i am always being so talkative in my life and my surrouding, but when i come to face myself... my mind just go blank and my hands on those keyboard just go "stop it"... being naked off from a body maybe hard, but for now i see being naked off the life you are going is worse than hell. thou i have not see hell or never want to be there.. but hell does exist for a reason?
everyday when i open my eyes, first thought is that "i still alive?" and i start to walk out of my room.. everything's so real, my brother and 2nd mom and then i come to this messy kitchen... i see stuff lying around, food been made and lay there FYI my dad will go crazy when he sees all this.. head off to the toilet and then, i realize is this life? when i thought i want to end it, certain things start to keep me distracted. on the 10 September its a day for no to suicide day......
you know when human wants to hurt themselves there's alot of different ways.
And.. when u thought u found someone who can be there and share your life.. i am wrong.....
