Saturday, September 12, 2009
15 weeks passed. Proud of Bf completed his BMT and he is POP-ing this coming Wednesday. i really hope that i can be there, but. . .
its gonna be a long entry. many many photos to upload. but only gonna do it on weekdays or when im free (:
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Bf really changed alot alot during his days in BMT. he is only a quarter passed of his NS days. there is more changes and happening ahead. so far so good i guess. enjoyed my days together with him today until at night. i didnt hide my feelings well. i guess im too comfortable being with him that no matter what i just dont want to hide and let it all out. but i still keeping alot within me right now. i guess i just got to be understanding and flexible ba. coz i certainly noe there is more of this type of thing to come later on.
Bf is crazy eating today. im glad that he dont have to restrict himself to food anymore. i love to see him eat (: and indeed i see back the old him. so far for this 4 months, Bf really matured alot. but i starts to see the ego in him right now. the ego that always wants me to be proud of him in anything he do's. just like simple Dota matches. he just wants me to say something good to him. so this POP is really very important for me and him. but . . .
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Bf, i just wanna let you noe. i know this 4 months have been hard for you and i really understand how is it to be inside. i noe im just a ordinary girl who is so typical that u can just find it any whr in the streets and so on. but still, you love me so much. we just enjoyed our 21 monthsary being together and still counting on strong. please let this continue my Bf. time to time we break down into tears yelling our heart out. the hurting words we used to hurt each other. yet we are still holding on strong. 21 months really isnt long, isnt short. but really it is not easy being with you. not easy . . .
looking thru our photos ever since the start just now. you really changed alot. even thou you are no longer as sweet as the past. i mean your sweet talks la. but the sweetness you gave right now, so much let me feel that you are a grown up man giving his lady the love and care. the kisses you gives me each time.. i felt that you are telling me "thanks for being by my side". the time we snuggle each other on the bed. so much felt cherished. longing for this moment to come everyday. each time i woke up in the morning. you nv noe how much i've missed you. i just dunno why i miss you so much.
Bf i want you to know,
i love to stay besides you while you r gaming, i love the way u snuggle me on bed, i love the way u pads my cheek and head, i love the way u kisses my forehead, i love the way you sacrifice your book out morning for me, i love the way you gives up everything during book out for me, i love the way you look into my eyes and kisses me and den tell me you love me, i love the way you always without fail to bring me out for food/games/movies/presents/surprises when you got the ability to do so, i love the way you do funny tricks just to make me bring back my smile, i love the way you help on my jacket, i love the way you strictly looking at me telling me how "cui" i look now and how worry you are, i love the way u hold onto me during train ride/bus/walking/standing/waiting/etc. . . I love you and everything.
P.S i wish to have endless wishes
its gonna be a long entry. many many photos to upload. but only gonna do it on weekdays or when im free (:
__
Bf really changed alot alot during his days in BMT. he is only a quarter passed of his NS days. there is more changes and happening ahead. so far so good i guess. enjoyed my days together with him today until at night. i didnt hide my feelings well. i guess im too comfortable being with him that no matter what i just dont want to hide and let it all out. but i still keeping alot within me right now. i guess i just got to be understanding and flexible ba. coz i certainly noe there is more of this type of thing to come later on.
Bf is crazy eating today. im glad that he dont have to restrict himself to food anymore. i love to see him eat (: and indeed i see back the old him. so far for this 4 months, Bf really matured alot. but i starts to see the ego in him right now. the ego that always wants me to be proud of him in anything he do's. just like simple Dota matches. he just wants me to say something good to him. so this POP is really very important for me and him. but . . .
__
Bf, i just wanna let you noe. i know this 4 months have been hard for you and i really understand how is it to be inside. i noe im just a ordinary girl who is so typical that u can just find it any whr in the streets and so on. but still, you love me so much. we just enjoyed our 21 monthsary being together and still counting on strong. please let this continue my Bf. time to time we break down into tears yelling our heart out. the hurting words we used to hurt each other. yet we are still holding on strong. 21 months really isnt long, isnt short. but really it is not easy being with you. not easy . . .
looking thru our photos ever since the start just now. you really changed alot. even thou you are no longer as sweet as the past. i mean your sweet talks la. but the sweetness you gave right now, so much let me feel that you are a grown up man giving his lady the love and care. the kisses you gives me each time.. i felt that you are telling me "thanks for being by my side". the time we snuggle each other on the bed. so much felt cherished. longing for this moment to come everyday. each time i woke up in the morning. you nv noe how much i've missed you. i just dunno why i miss you so much.
Bf i want you to know,
i love to stay besides you while you r gaming, i love the way u snuggle me on bed, i love the way u pads my cheek and head, i love the way u kisses my forehead, i love the way you sacrifice your book out morning for me, i love the way you gives up everything during book out for me, i love the way you look into my eyes and kisses me and den tell me you love me, i love the way you always without fail to bring me out for food/games/movies/presents/surprises when you got the ability to do so, i love the way you do funny tricks just to make me bring back my smile, i love the way you help on my jacket, i love the way you strictly looking at me telling me how "cui" i look now and how worry you are, i love the way u hold onto me during train ride/bus/walking/standing/waiting/etc. . . I love you and everything.
P.S i wish to have endless wishes
