Friday, August 21, 2009
have been working for 4 days. today i off myself. shouldnt have off.. coz i worry i couldnt manage thru so many days. which actually i can (:
i rmb having this for dinner on wednesday
this week is totally a sinful week for me. breakfast is always milk and butter cookies. but! i still eat at work place. total 2 breakfast. pan fried butter salmon, fried rice, bubble tea, fried pork cutlet etc -____- and yet few hours later i ate ramen and pork cheeks/pork belly for lunch. luckily i like walking home from boon keng. instead of taking str8 bus home.
and work place tortoise finally come home! LOL! it gone missing on sunday but i found him near the door way yst. SO DAM FUNNY!
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as i was watching 花样男子 just now on ppstream. i misses boy so much. for the whole of yst.. my mind is friday instead of thursday. always coming to the near of book out, i misses BF so much.
i really prays for HT's BF is alright. coz the feeling really isnt good. cousin is asking extra ticket for me during POP. i cant wait to see BF throwing away his jockey cap tat day. HAHA! and he really slimmed so much. *heartaches* i am going to make him a surprise tml. ever since he got into army. i haven really make him any food besides the steam chicken. coz he is always craving for KFC. finally this time he ask for me decision. i am tempting niwa sushi! i love eating cheap.
and right nw is still drizzling. i cant go out to buy ingredients. >=((
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i suddenly dunno why so misses the time when u pad my head, twice. the feeling.. the way u looked at me. right now, i misses that pair of eye. u always gave me that feeling thru ur eye. i misses that feeling more then wanna hug you right now. u always say u wanna protect me. the way u grab hold tightly of my hand when walking thru the crowd. the way u walked quickly approaching the door just to open for me. the way u pull out the chair for me. the way u wanna hold onto my bag for me. the way u blow away de heat from food and feed it into my mouth.
thursday we quarrel terribly. once again, you hold onto me. those words u said to me. the way we both teared. i noe you are those type of guy who dont cry easily. not even tear. but yet, time and time u cry for me. tears for me. i have 358 saved msges from u. 1000+ msg in my inbox. all is the love u have send me during camp. u nv fail to cheer me up.
but i really wish to noe. why are u always making me cry! miss u oso cry, happy oso cry, angry oso cry, laugh oso can cry. rmb back those times when those third party appeared, how both of us forgive each other.. i feel so bliss right now. but.. how long can this last?
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OK i dun wan emo! BF! u promised to stock up my room with food this weekend! make sure u fulfill ur promises ok! i wan papaya milk, butter cookie, famous amos, honey star, sugar biscuit, chips, packet drinks.. opps =x issit abit too much? and stop shouting at me for finishing those cookies so fast! i cant live without them ok? =x
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BF having live range today. 9 hours more for him to contact me. finally the rain stopped! i nid to wash my clothes asap and rushed to ntuc b4 it starts raining again, i hope not.
P.S i love you
I will be waitting for you
看着天上的星星
我会想到你
i rmb having this for dinner on wednesday
this week is totally a sinful week for me. breakfast is always milk and butter cookies. but! i still eat at work place. total 2 breakfast. pan fried butter salmon, fried rice, bubble tea, fried pork cutlet etc -____- and yet few hours later i ate ramen and pork cheeks/pork belly for lunch. luckily i like walking home from boon keng. instead of taking str8 bus home.
and work place tortoise finally come home! LOL! it gone missing on sunday but i found him near the door way yst. SO DAM FUNNY!
__
as i was watching 花样男子 just now on ppstream. i misses boy so much. for the whole of yst.. my mind is friday instead of thursday. always coming to the near of book out, i misses BF so much.
i really prays for HT's BF is alright. coz the feeling really isnt good. cousin is asking extra ticket for me during POP. i cant wait to see BF throwing away his jockey cap tat day. HAHA! and he really slimmed so much. *heartaches* i am going to make him a surprise tml. ever since he got into army. i haven really make him any food besides the steam chicken. coz he is always craving for KFC. finally this time he ask for me decision. i am tempting niwa sushi! i love eating cheap.
and right nw is still drizzling. i cant go out to buy ingredients. >=((
__
i suddenly dunno why so misses the time when u pad my head, twice. the feeling.. the way u looked at me. right now, i misses that pair of eye. u always gave me that feeling thru ur eye. i misses that feeling more then wanna hug you right now. u always say u wanna protect me. the way u grab hold tightly of my hand when walking thru the crowd. the way u walked quickly approaching the door just to open for me. the way u pull out the chair for me. the way u wanna hold onto my bag for me. the way u blow away de heat from food and feed it into my mouth.
thursday we quarrel terribly. once again, you hold onto me. those words u said to me. the way we both teared. i noe you are those type of guy who dont cry easily. not even tear. but yet, time and time u cry for me. tears for me. i have 358 saved msges from u. 1000+ msg in my inbox. all is the love u have send me during camp. u nv fail to cheer me up.
but i really wish to noe. why are u always making me cry! miss u oso cry, happy oso cry, angry oso cry, laugh oso can cry. rmb back those times when those third party appeared, how both of us forgive each other.. i feel so bliss right now. but.. how long can this last?
__
OK i dun wan emo! BF! u promised to stock up my room with food this weekend! make sure u fulfill ur promises ok! i wan papaya milk, butter cookie, famous amos, honey star, sugar biscuit, chips, packet drinks.. opps =x issit abit too much? and stop shouting at me for finishing those cookies so fast! i cant live without them ok? =x
__
BF having live range today. 9 hours more for him to contact me. finally the rain stopped! i nid to wash my clothes asap and rushed to ntuc b4 it starts raining again, i hope not.
P.S i love you
I will be waitting for you
看着天上的星星
我会想到你
