Friday, September 18, 2009
make it simple.
16/09 - Bf's POP, sakura buffet with his family.
17/09 - JB
18/09 - boonkeng breakfast, novena lunch, whampoa market dinner.
19/09 - if weather is good. ZOO! if not.. hmm??
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i got SUPER loads of photo haven upload. very lazy lei, Bf got into Stagmont Camp.. he is going to learn all about signal thingy for 7 weeks and will be posted to unit again. so another countdown ~_~
i dunno issit a problem or is it a routine. some how i start to see the life we had last time. everyday sure got some quarrels. yst night and nearly just now during dinner. i do really care a lot about his not 细心 character. its actually a must have character. but bcoz of love many times i dont wanna care about it. just nw, as today its de last day of 7th month. every where is burning incense paper and very smokey. my asthma nearly wanna bomb off. when i told him, i dun feel the anxious feeling or can say is reaction from him. he seems like, oh er ok.. walk further down? sit another side? i dunno why the feeling he gave do hurts me. ironic.. sometimes i ask myself, why? a guy that u shower with love and care so much, a guy who time to time say he cherish and love u much. yet most of those important things he actually do forgets. etc, he can totally forget what i wanna to order for dinner when i told him more den twice. i noe even a big matter but, i dunno why i do care. small lil actions can really let u see what kind of future husband he can be.
i really wanna noe how much he do actually know about loving me. i mean, how much he knows love? each time after book out, i feel the different him. but as the day got later, he start to change but the usual him.
anyway i dun wanna stereo type anymore. just let everything be natural.
我真的不知道接下来会如何，走一步，看一步吧。
16/09 - Bf's POP, sakura buffet with his family.
17/09 - JB
18/09 - boonkeng breakfast, novena lunch, whampoa market dinner.
19/09 - if weather is good. ZOO! if not.. hmm??
__
i got SUPER loads of photo haven upload. very lazy lei, Bf got into Stagmont Camp.. he is going to learn all about signal thingy for 7 weeks and will be posted to unit again. so another countdown ~_~
i dunno issit a problem or is it a routine. some how i start to see the life we had last time. everyday sure got some quarrels. yst night and nearly just now during dinner. i do really care a lot about his not 细心 character. its actually a must have character. but bcoz of love many times i dont wanna care about it. just nw, as today its de last day of 7th month. every where is burning incense paper and very smokey. my asthma nearly wanna bomb off. when i told him, i dun feel the anxious feeling or can say is reaction from him. he seems like, oh er ok.. walk further down? sit another side? i dunno why the feeling he gave do hurts me. ironic.. sometimes i ask myself, why? a guy that u shower with love and care so much, a guy who time to time say he cherish and love u much. yet most of those important things he actually do forgets. etc, he can totally forget what i wanna to order for dinner when i told him more den twice. i noe even a big matter but, i dunno why i do care. small lil actions can really let u see what kind of future husband he can be.
i really wanna noe how much he do actually know about loving me. i mean, how much he knows love? each time after book out, i feel the different him. but as the day got later, he start to change but the usual him.
anyway i dun wanna stereo type anymore. just let everything be natural.
我真的不知道接下来会如何，走一步，看一步吧。
