Tuesday, September 22, 2009
i got to slowly recall back to all the things i've done recently. LOL!! ok 1st and firstly.
Gerald May You Rest In Peace in the above. Lot and lot of misses. its really shocking to know that you have gone. You will be miss by many.
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later i am meeting Gf to town for Final D again -____- as she has free tickets. and still not sure whether to go for Gerald's funeral not. dam..
Bf reported to his new unit already. he is in the same unit and same course as my cousin b4. so somehow cousin already told him how is it inside. and luckily he is not at the 6th lvl. LOL!! and right now he is telling me that IC2 is the most siong among it. of coz la. you are comparing with a totally slack course lei Bf! IC2 just got 1 or 2 major outfield. while IC1 got nth. LOL! Jys Bf. these 6 days really pass so fast -____- and im back to do things all alone again. diao..
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OK! POP picture i still haven post up yet. cause it is in camera. lazy to slot in the SD card la. LOL!! so Wednesday i met up his mom at Pasir Ris interchange and head to their POP. everything finished quite fast. Proud of Bf! we reached home early, unpacked his bag and NAP till 4 plus. Dota abit then head to YCK stadium Sakura buffet for dinner to celebrate his Mom and Sis birthday.
A bag Hook for his mom as present.
we also got his sis a HJ tshirt from JB F.O.S. she loves it ((:
den following day we headed off to JB.. im sick of there already, i wanna go pelangi de. but Bf dont allow as Hari Raya is coming he worry there will be quite messy so we just stayed at City Sq.
Bf got 2Ts from FOS and a belt. Renoma very chio undies from underwear shop.
he got me a long sleeve from FOS.
We bought a set of couple T as our kappa 1 really CMI already. the whole JB purchases was paid by Bf. Thanks Boy.
At kim gary feeding me de cream soup.
act to be angry! LOL lame -____-
he act to cheer me up. STUPID LUH!
i bought nail polish from face shop as usual and some ding a ling items from random shop. and when i got home i den realize my chameleon purchase is GONE! LOL!! si beh sian la! suan le. den we had kim gary again -____- i actually wanna sushi king de. but Bf want steak den kim gary lor. leave there and reached home around 5 plus.
Friday we wanna go ZOO de. but heavy rain and thunder storm. so go there oso bo hua. den we dropped the idea den we headed off to east coast park to walk around.
we look dam "attention seeking" that day as we Couple everything tgt that day. LOL!
and we got to taste Ben and Jerry latest flavor at Marina Parade Giant. free tasting. luckily not many ppl queuing. i swear that is fucking good!
we had lunch box for mini breaks. i was telling him that was meant to be sited down and eat! but ended up? we only left 2 piece of bread for picnic. LOL!! i took an hr to finish that and he took less den 10mins to finish eating it. -____-
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Saturday and Sunday was just plainly slacking around his and my house. snuggling, dotaing, eating and sleeping tgt. and he really spree food for this 6 days and he gain weight and ME TOO LA! our dinner its always half spring chicken, rice, fries, oyster and so on. how not to be fat? so many days kept eating this.
oh ya, random! AMK basement little jerry cookies is very GOOD! but expensive ~_~
my house
his house
while playing and packing his stuff for his new unit, his stupid air con not working! thruout everything we was sweating in a air con room!
SO! he finally listened to me and check it out.
when i complain that is not cold. he kept saying "awhile more la dear"
so ended up is really air con fault -____-
after the washing it got better. but still not good -____-! and he tell me that during the night de air con is working superly well. when i am not there already. _l_
those cards i made for him. btm left, he lost the word 1 and 9 which is made from wooden blocks. SHYT him! nw de cloud seems so empty. but he like that card most also. i myself likes the recent birthday card which is de right btm 1. with him wearing army uniform. coz he got enlisted on his birthday (:
ok some super hao lian pictures. when he noe im snapping it. he kept doing it -____-
he can pull de lor. lazy boy!
dinner at a neighborhood restaurant.
i am missing him so much right now. 6 days ZOOM, finished. not enuff la! T_T yst night he still ask me, Baby tml what time meet for breakfast ah? i was like, hais.. Bf i miss u so much..
I MISS MY BOY!!!
Gerald May You Rest In Peace in the above. Lot and lot of misses. its really shocking to know that you have gone. You will be miss by many.
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later i am meeting Gf to town for Final D again -____- as she has free tickets. and still not sure whether to go for Gerald's funeral not. dam..
Bf reported to his new unit already. he is in the same unit and same course as my cousin b4. so somehow cousin already told him how is it inside. and luckily he is not at the 6th lvl. LOL!! and right now he is telling me that IC2 is the most siong among it. of coz la. you are comparing with a totally slack course lei Bf! IC2 just got 1 or 2 major outfield. while IC1 got nth. LOL! Jys Bf. these 6 days really pass so fast -____- and im back to do things all alone again. diao..
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OK! POP picture i still haven post up yet. cause it is in camera. lazy to slot in the SD card la. LOL!! so Wednesday i met up his mom at Pasir Ris interchange and head to their POP. everything finished quite fast. Proud of Bf! we reached home early, unpacked his bag and NAP till 4 plus. Dota abit then head to YCK stadium Sakura buffet for dinner to celebrate his Mom and Sis birthday.
A bag Hook for his mom as present.
we also got his sis a HJ tshirt from JB F.O.S. she loves it ((:
den following day we headed off to JB.. im sick of there already, i wanna go pelangi de. but Bf dont allow as Hari Raya is coming he worry there will be quite messy so we just stayed at City Sq.
Bf got 2Ts from FOS and a belt. Renoma very chio undies from underwear shop.
he got me a long sleeve from FOS.
We bought a set of couple T as our kappa 1 really CMI already. the whole JB purchases was paid by Bf. Thanks Boy.
At kim gary feeding me de cream soup.
act to be angry! LOL lame -____-
he act to cheer me up. STUPID LUH!
i bought nail polish from face shop as usual and some ding a ling items from random shop. and when i got home i den realize my chameleon purchase is GONE! LOL!! si beh sian la! suan le. den we had kim gary again -____- i actually wanna sushi king de. but Bf want steak den kim gary lor. leave there and reached home around 5 plus.
Friday we wanna go ZOO de. but heavy rain and thunder storm. so go there oso bo hua. den we dropped the idea den we headed off to east coast park to walk around.
we look dam "attention seeking" that day as we Couple everything tgt that day. LOL!
and we got to taste Ben and Jerry latest flavor at Marina Parade Giant. free tasting. luckily not many ppl queuing. i swear that is fucking good!
we had lunch box for mini breaks. i was telling him that was meant to be sited down and eat! but ended up? we only left 2 piece of bread for picnic. LOL!! i took an hr to finish that and he took less den 10mins to finish eating it. -____-
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Saturday and Sunday was just plainly slacking around his and my house. snuggling, dotaing, eating and sleeping tgt. and he really spree food for this 6 days and he gain weight and ME TOO LA! our dinner its always half spring chicken, rice, fries, oyster and so on. how not to be fat? so many days kept eating this.
oh ya, random! AMK basement little jerry cookies is very GOOD! but expensive ~_~
my house
his house
while playing and packing his stuff for his new unit, his stupid air con not working! thruout everything we was sweating in a air con room!
SO! he finally listened to me and check it out.
when i complain that is not cold. he kept saying "awhile more la dear"
so ended up is really air con fault -____-
after the washing it got better. but still not good -____-! and he tell me that during the night de air con is working superly well. when i am not there already. _l_
those cards i made for him. btm left, he lost the word 1 and 9 which is made from wooden blocks. SHYT him! nw de cloud seems so empty. but he like that card most also. i myself likes the recent birthday card which is de right btm 1. with him wearing army uniform. coz he got enlisted on his birthday (:
ok some super hao lian pictures. when he noe im snapping it. he kept doing it -____-
he can pull de lor. lazy boy!
dinner at a neighborhood restaurant.
i am missing him so much right now. 6 days ZOOM, finished. not enuff la! T_T yst night he still ask me, Baby tml what time meet for breakfast ah? i was like, hais.. Bf i miss u so much..
I MISS MY BOY!!!
Friday, September 18, 2009
make it simple.
16/09 - Bf's POP, sakura buffet with his family.
17/09 - JB
18/09 - boonkeng breakfast, novena lunch, whampoa market dinner.
19/09 - if weather is good. ZOO! if not.. hmm??
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i got SUPER loads of photo haven upload. very lazy lei, Bf got into Stagmont Camp.. he is going to learn all about signal thingy for 7 weeks and will be posted to unit again. so another countdown ~_~
i dunno issit a problem or is it a routine. some how i start to see the life we had last time. everyday sure got some quarrels. yst night and nearly just now during dinner. i do really care a lot about his not 细心 character. its actually a must have character. but bcoz of love many times i dont wanna care about it. just nw, as today its de last day of 7th month. every where is burning incense paper and very smokey. my asthma nearly wanna bomb off. when i told him, i dun feel the anxious feeling or can say is reaction from him. he seems like, oh er ok.. walk further down? sit another side? i dunno why the feeling he gave do hurts me. ironic.. sometimes i ask myself, why? a guy that u shower with love and care so much, a guy who time to time say he cherish and love u much. yet most of those important things he actually do forgets. etc, he can totally forget what i wanna to order for dinner when i told him more den twice. i noe even a big matter but, i dunno why i do care. small lil actions can really let u see what kind of future husband he can be.
i really wanna noe how much he do actually know about loving me. i mean, how much he knows love? each time after book out, i feel the different him. but as the day got later, he start to change but the usual him.
anyway i dun wanna stereo type anymore. just let everything be natural.
我真的不知道接下来会如何，走一步，看一步吧。
16/09 - Bf's POP, sakura buffet with his family.
17/09 - JB
18/09 - boonkeng breakfast, novena lunch, whampoa market dinner.
19/09 - if weather is good. ZOO! if not.. hmm??
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i got SUPER loads of photo haven upload. very lazy lei, Bf got into Stagmont Camp.. he is going to learn all about signal thingy for 7 weeks and will be posted to unit again. so another countdown ~_~
i dunno issit a problem or is it a routine. some how i start to see the life we had last time. everyday sure got some quarrels. yst night and nearly just now during dinner. i do really care a lot about his not 细心 character. its actually a must have character. but bcoz of love many times i dont wanna care about it. just nw, as today its de last day of 7th month. every where is burning incense paper and very smokey. my asthma nearly wanna bomb off. when i told him, i dun feel the anxious feeling or can say is reaction from him. he seems like, oh er ok.. walk further down? sit another side? i dunno why the feeling he gave do hurts me. ironic.. sometimes i ask myself, why? a guy that u shower with love and care so much, a guy who time to time say he cherish and love u much. yet most of those important things he actually do forgets. etc, he can totally forget what i wanna to order for dinner when i told him more den twice. i noe even a big matter but, i dunno why i do care. small lil actions can really let u see what kind of future husband he can be.
i really wanna noe how much he do actually know about loving me. i mean, how much he knows love? each time after book out, i feel the different him. but as the day got later, he start to change but the usual him.
anyway i dun wanna stereo type anymore. just let everything be natural.
我真的不知道接下来会如何，走一步，看一步吧。
Saturday, September 12, 2009
15 weeks passed. Proud of Bf completed his BMT and he is POP-ing this coming Wednesday. i really hope that i can be there, but. . .
its gonna be a long entry. many many photos to upload. but only gonna do it on weekdays or when im free (:
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Bf really changed alot alot during his days in BMT. he is only a quarter passed of his NS days. there is more changes and happening ahead. so far so good i guess. enjoyed my days together with him today until at night. i didnt hide my feelings well. i guess im too comfortable being with him that no matter what i just dont want to hide and let it all out. but i still keeping alot within me right now. i guess i just got to be understanding and flexible ba. coz i certainly noe there is more of this type of thing to come later on.
Bf is crazy eating today. im glad that he dont have to restrict himself to food anymore. i love to see him eat (: and indeed i see back the old him. so far for this 4 months, Bf really matured alot. but i starts to see the ego in him right now. the ego that always wants me to be proud of him in anything he do's. just like simple Dota matches. he just wants me to say something good to him. so this POP is really very important for me and him. but . . .
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Bf, i just wanna let you noe. i know this 4 months have been hard for you and i really understand how is it to be inside. i noe im just a ordinary girl who is so typical that u can just find it any whr in the streets and so on. but still, you love me so much. we just enjoyed our 21 monthsary being together and still counting on strong. please let this continue my Bf. time to time we break down into tears yelling our heart out. the hurting words we used to hurt each other. yet we are still holding on strong. 21 months really isnt long, isnt short. but really it is not easy being with you. not easy . . .
looking thru our photos ever since the start just now. you really changed alot. even thou you are no longer as sweet as the past. i mean your sweet talks la. but the sweetness you gave right now, so much let me feel that you are a grown up man giving his lady the love and care. the kisses you gives me each time.. i felt that you are telling me "thanks for being by my side". the time we snuggle each other on the bed. so much felt cherished. longing for this moment to come everyday. each time i woke up in the morning. you nv noe how much i've missed you. i just dunno why i miss you so much.
Bf i want you to know,
i love to stay besides you while you r gaming, i love the way u snuggle me on bed, i love the way u pads my cheek and head, i love the way u kisses my forehead, i love the way you sacrifice your book out morning for me, i love the way you gives up everything during book out for me, i love the way you look into my eyes and kisses me and den tell me you love me, i love the way you always without fail to bring me out for food/games/movies/presents/surprises when you got the ability to do so, i love the way you do funny tricks just to make me bring back my smile, i love the way you help on my jacket, i love the way you strictly looking at me telling me how "cui" i look now and how worry you are, i love the way u hold onto me during train ride/bus/walking/standing/waiting/etc. . . I love you and everything.
P.S i wish to have endless wishes
its gonna be a long entry. many many photos to upload. but only gonna do it on weekdays or when im free (:
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Bf really changed alot alot during his days in BMT. he is only a quarter passed of his NS days. there is more changes and happening ahead. so far so good i guess. enjoyed my days together with him today until at night. i didnt hide my feelings well. i guess im too comfortable being with him that no matter what i just dont want to hide and let it all out. but i still keeping alot within me right now. i guess i just got to be understanding and flexible ba. coz i certainly noe there is more of this type of thing to come later on.
Bf is crazy eating today. im glad that he dont have to restrict himself to food anymore. i love to see him eat (: and indeed i see back the old him. so far for this 4 months, Bf really matured alot. but i starts to see the ego in him right now. the ego that always wants me to be proud of him in anything he do's. just like simple Dota matches. he just wants me to say something good to him. so this POP is really very important for me and him. but . . .
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Bf, i just wanna let you noe. i know this 4 months have been hard for you and i really understand how is it to be inside. i noe im just a ordinary girl who is so typical that u can just find it any whr in the streets and so on. but still, you love me so much. we just enjoyed our 21 monthsary being together and still counting on strong. please let this continue my Bf. time to time we break down into tears yelling our heart out. the hurting words we used to hurt each other. yet we are still holding on strong. 21 months really isnt long, isnt short. but really it is not easy being with you. not easy . . .
looking thru our photos ever since the start just now. you really changed alot. even thou you are no longer as sweet as the past. i mean your sweet talks la. but the sweetness you gave right now, so much let me feel that you are a grown up man giving his lady the love and care. the kisses you gives me each time.. i felt that you are telling me "thanks for being by my side". the time we snuggle each other on the bed. so much felt cherished. longing for this moment to come everyday. each time i woke up in the morning. you nv noe how much i've missed you. i just dunno why i miss you so much.
Bf i want you to know,
i love to stay besides you while you r gaming, i love the way u snuggle me on bed, i love the way u pads my cheek and head, i love the way u kisses my forehead, i love the way you sacrifice your book out morning for me, i love the way you gives up everything during book out for me, i love the way you look into my eyes and kisses me and den tell me you love me, i love the way you always without fail to bring me out for food/games/movies/presents/surprises when you got the ability to do so, i love the way you do funny tricks just to make me bring back my smile, i love the way you help on my jacket, i love the way you strictly looking at me telling me how "cui" i look now and how worry you are, i love the way u hold onto me during train ride/bus/walking/standing/waiting/etc. . . I love you and everything.
P.S i wish to have endless wishes
Monday, September 7, 2009
pictures already in com. shall edit and upload it soon.
Friday
rushed home after work within 30mins got home from town. bathed, chat and slacked. fetch Bf off from there at 4. Kfc for lunch den bus-ed home. off to town for G-force. yay for the cuteness. eeeks for de storyline.. day endedquitevery fast.
Saturday
Bf got review at polyclinic for his cholesterol result. managing well(: den cabbed to my place's market to buy ingredients for bakutteh and tangyuan. everything goes well and Bf is happy with it(:
Headed vivo later at noon for shopping. Bf got me a mini tote which i wanted long ago. i love it so much(: thanks Bf.
Sunday
woke up early even thou its raining outside. headed to Bf place for breakfast/lunch/packed turtle shell/fold sleeves/cried/laugh/watched him dota/munch/send him off
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idont know what's wrong with me recently. last week already yet behaving like a child. i cried on saturday and sunday during with him. i feel unbearable. why is it so? i cried so much yst night. i made him worried. he placed down the phone later than usual time.
im able to pull myself thru the night and get over it. i bought myself bubble tea and stay cheerful till i got home after work. i ate big fat pork belly and mushroom for dinner.i feel better this way i am sorry i lied to you again on the phone just now. i hided my feelings. i am missing u seriously lots..
Friday
rushed home after work within 30mins got home from town. bathed, chat and slacked. fetch Bf off from there at 4. Kfc for lunch den bus-ed home. off to town for G-force. yay for the cuteness. eeeks for de storyline.. day ended
Saturday
Bf got review at polyclinic for his cholesterol result. managing well(: den cabbed to my place's market to buy ingredients for bakutteh and tangyuan. everything goes well and Bf is happy with it(:
Headed vivo later at noon for shopping. Bf got me a mini tote which i wanted long ago. i love it so much(: thanks Bf.
Sunday
woke up early even thou its raining outside. headed to Bf place for breakfast/lunch/packed turtle shell/fold sleeves/
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im able to pull myself thru the night and get over it. i bought myself bubble tea and stay cheerful till i got home after work. i ate big fat pork belly and mushroom for dinner.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
HELLO!!! time just ZHOOM and is thursday already. 6PM, another 6 hours it is FRIDAY! Bf book out day (:..
today work should be ok but because of da yi ma, *shake head*. but still able to manage cause its 2nd day already (:
ever since Bf got into NS i have been visiting this forum call flowerpod daily chatting with some girls and guys regarding NS thing and i even got to know afew of them (: they are real nice beside 1 super thick skin 1. not sure why we still entertain her till so happy. thanks to her also that make our day passes fast too. haha :D
on d way to work today, brought along my story book to read. but i just couldnt focus into the story. my mind is full of you.. im not wearing tights today for work.. so im able to place my fone with me. yet i was being irritated by mense and busy time. i fork out time for you.. yet i didnt get any good words. i know you dislike the feeling. but i only wish that u can face it bravely. i didnt mean that i dont want to hear ur whining. but i hope to hear ur lovely voice. i thought i am your moving strength. you made me feel useless. placing down the phone so reluctantly yet u didnt knew it. i was hoping a sms from you. but just a simple goodbye. where is the point right now? do you know how much determine we need to hold back on ourselves to anything everything. we are your motivation everyday. what about us? we should cherish time and not hopping it to pass quickly. but right now?
sorry for my ranting..
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my 2 fatty hamster is getting real fat! OMG esp that black 1. -____- i just saw him rolling off de tube and drop into de dust -______- just bcoz i placed some vege on his food plate. gosh -.- i think next changing im gonna switch both of them around. fat 1 goes to the tank. the slightly not so fat 1 goes to de cage. "mommy, i am not fat but FLUFFY!"
I AM DESPO FOR DE G - FORCE
Bf better bring me there. and he requested me to cook him ba-kut-teh bcoz that time we tasted a yucky 1. so i claim that i can even cook better den them -_____- gonna ask granny to teach! and Tang yuan also. cause i got craving for it also. even thou i cant really touch glutenous rice.
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*random chatting in MSN*
Daughter: daddy, why r u still online and not home yet?
Daddy: coming liao
Daughter: your wife dinner tonight stinks lei
Daddy: ha... ha... ok la i go bathe den come back liao.
Daddy: spank into her face la?
Daughter: -_____-"
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that time was chatting with Joei on msn regarding marrying about guy and how much he needs to have b4 agreeing to it. we both said alot of pattern. but i guess till the end we will still agree to it if we manage to reach that moment luh.. and today my friend happen to ask me whether i want to have a baby. i was like WANT LA!! but thinking back.. how can i be so selfish. just bcoz of i wan a baby but nv think about him/her future when i dont even have enuff saving right now.
speaking of being tgt. "Love is Blind" this phrase truly exists. i really got no idea how 1 person can endure being with that particular childish/thick skin/demanding/no brain/bad temper/etc.. for sucha long time. and ppl can even two time a person off bcoz of this kind of ppl!! yet he/she got a AVG living person loving them. but they chose to be with a monster -____-. LOVE IS BLIND LA!
i got to really admit, i love my Bf more than he do. everyone noes including my family and his. but who cares? =3 if 1 day he really leaves me. i shall cry all i wan and step up on my feet again! MUAH HAHA! =x
ok la dun wanna post so much. =X
ROCKS!!
today work should be ok but because of da yi ma, *shake head*. but still able to manage cause its 2nd day already (:
ever since Bf got into NS i have been visiting this forum call flowerpod daily chatting with some girls and guys regarding NS thing and i even got to know afew of them (: they are real nice beside 1 super thick skin 1. not sure why we still entertain her till so happy. thanks to her also that make our day passes fast too. haha :D
on d way to work today, brought along my story book to read. but i just couldnt focus into the story. my mind is full of you.. im not wearing tights today for work.. so im able to place my fone with me. yet i was being irritated by mense and busy time. i fork out time for you.. yet i didnt get any good words. i know you dislike the feeling. but i only wish that u can face it bravely. i didnt mean that i dont want to hear ur whining. but i hope to hear ur lovely voice. i thought i am your moving strength. you made me feel useless. placing down the phone so reluctantly yet u didnt knew it. i was hoping a sms from you. but just a simple goodbye. where is the point right now? do you know how much determine we need to hold back on ourselves to anything everything. we are your motivation everyday. what about us? we should cherish time and not hopping it to pass quickly. but right now?
sorry for my ranting..
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my 2 fatty hamster is getting real fat! OMG esp that black 1. -____- i just saw him rolling off de tube and drop into de dust -______- just bcoz i placed some vege on his food plate. gosh -.- i think next changing im gonna switch both of them around. fat 1 goes to the tank. the slightly not so fat 1 goes to de cage. "mommy, i am not fat but FLUFFY!"
I AM DESPO FOR DE G - FORCE
Bf better bring me there. and he requested me to cook him ba-kut-teh bcoz that time we tasted a yucky 1. so i claim that i can even cook better den them -_____- gonna ask granny to teach! and Tang yuan also. cause i got craving for it also. even thou i cant really touch glutenous rice.
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*random chatting in MSN*
Daughter: daddy, why r u still online and not home yet?
Daddy: coming liao
Daughter: your wife dinner tonight stinks lei
Daddy: ha... ha... ok la i go bathe den come back liao.
Daddy: spank into her face la?
Daughter: -_____-"
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that time was chatting with Joei on msn regarding marrying about guy and how much he needs to have b4 agreeing to it. we both said alot of pattern. but i guess till the end we will still agree to it if we manage to reach that moment luh.. and today my friend happen to ask me whether i want to have a baby. i was like WANT LA!! but thinking back.. how can i be so selfish. just bcoz of i wan a baby but nv think about him/her future when i dont even have enuff saving right now.
speaking of being tgt. "Love is Blind" this phrase truly exists. i really got no idea how 1 person can endure being with that particular childish/thick skin/demanding/no brain/bad temper/etc.. for sucha long time. and ppl can even two time a person off bcoz of this kind of ppl!! yet he/she got a AVG living person loving them. but they chose to be with a monster -____-. LOVE IS BLIND LA!
i got to really admit, i love my Bf more than he do. everyone noes including my family and his. but who cares? =3 if 1 day he really leaves me. i shall cry all i wan and step up on my feet again! MUAH HAHA! =x
ok la dun wanna post so much. =X
ROCKS!!
