Wednesday, December 23, 2009
argh! its terrible when u couldnt sleep till the time u want or etc! bitting on pucca and blogging xD i cant imagine but i hate 2 mushroom bun, a custard bun and yogurt for breakfast. still thinking wanna make my soy milk anot :/
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yesterday Bf came to fetch me off work after his guard duty C: b4 that he went home and jogged, washed his clothes den came here. Love* he bought me my favourite mushroom bun and made me honey drink which his grandpa define it until like god power kind of drink. LOL!!
so! Bf had fried rice, fried chicken from my work place as side kicks bcoz we r going over to meidi-ya for salmon sashimi and haato ice cream C: Love*
den walked to bugis as i wanna go sasa for stuff. after that we went to arcade for the new bishi bashi. SHIOK* but i always KO 1st de :C Bf always de last survivor. den dinner at pastamania and i had yami yogurt.
Bf got me some cheap loots at cotton on, call me bimbo i dun care but i just love cotton on whatever things. i mean only those on discounted items C:
anyway, we saw a nike bagpack which looks not bad in OG. thinking of getting that as Bf's christmas gift and shoe as later on present. hm, but i dunno what really Bf really wants as i already told him whenever he is out of idea of wat to get me, just hope to Helen and pick anything from there for me till every tiny lil thing from there is on my hand C: LOL! Bf still praised me for giving him sucha good idea. LOL!!
and ever since last week n so i have been stuck! stuck between pazzion or charles n keith. i really like that cnk heels but Bf dont really want me to get that, its $86 now. but as for pazzion i really have no idea of which 1 i want. SO! im stuck -____-
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PAYDAY! weeeee!! so we intend to head to DBS later to get our cards ready and bank in my pay plus book our movie tickets for christmas eve.
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BF!! FAT BF! Thanks for accompanying me yesterday. i know you are so tired yesterday but u still accompany me to walk from clark quay to bugis and from bugis to bugis street den to parklane.
we started to walk since 3pm till 10pm la! :x too long no such feelings. oh ya and Bf, a plate of penang char kway teow enuff to grow back those fats u have jogged away yesterday :x who ask u mouth itchy. :/
alright off to work soon and i know very long no pictures uploaded. we oso didnt take much picture already. BF LUH! change phone -____- no more front camera. :x
and i in need to get into malaysia to replenish my stuff. thinking of asking my fren in malaysia to bring me tour around. Bf lets get our way to A&W instead of KFC C:
i think their kfc still lose to sg ones besides the nasi lemak combo they have coz their chilli is superb la. pizza hut maybe? hm, but this trip is gonna be fun coz is with Bff too C:
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yesterday Bf came to fetch me off work after his guard duty C: b4 that he went home and jogged, washed his clothes den came here. Love* he bought me my favourite mushroom bun and made me honey drink which his grandpa define it until like god power kind of drink. LOL!!
so! Bf had fried rice, fried chicken from my work place as side kicks bcoz we r going over to meidi-ya for salmon sashimi and haato ice cream C: Love*
den walked to bugis as i wanna go sasa for stuff. after that we went to arcade for the new bishi bashi. SHIOK* but i always KO 1st de :C Bf always de last survivor. den dinner at pastamania and i had yami yogurt.
Bf got me some cheap loots at cotton on, call me bimbo i dun care but i just love cotton on whatever things. i mean only those on discounted items C:
anyway, we saw a nike bagpack which looks not bad in OG. thinking of getting that as Bf's christmas gift and shoe as later on present. hm, but i dunno what really Bf really wants as i already told him whenever he is out of idea of wat to get me, just hope to Helen and pick anything from there for me till every tiny lil thing from there is on my hand C: LOL! Bf still praised me for giving him sucha good idea. LOL!!
and ever since last week n so i have been stuck! stuck between pazzion or charles n keith. i really like that cnk heels but Bf dont really want me to get that, its $86 now. but as for pazzion i really have no idea of which 1 i want. SO! im stuck -____-
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PAYDAY! weeeee!! so we intend to head to DBS later to get our cards ready and bank in my pay plus book our movie tickets for christmas eve.
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BF!! FAT BF! Thanks for accompanying me yesterday. i know you are so tired yesterday but u still accompany me to walk from clark quay to bugis and from bugis to bugis street den to parklane.
we started to walk since 3pm till 10pm la! :x too long no such feelings. oh ya and Bf, a plate of penang char kway teow enuff to grow back those fats u have jogged away yesterday :x who ask u mouth itchy. :/
alright off to work soon and i know very long no pictures uploaded. we oso didnt take much picture already. BF LUH! change phone -____- no more front camera. :x
and i in need to get into malaysia to replenish my stuff. thinking of asking my fren in malaysia to bring me tour around. Bf lets get our way to A&W instead of KFC C:
i think their kfc still lose to sg ones besides the nasi lemak combo they have coz their chilli is superb la. pizza hut maybe? hm, but this trip is gonna be fun coz is with Bff too C:
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
wanna blog abit b4 going off to work C:
Bf finished his guard duty for this yr already and im glad he is on leave till 4 of Jan and 1 more haven use up off day till Jan 2010 C: and we are planning on vacation on March since he missed taiwan attachment due to his driving course. o well, dont put high hope yet coz army always cock up 1.
and i wanna let Bf knows that nth in this world can resembles you nor compare to you. the things u have done for me, those big and small sacrifices how can anyone on the road side being compare to you huh barby? we both are so similar to each other that when we look at each other we see our self. we know each other very well. so you do know it in ur heart how much u meant to me C:
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and work! i always love monday shifts. to me i dont really have monday blues. but i hate wednesday and thursday thou. HAHA! but i dun have to for this 2 weeks coz Bf is here to fetch me off or bring me to work C: and most importantly that i have my pay raised! :3 they didnt raise according to wat i wan, but they raised more than what i expected to be. MUAH HAHAHA! thanks Kamei C:
alright its 8 now. 6 hours to see Bf! cant wait....
Bf finished his guard duty for this yr already and im glad he is on leave till 4 of Jan and 1 more haven use up off day till Jan 2010 C: and we are planning on vacation on March since he missed taiwan attachment due to his driving course. o well, dont put high hope yet coz army always cock up 1.
and i wanna let Bf knows that nth in this world can resembles you nor compare to you. the things u have done for me, those big and small sacrifices how can anyone on the road side being compare to you huh barby? we both are so similar to each other that when we look at each other we see our self. we know each other very well. so you do know it in ur heart how much u meant to me C:
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and work! i always love monday shifts. to me i dont really have monday blues. but i hate wednesday and thursday thou. HAHA! but i dun have to for this 2 weeks coz Bf is here to fetch me off or bring me to work C: and most importantly that i have my pay raised! :3 they didnt raise according to wat i wan, but they raised more than what i expected to be. MUAH HAHAHA! thanks Kamei C:
alright its 8 now. 6 hours to see Bf! cant wait....
Sunday, December 20, 2009
mixed feelings -____-
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ok i shall blog about de recent activities that leave huge impression inside my mind. on Wednesday i went to look for BF during his nights out. we had kfc for dinner and desserts in my favorite dessert stall. after that as usual lor, walk around. as for this nights out Bf is able to book in at 2330. so nth to do much oso. we walked into SASA to test and smell perfumes. and this perfumer which have banner on it saying best seller. i find the outlook cute so i test on it.
i fall in love with it instantly, and there's a promoter saying that this perfume having package Christmas sales. originally 69 for 30ml, but this package includes body wash and body lotion. thou i wan it so much but i got to skip it as im financially tight. so we walked out and i wanna go toilet la. SO! when i came out i didnt see Bf around assuming he is poot pooting la. but quite awhile he didnt come out. i started to panic. phone him oso didnt listen. as im sensitive kind of person la, so i was thinking dont tell me he is in de SASA getting me the perfume. so i went there and he is really there!! he bought me that PERFUME luh! i was like O_O stunned. lols he wanted to surprise me actually, but i found out :/
Thanks Love! *heart*
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Friday didnt meet Bf due to his battalion night. as his company is de organizer they nid to kio sai. so its late, he doesnt wants me to be out at such late timing so i stayed home. Saturday morning he came late to accompany me for breakfast as previous night he was kinda drunk and over slept. so we headed to Pek kio market for breakfast as Bf nv been thr b4. den night time headed over to Bf's house for Dong Zhi reunion dinner. C: they played mahjong as Bf requested them to bcoz he wanna teach me how to play oso. stress*
during halfway i was kinda down thou due to some matters between bf and me. but i handle it calmly and had a talk with him after that and everything was solved.
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anyway recently Bf n i having huge communication breakdown. when i say huge, i really mean HUGE. ya, like Bf often says we love each other very much and it make that whatever we say we take it seriously. words often made the both of us teared and angered.
his temper recently had gone really bad due to army stuff. i am trying my very best to act with him and go with him along all this months. its tiring thou, at times i nearly gave up. this problems even occurred when im working, shitting, peeing, sleeping, eating, walking, running, climbing and etc. YES, girl is always thinking. but without us girl keep thinking, problem will nv be solve. yes problem will fade off but it will still comes back bcoz it has not be settled isnt am right?
SO, till now i have still no conclusion to this yet. just let love leads our way. if 1 day either side no longer wanna walked on, it is obvious already huh.
i always tell myself that laughing and smiling could be conversation into a easier way to communicate. but im rong. no matter how hard a person trying to be, it is still acting. cause in the end, you are the 1 getting hurt.
my BFF told me b4 about u wan to be nice? den swallow ur pride. if not dun act. this is love. u sacrifice then u keep quiet. how hurting how aching cry to urself not to the opposite.
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and i oso noe and oso no idea why am i getting slimmer each day. and im 41kg right now. every1 say is body problem. but me myself knows it clearly that is bcoz i work during the weekday and dun eat much after that. OK! i know is all about me. i just prefer to eat munchies den a meal wat :/ and also, i dunno wanna be so sticky. u noe wat i mean thou.
i rmb telling this to a friend b4. " THEY ARE IN THE ARMY, THEY SHUD BE THE 1 WHO MISS US LIKE MAD. NOT US, THEY SHUD BE THE 1 DEMAND TO MEET UP. NOT US" bcoz we are free and they r not. but why i seems to be not the 1 that i have mentioned? dammit -____-
ok i over blog already. BYE!
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ok i shall blog about de recent activities that leave huge impression inside my mind. on Wednesday i went to look for BF during his nights out. we had kfc for dinner and desserts in my favorite dessert stall. after that as usual lor, walk around. as for this nights out Bf is able to book in at 2330. so nth to do much oso. we walked into SASA to test and smell perfumes. and this perfumer which have banner on it saying best seller. i find the outlook cute so i test on it.
i fall in love with it instantly, and there's a promoter saying that this perfume having package Christmas sales. originally 69 for 30ml, but this package includes body wash and body lotion. thou i wan it so much but i got to skip it as im financially tight. so we walked out and i wanna go toilet la. SO! when i came out i didnt see Bf around assuming he is poot pooting la. but quite awhile he didnt come out. i started to panic. phone him oso didnt listen. as im sensitive kind of person la, so i was thinking dont tell me he is in de SASA getting me the perfume. so i went there and he is really there!! he bought me that PERFUME luh! i was like O_O stunned. lols he wanted to surprise me actually, but i found out :/
Thanks Love! *heart*
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Friday didnt meet Bf due to his battalion night. as his company is de organizer they nid to kio sai. so its late, he doesnt wants me to be out at such late timing so i stayed home. Saturday morning he came late to accompany me for breakfast as previous night he was kinda drunk and over slept. so we headed to Pek kio market for breakfast as Bf nv been thr b4. den night time headed over to Bf's house for Dong Zhi reunion dinner. C: they played mahjong as Bf requested them to bcoz he wanna teach me how to play oso. stress*
during halfway i was kinda down thou due to some matters between bf and me. but i handle it calmly and had a talk with him after that and everything was solved.
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anyway recently Bf n i having huge communication breakdown. when i say huge, i really mean HUGE. ya, like Bf often says we love each other very much and it make that whatever we say we take it seriously. words often made the both of us teared and angered.
his temper recently had gone really bad due to army stuff. i am trying my very best to act with him and go with him along all this months. its tiring thou, at times i nearly gave up. this problems even occurred when im working, shitting, peeing, sleeping, eating, walking, running, climbing and etc. YES, girl is always thinking. but without us girl keep thinking, problem will nv be solve. yes problem will fade off but it will still comes back bcoz it has not be settled isnt am right?
SO, till now i have still no conclusion to this yet. just let love leads our way. if 1 day either side no longer wanna walked on, it is obvious already huh.
i always tell myself that laughing and smiling could be conversation into a easier way to communicate. but im rong. no matter how hard a person trying to be, it is still acting. cause in the end, you are the 1 getting hurt.
my BFF told me b4 about u wan to be nice? den swallow ur pride. if not dun act. this is love. u sacrifice then u keep quiet. how hurting how aching cry to urself not to the opposite.
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and i oso noe and oso no idea why am i getting slimmer each day. and im 41kg right now. every1 say is body problem. but me myself knows it clearly that is bcoz i work during the weekday and dun eat much after that. OK! i know is all about me. i just prefer to eat munchies den a meal wat :/ and also, i dunno wanna be so sticky. u noe wat i mean thou.
i rmb telling this to a friend b4. " THEY ARE IN THE ARMY, THEY SHUD BE THE 1 WHO MISS US LIKE MAD. NOT US, THEY SHUD BE THE 1 DEMAND TO MEET UP. NOT US" bcoz we are free and they r not. but why i seems to be not the 1 that i have mentioned? dammit -____-
ok i over blog already. BYE!
Monday, December 14, 2009
C: hey ho! finally home! im out since 8am till now :O
working is duper fantastic today. great peeps great environment great freedom and of coz huge motivation to finish the work bcoz BF is here to fetch me! tml too C: and my manager gave Bf free treat over in the restaurant.
after that Bf and i walked to PS intend to watch movie but i wanna skip it. Bf got me a top from cotton on as my tube is too loose -___- so Bf chose a top for me which i much prefer another top thou :/ and he kept saying "this top very nice wat" throughout the whole half day. LOL! anyway F21 at 313 is girl's heaven. i believe i can really go broke over there. i am so gonna work hard and earn money to get things i want there! :3 and i still thinking whether to get the heels over at CnK. Bf say is nice but not really nice due to the front of it and is not cheap thou, and i really wanna brk my own thinking that buying shoes for partner is alright. coz i wanna get that pair for Bf at river island. o well, let me reconsider.
but im still happy over my schedule for this week.
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just now during the walks, Bf n i had some quarrel. our communication breakdown so much ever since he got into army i think? we get so hard on each other nowadays that makes me really tired of being attached. i dunno why these small lil issues still occurs in this 2 yrs relationship. arent we suppose to know each other better? but it seems like right now is not..
i want him to speak up, but he always remain quiet. it seems like whenever we quarrel or whatsoever, it is always begins with me. that's what he say. i triggers him.. i feel im sucha failure being a Gf. i always thot that i have already over do what a gf shud do already, but it seems not. it seems to him that im still a useless kind. besides that he does pampered and dote me alot. he will pads onto my head and cheer me up when ppl pull me down. whenever he can, he able. he buys me everything/anything i need or wants and not get himself anything, always. he has nv complains or nag on me saying anything when he overspent on me, why issit i still expect it to be another kind of way of love? isnt this, girls really need and want? i guess what i really nid he can never give or nv know.
just bcoz i grow up in a broken family ever since very young. im lack of many many things in life which i really want right now. but in love, things is always nv fair or etc.. you can nv expect it to be the way u wanted it to be or change it to the way u want it to be. that's no longer love.
but i still got to say, i do cherish Bf a lot. i love him so much that i dont even noe what's right and wrong. hais, i just dunno how to put in words anymore.
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late dinner tonight.. but thanks to Bf for getting me a packet of rice if not im sure gonna get hungry. C: time to go to bed with fat fluff tummy as tml got to wake up early for work. C:
i miss Bf, i love Bf. but i just dun wanna say it out. what's the problem with me man.
working is duper fantastic today. great peeps great environment great freedom and of coz huge motivation to finish the work bcoz BF is here to fetch me! tml too C: and my manager gave Bf free treat over in the restaurant.
after that Bf and i walked to PS intend to watch movie but i wanna skip it. Bf got me a top from cotton on as my tube is too loose -___- so Bf chose a top for me which i much prefer another top thou :/ and he kept saying "this top very nice wat" throughout the whole half day. LOL! anyway F21 at 313 is girl's heaven. i believe i can really go broke over there. i am so gonna work hard and earn money to get things i want there! :3 and i still thinking whether to get the heels over at CnK. Bf say is nice but not really nice due to the front of it and is not cheap thou, and i really wanna brk my own thinking that buying shoes for partner is alright. coz i wanna get that pair for Bf at river island. o well, let me reconsider.
but im still happy over my schedule for this week.
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just now during the walks, Bf n i had some quarrel. our communication breakdown so much ever since he got into army i think? we get so hard on each other nowadays that makes me really tired of being attached. i dunno why these small lil issues still occurs in this 2 yrs relationship. arent we suppose to know each other better? but it seems like right now is not..
i want him to speak up, but he always remain quiet. it seems like whenever we quarrel or whatsoever, it is always begins with me. that's what he say. i triggers him.. i feel im sucha failure being a Gf. i always thot that i have already over do what a gf shud do already, but it seems not. it seems to him that im still a useless kind. besides that he does pampered and dote me alot. he will pads onto my head and cheer me up when ppl pull me down. whenever he can, he able. he buys me everything/anything i need or wants and not get himself anything, always. he has nv complains or nag on me saying anything when he overspent on me, why issit i still expect it to be another kind of way of love? isnt this, girls really need and want? i guess what i really nid he can never give or nv know.
just bcoz i grow up in a broken family ever since very young. im lack of many many things in life which i really want right now. but in love, things is always nv fair or etc.. you can nv expect it to be the way u wanted it to be or change it to the way u want it to be. that's no longer love.
but i still got to say, i do cherish Bf a lot. i love him so much that i dont even noe what's right and wrong. hais, i just dunno how to put in words anymore.
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late dinner tonight.. but thanks to Bf for getting me a packet of rice if not im sure gonna get hungry. C: time to go to bed with fat fluff tummy as tml got to wake up early for work. C:
i miss Bf, i love Bf. but i just dun wanna say it out. what's the problem with me man.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
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copied from over Joei's blog for the wind chime. *nice
O_O dead blog. been lazy to blog lately due to work and over slack :/
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finally another contented meal after afew months ago with Bf's family at sakura too. i didnt even eat this much at Nagoyami shabushabu with colleagues on last monday.
i swear i eat like a glutton just now for dinner. Both bf and i ate more den 30 pieces of salmon sashimi and lots of cooked food and teppanyaki and i ate 1 whole plate of cheese cakes and durian puff! sakura durian puff is dam good! i swear that i will be fluffy after tonight! LOL and i was complaining to BF that i regretted eating so much food and neglect those cheese cakes :c
Anyway! Bf and I had our 2nd yr anniversary recently C: and Bf got me lots of presents and treated me for buffet. i really wanna apologise for not making him any d.i.y card for christmas and anni. but some handmade gift is on the way my love. sorry for the delay as i really got no idea how to handle it :/
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Bf got himself a Puma slip on at velocity today for half of it's original price. i wanna get mine also which i wanted quite long ago but no size for me :C all too big, its like so dam cheap. nono its 50%! i wanna get another 1 thou. but after discount it is still dam ex, but i am so gonna get it once i got my pay! HUMPF* >:c
ok i am gonna blog in - format :
- PM 2010 calender ( it is so so so dam nice )
- special deal short ( i am so happy to get at such a good price )
- cnK bag ( Thanks Love )
- lots of foodies stocking in my room again! ( Thanks Love )
- nissin milk seafood noodle ( havent try it but i know its gonna be nice )
- mama bakery
- weighing scale :/
- seriously i need to gain weight!! :X
- looking forward for love's bloc leave
- love, even thou i know you are down bcoz you didnt get it. but doesnt means u aint anything. i know you did ur best. try harder for next yr C:
- my feifei is getting so fat, i am afraid of losing him. need to bring him for exercise soon!
- so wanna go genting again with Bf.
- hi-chew in durian flavor is funny
- i wanna buy puzzle asap!
- dolphin earring ( Thanks love )
- fcuk denim
- i want to get another pair of pretty shoes and dress :/
i really hasnt been so happy ever since you got into army until today. the love you gave, the reaction you had on me. sorry for tearing again just now. i know love, i got to be strong. C: thanks for every saturday morning without fail, you reached my doorstep at early morning just to bring me for breakfast no matter how tired you are. nv fail to give me ur everything when im empty, you filled me up.
Thanks Love.
copied from over Joei's blog for the wind chime. *nice
O_O dead blog. been lazy to blog lately due to work and over slack :/
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finally another contented meal after afew months ago with Bf's family at sakura too. i didnt even eat this much at Nagoyami shabushabu with colleagues on last monday.
i swear i eat like a glutton just now for dinner. Both bf and i ate more den 30 pieces of salmon sashimi and lots of cooked food and teppanyaki and i ate 1 whole plate of cheese cakes and durian puff! sakura durian puff is dam good! i swear that i will be fluffy after tonight! LOL and i was complaining to BF that i regretted eating so much food and neglect those cheese cakes :c
Anyway! Bf and I had our 2nd yr anniversary recently C: and Bf got me lots of presents and treated me for buffet. i really wanna apologise for not making him any d.i.y card for christmas and anni. but some handmade gift is on the way my love. sorry for the delay as i really got no idea how to handle it :/
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Bf got himself a Puma slip on at velocity today for half of it's original price. i wanna get mine also which i wanted quite long ago but no size for me :C all too big, its like so dam cheap. nono its 50%! i wanna get another 1 thou. but after discount it is still dam ex, but i am so gonna get it once i got my pay! HUMPF* >:c
ok i am gonna blog in - format :
- PM 2010 calender ( it is so so so dam nice )
- special deal short ( i am so happy to get at such a good price )
- cnK bag ( Thanks Love )
- lots of foodies stocking in my room again! ( Thanks Love )
- nissin milk seafood noodle ( havent try it but i know its gonna be nice )
- mama bakery
- weighing scale :/
- seriously i need to gain weight!! :X
- looking forward for love's bloc leave
- love, even thou i know you are down bcoz you didnt get it. but doesnt means u aint anything. i know you did ur best. try harder for next yr C:
- my feifei is getting so fat, i am afraid of losing him. need to bring him for exercise soon!
- so wanna go genting again with Bf.
- hi-chew in durian flavor is funny
- i wanna buy puzzle asap!
- dolphin earring ( Thanks love )
- fcuk denim
- i want to get another pair of pretty shoes and dress :/
i really hasnt been so happy ever since you got into army until today. the love you gave, the reaction you had on me. sorry for tearing again just now. i know love, i got to be strong. C: thanks for every saturday morning without fail, you reached my doorstep at early morning just to bring me for breakfast no matter how tired you are. nv fail to give me ur everything when im empty, you filled me up.
Thanks Love.
