spree-ed in giant. we bought lot of snacks! and now i have finish all already. but surprisingly my president papaya milk still left 3 packet! well, i dont bear to finish up ): LOL!
we returned back to Tampines still blur of wat to eat. so BF requested to have kim gary!
i am missing the fried wanton thingy already ):
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this morning work was satisfying due to XY entertainment and chatting. i just love working with the Xs and SY. ok la jimmy uncle too. xD anw! this morning i drank 1 big cup of milk ended up kept shyt-ing -____-
work place. with jimmy uncle behind me.
its only 6.29PM! i still have like 16+ hours to see my notti boy! seriously i think he is blueing right now. coz his bunk mates r getting rdy to book out. but luckily he got lot of partner staying back with him this time.
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i am dam tired right nw and wanna nap. but brother is being so irritating. bad mood! >=(
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its 7.44PM right now. family gone out. no brother irritates me but i still unable to fall asleep even i try to do so just now. so i gonna watch 溏心风暴 again. i love the story line so much. previously BF shared with me about a story regarding a rich guy n his family. is really true that there is no carefree ppl in such world. even thou u r rich, but there is still matters that troubles you. like family snatching over greed and so on. poor family thou to be happier but there is still much more troubles to go thru everyday. i have been thru b4 when i am young. mom give up this family when i was 2. think back about it, i dont really feel hurts thou even i nid a mom so much. but my Dad did a great job. but yet, he is still a demanding dad. as in, he dont really demands on me much. but he has a really bad and hot temper that wat i think i inherited from him. i never wanna change myself until i met this current BF.
each time i thought about what dad said to me b4. i think that it is true. but i do have mom character thou. that is i am sensitive to ppl around me. when they r unhappy or such, i am being affected too. i dislike to see them being irritated or annoyed by my behavior n such. some times when i lay on my bed. thinking about my past n present. thinking about my BF. time really passes so fast. its coming to BF n I being together for 2 yrs. seriously i never had such sweet n cuddly 2 yrs relationship with anyone of my Exs. usually when we about a yr plus things started to change.
me myself isnt the perfect 1, always wanted to has a perfect guy. it is not impossible. is just how i look at him. i also warned myself and often remind myself to stay protected. cause if i falls again this time. it is really a hard 1. we both have given so much for each other till now.
BF told me, as we grow up. we will noe how to handle and stay devoted to each other. ppl do change dont we?
its ironic but its true that often when we quarrel, ended up crying the 1 is me. yet the one who is ignoring is usually him no matter whose fault is it. comes to quarrel, unhappy things kept running thru my head, den i start to spout nonsense and those things we have done in the pass. i do admit i do compare. i always throw BF's dignity and integrity down. i am really a bad GF. but he is also the 1st BF that whenever we started to hang up the phone, i will reflect my own mistakes and try to think of a way to smooth things out. while is more of that 1 who always keep quiet and listen to what i want to say n do. i am a strong headed person. those who noes me well. should understand.
saying about friends. i havent really met someone who understands me totally and will be there for me always besides lilian. i am not trying to boot lick her or so? bcoz there is no advantage for me or her. i noe her ever since i am in Sec1. but we arent close till we got into Sec3. speaking the truth i dont really like her during the start. bcoz of her girly voice n too friendly toward the guys. LOL! but indeed she is a good friend.
she will sms me or call me whenever there is nth going on just to say hi to me. she will send me updates or email me. when i am bored or lonely, i can just give her a miss her and she will calls me back just to spent time with me. and frankly speaking, i am willing to listen to her rant n nonsense even thou is really useless kind. bcoz she is 1 friend that stood by me till nw that nv fails to continue our friendship. we seldom contact each other. but we still able to talk no matter wat. we share everything. as in not totally la, but most of it. even when she is attached, she is find the time to contact me or meet me up at a nearby place just to say HI and BYE.
friends i dont nid to have many. just 1 good BFF is enuff for me. Thanks GF. (:
its 8PM now. seriously i am missing BF so so much.
跟你在一起时，希望 *冻结* 时间，*忘记* 一切的烦恼..
看不到你时， 我就有*无尽的思念*..
想对你说， 在这世界里，有个人一直想着你...那 *就是我*..
And finally, 我只想.. 只想.. *只对你说*..
Dear.. 我爱你!
没有人可以取代你在我心里的地位。
realize those words inside it? this msg is wrote by BF when we just started being together :D he knows i like JJ. so he made a love msg using JJ song's title.
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Sorry didnt update luhs! was busy with work. alright ever since Tuesday BF has booked in. i kept myself busy all day. movies, work, sleeping, slacking, eating and so on. and recently i have been a big eater. plus dad already throw away my weighing machine! so i dunno exactly how much i weigh now ): actually was suppose to fetch BF soon. but due to his MC last time. he nid to complete his 12KM marching. end up! nid RT lor. means tml noon den can book out le ):
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i shall post some out dated pictures.
Book out
i love his Book Outs (:
G.I Joe
Sakae Sushi - look at his poor hands. full of sand fly bitebite!
Chawan Loves Loves (:
BF comparing his BOTAK head with de bowl of ramen! LOL! still my work place taste better right! their ramen sucks -____-
National Day - also our Monthsary
BF got me this as present. and 200G of cookies. i finish it within 3 days -____- terrible me. is actually wanna get me flowers. but luckily he decided on the tableware set which i wanted it long ago. but he got CON by it. this set comes with a lid. but the sales person insisted that there is no lid. plus BF already paid for it already.
Feifei eating mantou
SEE! this notti BF with my buttercookie tin. inside is all my stuff. he started to take it all out and place those hair clips all over his spec and BOTAK head. imagine!! -____- i couldnt snap in time. if not he sure will be pleading me to delete it. LOL
SEE HIS FACE -____- so notti.
:D
DOTA again la -____-
IKEA - Kim Gary
i swear! we didnt planned our outfit that day! (: just so coincidental.
usually i go ikea, i like to bring the BIG mouse around where ever i go. and hug it during shopping around. but i didnt bring it around these time. so BF qns me. so he went to take one of it from the toy corner and pass it to me (:
but he got me a smaller version as it is new.
SO! as usual! bringing this mice around shopping in ikea. as we was nearing the counter. i ask BF shud i buy this mice and let it be Feifei's satisfying partner? BF agreed! LOL SO! we queue up. and BF started to say everyone buying big stuff. but we only buy 1 MICE! LOL so he feel kinda stupid, so he pass me the money and asked me to queue myself! bcoz i started to do stupid stunts!
MICEY: "Mummy, i dont wan to go to the custom T_T"
ME: "But, you soon to have a partner u noe? LIVING 1"
in ikea counter. there is this railing for u to rail heavy objects to the counter. or u can just hand carry it to this cashier. but i placed feifei's partner on the railway. frankly speaking. BF n i was luffing mad loud bcoz of this. LOL! and i swear i luff till tear..
and the cashier is laughing too :D BF paid for it and off we go over to giant le!
we spree-ed in giant. we bought lot of snacks! and now i have finish all already. but surprisingly my president papaya milk still left 3 packet! well, i dont bear to finish up ): LOL!
we returned back to Tampines still blur of wat to eat. so BF requested to have kim gary!
i am missing the fried wanton thingy already ):
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this morning work was satisfying due to XY entertainment and chatting. i just love working with the Xs and SY. ok la jimmy uncle too. xD anw! this morning i drank 1 big cup of milk ended up kept shyt-ing -____-
work place. with jimmy uncle behind me.
its only 6.29PM! i still have like 16+ hours to see my notti boy! seriously i think he is blueing right now. coz his bunk mates r getting rdy to book out. but luckily he got lot of partner staying back with him this time.
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i am dam tired right nw and wanna nap. but brother is being so irritating. bad mood! >=(
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its 7.44PM right now. family gone out. no brother irritates me but i still unable to fall asleep even i try to do so just now. so i gonna watch 溏心风暴 again. i love the story line so much. previously BF shared with me about a story regarding a rich guy n his family. is really true that there is no carefree ppl in such world. even thou u r rich, but there is still matters that troubles you. like family snatching over greed and so on. poor family thou to be happier but there is still much more troubles to go thru everyday. i have been thru b4 when i am young. mom give up this family when i was 2. think back about it, i dont really feel hurts thou even i nid a mom so much. but my Dad did a great job. but yet, he is still a demanding dad. as in, he dont really demands on me much. but he has a really bad and hot temper that wat i think i inherited from him. i never wanna change myself until i met this current BF.
each time i thought about what dad said to me b4. i think that it is true. but i do have mom character thou. that is i am sensitive to ppl around me. when they r unhappy or such, i am being affected too. i dislike to see them being irritated or annoyed by my behavior n such. some times when i lay on my bed. thinking about my past n present. thinking about my BF. time really passes so fast. its coming to BF n I being together for 2 yrs. seriously i never had such sweet n cuddly 2 yrs relationship with anyone of my Exs. usually when we about a yr plus things started to change.
me myself isnt the perfect 1, always wanted to has a perfect guy. it is not impossible. is just how i look at him. i also warned myself and often remind myself to stay protected. cause if i falls again this time. it is really a hard 1. we both have given so much for each other till now.
BF told me, as we grow up. we will noe how to handle and stay devoted to each other. ppl do change dont we?
its ironic but its true that often when we quarrel, ended up crying the 1 is me. yet the one who is ignoring is usually him no matter whose fault is it. comes to quarrel, unhappy things kept running thru my head, den i start to spout nonsense and those things we have done in the pass. i do admit i do compare. i always throw BF's dignity and integrity down. i am really a bad GF. but he is also the 1st BF that whenever we started to hang up the phone, i will reflect my own mistakes and try to think of a way to smooth things out. while is more of that 1 who always keep quiet and listen to what i want to say n do. i am a strong headed person. those who noes me well. should understand.
saying about friends. i havent really met someone who understands me totally and will be there for me always besides lilian. i am not trying to boot lick her or so? bcoz there is no advantage for me or her. i noe her ever since i am in Sec1. but we arent close till we got into Sec3. speaking the truth i dont really like her during the start. bcoz of her girly voice n too friendly toward the guys. LOL! but indeed she is a good friend.
she will sms me or call me whenever there is nth going on just to say hi to me. she will send me updates or email me. when i am bored or lonely, i can just give her a miss her and she will calls me back just to spent time with me. and frankly speaking, i am willing to listen to her rant n nonsense even thou is really useless kind. bcoz she is 1 friend that stood by me till nw that nv fails to continue our friendship. we seldom contact each other. but we still able to talk no matter wat. we share everything. as in not totally la, but most of it. even when she is attached, she is find the time to contact me or meet me up at a nearby place just to say HI and BYE.
friends i dont nid to have many. just 1 good BFF is enuff for me. Thanks GF. (:
its 8PM now. seriously i am missing BF so so much.
