Friday, August 14, 2009
* *Baby Baby*, 第一次见到你，我就知道你是 *让我心动的人*... 有了你，我才真真的*发现爱*, what is *L-O-V-E*..
跟你在一起时，希望 *冻结* 时间，*忘记* 一切的烦恼..
看不到你时， 我就有*无尽的思念*..
想对你说， 在这世界里，有个人一直想着你...那 *就是我*..
And finally, 我只想.. 只想.. *只对你说*..
Dear.. 我爱你!
没有人可以取代你在我心里的地位。
realize those words inside it? this msg is wrote by BF when we just started being together :D he knows i like JJ. so he made a love msg using JJ song's title.
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Sorry didnt update luhs! was busy with work. alright ever since Tuesday BF has booked in. i kept myself busy all day. movies, work, sleeping, slacking, eating and so on. and recently i have been a big eater. plus dad already throw away my weighing machine! so i dunno exactly how much i weigh now ): actually was suppose to fetch BF soon. but due to his MC last time. he nid to complete his 12KM marching. end up! nid RT lor. means tml noon den can book out le ):
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i shall post some out dated pictures.
Book out
i love his Book Outs (:
G.I Joe
Sakae Sushi - look at his poor hands. full of sand fly bitebite!
Chawan Loves Loves (:
BF comparing his BOTAK head with de bowl of ramen! LOL! still my work place taste better right! their ramen sucks -____-
National Day - also our Monthsary
BF got me this as present. and 200G of cookies. i finish it within 3 days -____- terrible me. is actually wanna get me flowers. but luckily he decided on the tableware set which i wanted it long ago. but he got CON by it. this set comes with a lid. but the sales person insisted that there is no lid. plus BF already paid for it already.
Feifei eating mantou
SEE! this notti BF with my buttercookie tin. inside is all my stuff. he started to take it all out and place those hair clips all over his spec and BOTAK head. imagine!! -____- i couldnt snap in time. if not he sure will be pleading me to delete it. LOL
SEE HIS FACE -____- so notti.
:D
DOTA again la -____-
IKEA - Kim Gary
i swear! we didnt planned our outfit that day! (: just so coincidental.
usually i go ikea, i like to bring the BIG mouse around where ever i go. and hug it during shopping around. but i didnt bring it around these time. so BF qns me. so he went to take one of it from the toy corner and pass it to me (:
but he got me a smaller version as it is new.
SO! as usual! bringing this mice around shopping in ikea. as we was nearing the counter. i ask BF shud i buy this mice and let it be Feifei's satisfying partner? BF agreed! LOL SO! we queue up. and BF started to say everyone buying big stuff. but we only buy 1 MICE! LOL so he feel kinda stupid, so he pass me the money and asked me to queue myself! bcoz i started to do stupid stunts!
MICEY: "Mummy, i dont wan to go to the custom T_T"
ME: "But, you soon to have a partner u noe? LIVING 1"
in ikea counter. there is this railing for u to rail heavy objects to the counter. or u can just hand carry it to this cashier. but i placed feifei's partner on the railway. frankly speaking. BF n i was luffing mad loud bcoz of this. LOL! and i swear i luff till tear..
and the cashier is laughing too :D BF paid for it and off we go over to giant le!
we spree-ed in giant. we bought lot of snacks! and now i have finish all already. but surprisingly my president papaya milk still left 3 packet! well, i dont bear to finish up ): LOL!
we returned back to Tampines still blur of wat to eat. so BF requested to have kim gary!
i am missing the fried wanton thingy already ):
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this morning work was satisfying due to XY entertainment and chatting. i just love working with the Xs and SY. ok la jimmy uncle too. xD anw! this morning i drank 1 big cup of milk ended up kept shyt-ing -____-
work place. with jimmy uncle behind me.
its only 6.29PM! i still have like 16+ hours to see my notti boy! seriously i think he is blueing right now. coz his bunk mates r getting rdy to book out. but luckily he got lot of partner staying back with him this time.
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i am dam tired right nw and wanna nap. but brother is being so irritating. bad mood! >=(
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[Edited]
its 7.44PM right now. family gone out. no brother irritates me but i still unable to fall asleep even i try to do so just now. so i gonna watch 溏心风暴 again. i love the story line so much. previously BF shared with me about a story regarding a rich guy n his family. is really true that there is no carefree ppl in such world. even thou u r rich, but there is still matters that troubles you. like family snatching over greed and so on. poor family thou to be happier but there is still much more troubles to go thru everyday. i have been thru b4 when i am young. mom give up this family when i was 2. think back about it, i dont really feel hurts thou even i nid a mom so much. but my Dad did a great job. but yet, he is still a demanding dad. as in, he dont really demands on me much. but he has a really bad and hot temper that wat i think i inherited from him. i never wanna change myself until i met this current BF.
each time i thought about what dad said to me b4. i think that it is true. but i do have mom character thou. that is i am sensitive to ppl around me. when they r unhappy or such, i am being affected too. i dislike to see them being irritated or annoyed by my behavior n such. some times when i lay on my bed. thinking about my past n present. thinking about my BF. time really passes so fast. its coming to BF n I being together for 2 yrs. seriously i never had such sweet n cuddly 2 yrs relationship with anyone of my Exs. usually when we about a yr plus things started to change.
me myself isnt the perfect 1, always wanted to has a perfect guy. it is not impossible. is just how i look at him. i also warned myself and often remind myself to stay protected. cause if i falls again this time. it is really a hard 1. we both have given so much for each other till now.
BF told me, as we grow up. we will noe how to handle and stay devoted to each other. ppl do change dont we?
its ironic but its true that often when we quarrel, ended up crying the 1 is me. yet the one who is ignoring is usually him no matter whose fault is it. comes to quarrel, unhappy things kept running thru my head, den i start to spout nonsense and those things we have done in the pass. i do admit i do compare. i always throw BF's dignity and integrity down. i am really a bad GF. but he is also the 1st BF that whenever we started to hang up the phone, i will reflect my own mistakes and try to think of a way to smooth things out. while is more of that 1 who always keep quiet and listen to what i want to say n do. i am a strong headed person. those who noes me well. should understand.
saying about friends. i havent really met someone who understands me totally and will be there for me always besides lilian. i am not trying to boot lick her or so? bcoz there is no advantage for me or her. i noe her ever since i am in Sec1. but we arent close till we got into Sec3. speaking the truth i dont really like her during the start. bcoz of her girly voice n too friendly toward the guys. LOL! but indeed she is a good friend.
she will sms me or call me whenever there is nth going on just to say hi to me. she will send me updates or email me. when i am bored or lonely, i can just give her a miss her and she will calls me back just to spent time with me. and frankly speaking, i am willing to listen to her rant n nonsense even thou is really useless kind. bcoz she is 1 friend that stood by me till nw that nv fails to continue our friendship. we seldom contact each other. but we still able to talk no matter wat. we share everything. as in not totally la, but most of it. even when she is attached, she is find the time to contact me or meet me up at a nearby place just to say HI and BYE.
friends i dont nid to have many. just 1 good BFF is enuff for me. Thanks GF. (:
its 8PM now. seriously i am missing BF so so much.
跟你在一起时，希望 *冻结* 时间，*忘记* 一切的烦恼..
看不到你时， 我就有*无尽的思念*..
想对你说， 在这世界里，有个人一直想着你...那 *就是我*..
And finally, 我只想.. 只想.. *只对你说*..
Dear.. 我爱你!
没有人可以取代你在我心里的地位。
realize those words inside it? this msg is wrote by BF when we just started being together :D he knows i like JJ. so he made a love msg using JJ song's title.
__
Sorry didnt update luhs! was busy with work. alright ever since Tuesday BF has booked in. i kept myself busy all day. movies, work, sleeping, slacking, eating and so on. and recently i have been a big eater. plus dad already throw away my weighing machine! so i dunno exactly how much i weigh now ): actually was suppose to fetch BF soon. but due to his MC last time. he nid to complete his 12KM marching. end up! nid RT lor. means tml noon den can book out le ):
__
i shall post some out dated pictures.
Book out
i love his Book Outs (:
G.I Joe
Sakae Sushi - look at his poor hands. full of sand fly bitebite!
Chawan Loves Loves (:
BF comparing his BOTAK head with de bowl of ramen! LOL! still my work place taste better right! their ramen sucks -____-
National Day - also our Monthsary
BF got me this as present. and 200G of cookies. i finish it within 3 days -____- terrible me. is actually wanna get me flowers. but luckily he decided on the tableware set which i wanted it long ago. but he got CON by it. this set comes with a lid. but the sales person insisted that there is no lid. plus BF already paid for it already.
Feifei eating mantou
SEE! this notti BF with my buttercookie tin. inside is all my stuff. he started to take it all out and place those hair clips all over his spec and BOTAK head. imagine!! -____- i couldnt snap in time. if not he sure will be pleading me to delete it. LOL
SEE HIS FACE -____- so notti.
:D
DOTA again la -____-
IKEA - Kim Gary
i swear! we didnt planned our outfit that day! (: just so coincidental.
usually i go ikea, i like to bring the BIG mouse around where ever i go. and hug it during shopping around. but i didnt bring it around these time. so BF qns me. so he went to take one of it from the toy corner and pass it to me (:
but he got me a smaller version as it is new.
SO! as usual! bringing this mice around shopping in ikea. as we was nearing the counter. i ask BF shud i buy this mice and let it be Feifei's satisfying partner? BF agreed! LOL SO! we queue up. and BF started to say everyone buying big stuff. but we only buy 1 MICE! LOL so he feel kinda stupid, so he pass me the money and asked me to queue myself! bcoz i started to do stupid stunts!
MICEY: "Mummy, i dont wan to go to the custom T_T"
ME: "But, you soon to have a partner u noe? LIVING 1"
in ikea counter. there is this railing for u to rail heavy objects to the counter. or u can just hand carry it to this cashier. but i placed feifei's partner on the railway. frankly speaking. BF n i was luffing mad loud bcoz of this. LOL! and i swear i luff till tear..
and the cashier is laughing too :D BF paid for it and off we go over to giant le!
we spree-ed in giant. we bought lot of snacks! and now i have finish all already. but surprisingly my president papaya milk still left 3 packet! well, i dont bear to finish up ): LOL!
we returned back to Tampines still blur of wat to eat. so BF requested to have kim gary!
i am missing the fried wanton thingy already ):
__
this morning work was satisfying due to XY entertainment and chatting. i just love working with the Xs and SY. ok la jimmy uncle too. xD anw! this morning i drank 1 big cup of milk ended up kept shyt-ing -____-
work place. with jimmy uncle behind me.
its only 6.29PM! i still have like 16+ hours to see my notti boy! seriously i think he is blueing right now. coz his bunk mates r getting rdy to book out. but luckily he got lot of partner staying back with him this time.
__
i am dam tired right nw and wanna nap. but brother is being so irritating. bad mood! >=(
__
[Edited]
its 7.44PM right now. family gone out. no brother irritates me but i still unable to fall asleep even i try to do so just now. so i gonna watch 溏心风暴 again. i love the story line so much. previously BF shared with me about a story regarding a rich guy n his family. is really true that there is no carefree ppl in such world. even thou u r rich, but there is still matters that troubles you. like family snatching over greed and so on. poor family thou to be happier but there is still much more troubles to go thru everyday. i have been thru b4 when i am young. mom give up this family when i was 2. think back about it, i dont really feel hurts thou even i nid a mom so much. but my Dad did a great job. but yet, he is still a demanding dad. as in, he dont really demands on me much. but he has a really bad and hot temper that wat i think i inherited from him. i never wanna change myself until i met this current BF.
each time i thought about what dad said to me b4. i think that it is true. but i do have mom character thou. that is i am sensitive to ppl around me. when they r unhappy or such, i am being affected too. i dislike to see them being irritated or annoyed by my behavior n such. some times when i lay on my bed. thinking about my past n present. thinking about my BF. time really passes so fast. its coming to BF n I being together for 2 yrs. seriously i never had such sweet n cuddly 2 yrs relationship with anyone of my Exs. usually when we about a yr plus things started to change.
me myself isnt the perfect 1, always wanted to has a perfect guy. it is not impossible. is just how i look at him. i also warned myself and often remind myself to stay protected. cause if i falls again this time. it is really a hard 1. we both have given so much for each other till now.
BF told me, as we grow up. we will noe how to handle and stay devoted to each other. ppl do change dont we?
its ironic but its true that often when we quarrel, ended up crying the 1 is me. yet the one who is ignoring is usually him no matter whose fault is it. comes to quarrel, unhappy things kept running thru my head, den i start to spout nonsense and those things we have done in the pass. i do admit i do compare. i always throw BF's dignity and integrity down. i am really a bad GF. but he is also the 1st BF that whenever we started to hang up the phone, i will reflect my own mistakes and try to think of a way to smooth things out. while is more of that 1 who always keep quiet and listen to what i want to say n do. i am a strong headed person. those who noes me well. should understand.
saying about friends. i havent really met someone who understands me totally and will be there for me always besides lilian. i am not trying to boot lick her or so? bcoz there is no advantage for me or her. i noe her ever since i am in Sec1. but we arent close till we got into Sec3. speaking the truth i dont really like her during the start. bcoz of her girly voice n too friendly toward the guys. LOL! but indeed she is a good friend.
she will sms me or call me whenever there is nth going on just to say hi to me. she will send me updates or email me. when i am bored or lonely, i can just give her a miss her and she will calls me back just to spent time with me. and frankly speaking, i am willing to listen to her rant n nonsense even thou is really useless kind. bcoz she is 1 friend that stood by me till nw that nv fails to continue our friendship. we seldom contact each other. but we still able to talk no matter wat. we share everything. as in not totally la, but most of it. even when she is attached, she is find the time to contact me or meet me up at a nearby place just to say HI and BYE.
friends i dont nid to have many. just 1 good BFF is enuff for me. Thanks GF. (:
its 8PM now. seriously i am missing BF so so much.
