Tuesday, September 22, 2015
Remember once the things you told me
And how the tears ran from my eyes
They didn't fall because it hurt me
I just hate to see you cry
Sometimes I wish we could be strangers
So I didn't have to know your pain
But if I kept myself from danger
This emptiness would feel the same
I ain't no angel
I never was
But I never hurt you
It's not my fault
You see those egg shells, they're broken up
A million pieces, strung out across the ground
Did you ever really love her
Or was it that you feared letting go
You should have known that you could trust her
But you pretend like I don't know
I ain't no angel
I never was
But I never hurt you
It's not my fault
You see those egg shells, they're broken up
A million pieces, strung out across the ground
I want to tell you that I'm sorry
But that's not for me to say
You can have my heart, my soul, my body
If you can promise not to go away
I ain't no angel
I never was
But I never hurt you
It's not my fault
You see those egg shells, they're broken up
A million pieces, strung out across the ground
Wednesday, September 16, 2015
我在尋找 也在迷失
尋找生活跟生存的差異 不斷執著或放棄
醒在這裡 睡在這裡
厭倦這裡 卻又離不開這裡
Oh My Hard City...
Tuesday, September 15, 2015
越认为自己没有.. 越要表现自己
I have tried my best？
Sunday, September 13, 2015
i am always being so talkative in my life and my surrouding, but when i come to face myself... my mind just go blank and my hands on those keyboard just go "stop it"... being naked off from a body maybe hard, but for now i see being naked off the life you are going is worse than hell. thou i have not see hell or never want to be there.. but hell does exist for a reason?
everyday when i open my eyes, first thought is that "i still alive?" and i start to walk out of my room.. everything's so real, my brother and 2nd mom and then i come to this messy kitchen... i see stuff lying around, food been made and lay there FYI my dad will go crazy when he sees all this.. head off to the toilet and then, i realize is this life? when i thought i want to end it, certain things start to keep me distracted. on the 10 September its a day for no to suicide day......
you know when human wants to hurt themselves there's alot of different ways.
And.. when u thought u found someone who can be there and share your life.. i am wrong.....
Tuesday, September 8, 2015
After 5 years, OMG like really? ok stupid but I see my frontpage all the html still look damn good and wind chime is still chiming.. Suddenly felt naked on exposing myself to blog for so many years. Just by looking back on those blog that I've did. i do actually gave in effort ya? or no..
look at us!
