Monday, August 31, 2009
Very fast, a day have passed. i only have the sight of you getting down the bus reaching towards me giving me a very warm n sweet smile calling me baby.
"when i see your smile, tears roll down my face" - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
we didnt cherish that 4 days well. we quarrel through out till your book in on Sunday, leading me right now deep deep missing u. is it because i am not grown up yet? why i always have this kind of unwanted feeling in me yet other girls is doing so well like u said?
doing things making myself busy isnt doing anything good. i dislike to listen to songs no matter what. be it a happy 1 or a sad 1. your image is all over my head.
"You never said, you never said, you never said that it would be this hard"
"Can you hear me when I call your name?
When I call your name" - Daughtry, Chris
time and time we sat down and talked. we shared. till today.. things have nv got better. but we are holding on strong. we left each other.. back facing back.. eventually we walked up towards each other face to face again. recalling back those days you left me alone.
"If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own,
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sing till it dies
If you leave me tonight." - Secondhand Serenade
i was so drunk that night. u left me all alone in the dark. you even angry over me the next day. i gave in..
u did, i gave.
u did, i gave.
u did, i gave.
u did, i gave.... when i did.. you show.. i have never walked out of you.. but u pushed me away with your words. "Bye" remembering the past. i felt so much loved by you. right now.. i dunno issit bcoz of army or bcoz like u said.. u really see the importance of me. but u didnt show..
"Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing." - Secondhand Serenade
i do not noe whether i am or not. like u said b4 i am a cry baby. i cry when im sad.. i cry when im pain.. i cry when im happy. but i will never ever cry if i walk away.. those tears i have shed for you.. right now.. enough to flood the city.. thinking back.. u always ought to give up.. i cry to you.. talking to you.. explaining to you.. loving you.. not giving up on you.. whenever i whine...
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"Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
Almost lovers always do" - One Fine Frenzy
i miss you so much even thou so much things happened b4. its my 1st time being with some1 younger than me.. there isnot much difference. but i am still a girl standing on my own without my mom. i got to learn things all by myself ever since i am 2.. i am still stupid to certain things.. right now... i dunno why am i feel so helpless.. i've got a huge feeling that i will cry out loud again once u call...
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Me: i dunno what to have for dinner. barby, give me some suggestion?
Him: if you have the effort to go downstairs alot things to buy and eat de ah. can buy small bites. fried chicken, soup.. alot alot de wor at ur market.
Me: today monday most of it close la. i trying to save some more on de weekdays so i can spent more on the weekends with u. maybe i shud just SLIM! =X
Him: Wa piang dear ah you where got fat dao sia! zzz nothing for you to slim liao la dear!
Me: Thigh la! so flabby!
Him: Dear that 1 baby fats lai de lei! i want that 1 luh!! dun you destroy it k! its ok de baby. i love the way you are right now.. dun slim k! muacks, pinch face*
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LOL!!! i remembering promising you that once u get to 90kg i will be 55kg. but i bargain with u and promise u instead of 55kg i get to 50kg 1st. but when u got to 96kg i am still 47kg x= and even drop to 44kg that time.. =X lucky i didnt fulfill my promised x= bcoz you are 84KG right now!! HUMPF!! u better fat back abit once after ur POP!!!
"when i see your smile, tears roll down my face" - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
we didnt cherish that 4 days well. we quarrel through out till your book in on Sunday, leading me right now deep deep missing u. is it because i am not grown up yet? why i always have this kind of unwanted feeling in me yet other girls is doing so well like u said?
doing things making myself busy isnt doing anything good. i dislike to listen to songs no matter what. be it a happy 1 or a sad 1. your image is all over my head.
"You never said, you never said, you never said that it would be this hard"
"Can you hear me when I call your name?
When I call your name" - Daughtry, Chris
time and time we sat down and talked. we shared. till today.. things have nv got better. but we are holding on strong. we left each other.. back facing back.. eventually we walked up towards each other face to face again. recalling back those days you left me alone.
"If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own,
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sing till it dies
If you leave me tonight." - Secondhand Serenade
i was so drunk that night. u left me all alone in the dark. you even angry over me the next day. i gave in..
u did, i gave.
u did, i gave.
u did, i gave.
u did, i gave.... when i did.. you show.. i have never walked out of you.. but u pushed me away with your words. "Bye" remembering the past. i felt so much loved by you. right now.. i dunno issit bcoz of army or bcoz like u said.. u really see the importance of me. but u didnt show..
"Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing." - Secondhand Serenade
i do not noe whether i am or not. like u said b4 i am a cry baby. i cry when im sad.. i cry when im pain.. i cry when im happy. but i will never ever cry if i walk away.. those tears i have shed for you.. right now.. enough to flood the city.. thinking back.. u always ought to give up.. i cry to you.. talking to you.. explaining to you.. loving you.. not giving up on you.. whenever i whine...
....
....
....
"Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
Almost lovers always do" - One Fine Frenzy
i miss you so much even thou so much things happened b4. its my 1st time being with some1 younger than me.. there is
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Me: i dunno what to have for dinner. barby, give me some suggestion?
Him: if you have the effort to go downstairs alot things to buy and eat de ah. can buy small bites. fried chicken, soup.. alot alot de wor at ur market.
Me: today monday most of it close la. i trying to save some more on de weekdays so i can spent more on the weekends with u. maybe i shud just SLIM! =X
Him: Wa piang dear ah you where got fat dao sia! zzz nothing for you to slim liao la dear!
Me: Thigh la! so flabby!
Him: Dear that 1 baby fats lai de lei! i want that 1 luh!! dun you destroy it k! its ok de baby. i love the way you are right now.. dun slim k! muacks, pinch face*
__
LOL!!! i remembering promising you that once u get to 90kg i will be 55kg. but i bargain with u and promise u instead of 55kg i get to 50kg 1st. but when u got to 96kg i am still 47kg x= and even drop to 44kg that time.. =X lucky i didnt fulfill my promised x= bcoz you are 84KG right now!! HUMPF!! u better fat back abit once after ur POP!!!
